REASONS WHY GUYS LIKE GIRLS

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. the ease in which they fit into our arms
5. the way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end makes it all worth while
8. because they are always warm even when its minus 30 out side
9. the way they look good no matter what they wear
10. the way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. the way her hand always finds yours
13. the way they smile
14. the way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later you will be arguing about something
16. the way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you''
18. Actually ... ! ! ju! ! st the way they kiss you...
19. the way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt . (even though we don't admit it)!
23. the way they say "I miss you"
24. the way you miss them
25. the way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life , whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes , traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound , you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons , No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.

Most importantly , for being themselves.

The original self and her everything , both positive and negative , that attracts you in the 1st place.

Shall blog about the events that happened in the past few days..

Friday..school as usual.Had econs and CLA spring tests. I forgot some of the econs concepts..argh..but generally quite ok. CLA was cool. After school went home rest then did a bit of my stuffs then pool session at SSC at night with Zhenling. Only exactly 2 weeks never played and ended playing like a retard newbie. -.-"

Saturday..haha..wat a day. Went to do my own stuffs 1st b4 meeting up with CG at SR MRT.Then proceeded to Funan by train. I lost my sense of direction again at City Hall while changing trains. Hhahaha ! I always ended blur there.Went Funan for the purpose of seeing Wang Xin Ling. She was in town to promote her 2nd album Ai Ni and holding an autograph session there ! So many people there. Walked around Funan then when she appeared we watched from the 4th floor. Wah..she is v.v.fair and like very delicate..really resembles a snow white princess..so chio ! haha. Ok la. I a bit starstruck. CG tot otherwise. He tinks she is indecent looking and that was the "nicest" term he claimed to put it..wth..zzz.Then got to hear her sang Ai Ni and Yue Guang live..so nice. I love Ai Ni this song. The MV also v.nice. AI NI AI NI AI NI ! hahaha. I siao liao. zz.



This was taken using CG 's hp. Too bad dun have digital cam otherwise can take more and better pics.

Anyway we didnt stayed long and went to town for pool at Mambo.I played like wat I did against my trainer on Friday again and nearly lost overall but luckily nv.It wont ever happened anyway. Hahha ! Then realised I didnt bring my Synergy ticket along and lost my cool and was rather rude during the pool session. Blargh. So easy buay zai. Rushed home to take then the 2 of us went to school for Synergy 1. It was a nice performance. There was a pleasant surprise in the LT..haha..=)..then chatted with Jie and Evon during interval and after everything. Zhenling was there too with his friend to "shock" the whole LT..hah...The same friend whom I saw and met b4 2 weeks ago during CHC 's service at Kallang Theatre. Then parted with my Jie and Evon and we went to meet with Zhenling then go Chomp x2 to eat. At the bus-stop waiting for bus to Chomps saw "Auntie" and her friend.Hahha.."Auntie" was v. "Auntie" as usual.ZL..fate la..hah. It was not as if we were purposely there or sth.I was super hungry coz I didnt eat lunch (not intentionally though).Ate chicken chop and durian ice ka chang and drank sugar cane drink.V.shiok.Then ZL's friend joined us and we stayed there till 11+ then me and CG headed for home while ZL and his friend went elsewhere romantic.


my left ear stud ! 1 of my CLA lecturers keep on staring at it. *shrugs*






1st time my eyes so big. 4get abt the bad complexion. ha.

The rest will be put up in photo album soon. Shall create soon. soon. yup.

人生海海

有一天 我在想 我到底算是个什么东西 还是我

会不会 根本就不算东西 天天都漫无目的

偏偏又想要证明真理 别人从屁股放屁

我却每天每天都说要革命 就算是整个世界

把我抛弃 而至少快乐伤心我自己决定

所以我说 就让它去 我知道潮落之后一定有潮起

有什么了不起 常常我 豁出去 拚了命 走过却没有痕迹

可是我 从不怕 挖出我火热的心 手上有一个硬币

反面就决定放弃 嗝屁 但是啊在我心底 却完完全全不想放弃

常常我闭上眼睛 听到了海的呼吸 是你 温柔的蓝色潮汐

告诉我没有关系 就算真的 整个世界 把我抛弃

而至少快乐伤心我自己决定 所以我说 就让它去

我知道潮落之后一定有潮起 我不能忘记 无论是 我的明天

要去哪里 而至少快乐伤心我自己决定 所以我说 就让它去

我知道潮落之后一定有潮起 有什么了不起 啦啦啦 啦啦啦

明天我在哪里

Notice that I changed a bit of the lyrics.

不是他。 也不是她。 而是它。

它 ： 伤心 ，无助 ， 自卑感 ，害怕

This song really suits me now. Haiz. sianz.

wat 's the big deal ?

Just OVERCOME everything. argh.

A seemingly lifelong mission though.

Monday blues. School was alright today. Today didnt do anything to my hair and really no image..hope no one really notice it.Nothing special happened also.Spent some quality time in the lib doing my own stuff. From right now every Mon I have an extra break coz I kissed PW goodbye liao. No more PW from now onwards. yay.Rather pia for other stuffs. PK damn slack..knn..everytime pangseh us zhao PE..argh. But anyway today PE was dumb. They asked us to run around the hall perimeter 12 rounds like some freaks. After that went Neo Geo cut hair then home.

Some stupid thoughts occurred to me these few days. I tink is really unnecessary. tink too much again. haha.

命啦。

一切都是命。

I know where I stand.

But I believe each and everyone of us will have their own paradise that they yearn and work hard for one day.I am not excluded. And this is not a dream but will become a reality , this I promise.

Someday.

One day.

2 days of I-Learning.

Yesterday my comp kanna infected by some stuffs..actually not really infected but just happened to have some problems upon entering a particular site coz it will half-way shut down and say got some problem or something.In case any of u tink is porn , nope..is not..dun tink too much. ah haa. Then my Window Media Player also got internal application error cant access then spent most of the day time troubleshooting and finally everything alright.Hate it when all these problems occurred..I am a comp idiot.Dun really care abt comp stuffs.And if my comp dun have/ have trouble using WMP or Internet I will really go wild coz wat is the comp for when I cant listen/view my beloved mp3s/mpegs and surfing the net.Today cabbed down to school and met up with PK. Ya , behaving like a rich freak again spending unnecessarily.The driver mistook nyjc for nyp despite that I reminded him like thrice and took a super U-turn back. It 's the third time this type of thing happened. -.-" .Then went to the comp lab and LOL..I saw some1 who I least expected to see..actually not really surprised but still surprised la (if u get wat I mean). The some1 was grinning like a cat.Shant go into any details.But I am not really affected anyway.Wasted my time in the lab...talking to YJ who happened to be there also. Did CLA and print GP article and got outta there.PK no better..he didnt really do anything and I wander how he gonna survive tml.

After much procrastination finally finished everything except Kellett 's tutorial. Shall leave it till tml then do since is only due on Friday. And KY had to add pressure to me by saying he completed everything. -_-. I wanna go shopping ! Maybe this weekend or next week.

Today is the 14th. How time flies.

2 months since 14 Feb.

Continue from Saturday...Part 2.

Met up with Zhenling in the evening then went to City Harvest Church 's Easter Celebrations at Kallang Theatre.Wah , a LOT of ppl loh.I guess only City Harvest is the only church who can manage to gather so many ppl regardless whether they are CHC 's ppl or just from the public. Strangely didnt saw any of my paternal side cousins..they are all from CHC and some are cell group leaders.Didnt saw CHC friends like James or Rachel etc also.Too many ppl la..was dreading to queue up so long outside the entrances (admission was free) but the two of us cut queue..a bit guilty but bo bian coz too many ppl..they even claimed that about 2000+ ppl cant get into the theatre coz full house.

Anyway CHC organized this service and drama concert.It's been long since I attended this type of thing..still remember last time used to join friends and frequent church services at other churches even though I am not a Christian.Nice service today.Especially the part they used William Hung inspired segment..so funny and cute ! haha. And of coz got show Ho Yeow Sun and her new concert DVD or something la..they claimed that they dun force ppl to buy fair enough but they cant deny they are helping her promote/campaigning for support.I am being frank here coz today I witnessed it.Kinda enlightened after everything ended at 10+ and I meant it deep down from my heart , even though I am not a Christian but a Free-Thinker.What they preached had a lot of sense.I especially like the part that Rev.Kong said that once a person loses hope , it means he is not living anymore but merely just existing like a wandering spirit with no tomorrow.The words kind of slap me right across the face. And also..something of cancelling pessimism of tomorrow etc etc.Was telling ZL that actually these type of preachings really are good..the services are fun and all but is just that we are not Christians thus we view as brainwashing or something.I guess other ppl similar case as ours will share the same sentiment too.Oh , Pastor Kong really made a gd lecturer (those who are there will agree with me).Was thinking if NY tutors were at least half as gd as him so entertaining and dramatic then I will surely give 1 hour full of my attention span in lectures. LOL !

After that was brother enough to acc Zhenling go Lau Par Sat eat supper together with his friend and her 2 other friends.Then pool at SSC.So long nv qie with my trainer and we shared the session today 5 - 5. =) Was so tempted to club at Paradigm..the music tonight rocks but no funds. Blargh. Wat do 2 guys do when they have no funds left for the rest of the night ? Answer : Cabbed home and zzzz.

Must complete by today :
1) finish digesting elasticity + prepare econs drq question
2) prepare history tutorial
3) continue Kellett and TCP 's readings.
4) usual sunday chores
5) DL all Jolin and S.H.E latest MVs. And Wang Xin Ling 's too. ah ha.

NKF later at Channel 8. Must watch ! (",)

Hit town yesterday and met up with CG at 4+. Got a gut feeling will see a lot of familiar faces and it was true.Saw a lot of NY ppl and even my sec sch mates who kind of surprised me.I only greeted a few of them from both groups of ppl. I think I was rather rude la..not that I didnt notice their presence but I supposed I dun feel like talking much either.Sometimes I am like that. Like earlier on I saw Angeline too but she didnt saw me and yet I was too lazy to even call out to her. I guess that 's y to other ppl I appeared as dao and unfriendly and cold. *shrugged*.

Walked around then went Mambo for the usual pool.Before that ate KFC.I sweared I wont touch that cheesy fries again.Argh..melted cheese and mayonaise splattered all over the lousy fries made me wanna puke. Blargh.Pool session today was so kelong. I presented CG 4 free wins because of black ball. And got one point v.funny..I took the opening break and curiously and surprisingly the white ball chipped over the entire set of balls and went flying and nearly hit CG who was standing in front of the table.LOL !!! Damn funny. I was laughing like siao instead of cursing y I played so lousy. Real kelong la. haha.

Then CG went home and I met up with other people but just accompanied them for a while b4 I zhao.Was supposed to club but due to lots of reasons nope. 1) tired. 2) think I caught a slight flu or something..and the suspects of passing the virus to me is either PK or KY who had been sneezing beside me these few days in sch..so need rest. 3) lack of funds to enjoy the rest of the night 4) wrong company of ppl. I ended meeting Jeff for a late dinner then went home.Now still slightly hungry and munching cookies. aha.

Cant stand ppl with sao1 bao1 attitude.They probably watched too much My Sassy Girl and think can emulate Jeon Ji Hyun or something and think is cute or wat but is the opposite effect. argh. Then again is other ppl 's business.

Maybe like wat PK said , just zuo4 hao3 zi4 ji3 de ben3 fen4 and the rest dun chap so much. I supposed I am slowly turning to that direction.. but I am not entirely cold-blooded either.

In a good mood the whole day. And I am not saying why. =)

More laterz.

So suay today. I missed 2 buses and was about to reach the side gate when they banged shut the gate. I dun wanna run in like some bloody refugee so just walked one big round and through the main gate. Sian. Should not have took 240 to school when I knew I am gonna be late. Wasted my money.

Today 's lessons were good. Nandwani is a great econs teacher. He was so funny and made econs really pleasant for the 1st time , to me that is. In fact , I dun missed Lawrence and his teachings at all. The former 's antics and jokes were way better than the latter 's flamboyance. Haha.Then had 3 hours break from staff contact till 3+..early in the morn also 2 hr break..every thursday damn sian.No wonder ppl like CG wanna kao peh timetable committee.My pals at least got Maths in between and me just rot for 3 hrs till last lesson which is CLA. zz. Nvm. Can either nap or study in the lib.

I am the CLA rep. LOL. Thanks to Irene and company who blurted out my name.Secretly I was glad because I had always wanted this position for my fav subject but I am not bhb till to the extent of volunteering myself because there might be ppl who are better than me and more qualified to lead.Then again , I will try my best. =)

I am rather miffed by someone and his insensitivity. He thinks is funny , but I dun want to shoot back. Wat for ? No point. Then again , the problem lies within myself. Cant blame any1.

Will be out tml in the afternoon and possibly down at boatquay tml night.

别再自责了 ，因为没人会给予同情和谅解。

Give me time to overcome myself ,

To be a real man to face everything.

This is gonna be a long entry. Shall blog from Saturday onwards..

Saturday

Met up with CG at Sgn interchange around 3+ p.m. then went to town for pool.Played at Mambo till 6+.Took the session as usual but today had a lot of restrictions..I was worried that I might split my shirt or something while stretching over the table for shots.Kinda affected my mood and some shots.Then went back to NY for Guzhen performance.Surprised huh. I know everybody will like shocked..and think..wat is this ah beng doing here ? Ha. I cant be bothered to explain because I am used to this type of stereotyping and wrong perception of me.Even my mom dun believe I will ever come to this type of thing.LOL.To be frank , I wandered wat am I doing there but I was curious to see this performance.Didnt have the chance to watch an actual guzhen performance b4.Was lucky coz a contact from guzhen was kind enough to help me reserve 4 tickets earlier..so save all the trouble.Zhenling came too..with his friend..his purpose of coming everybody knows..haa..coz his target was performing.Then saw FY..PX etc performing ..and Serene also came and support too.Overall the performance was nice.All of them were zai and personally my fav was the piece by nygh.It was very cool. After everything then talked crapped with Zhenling who was hesistating and all and ended me and CG left for PS 1st to eat dinner/supper.Went KFC to eat and the girl who served me was v.funny.It all began by me asking her a stupid question and she had to be equally "cute" by replying a lame answer. LOL. Crapz. Home after that.

I was very ungentleman in the LT and along the way out of the gate. It was very embarassing...and hurting.

Sunday

清明时节雨纷纷。。。

Today is qing1 ming2 jie2. Kinda a rainy day. Nothing special. Every Sunday I tried not to go out because this is a day which I can rest well for the start of another new week and also think about the past week spent.Wat did I achieved and all ? Kind of in a reminiscing mode these few days.Dunno whether is it a gd thing.As much as I say that I want to look ahead and all but sometimes , memories just start to float in my mind. These memories..are they happy or sad ? Nobody will know.Only my heart knows.

Boredom on a quiet sunday.





jie3 di4 qing2 sheng1



Ah BENG ?!?! LOL.



I think this is v.artistic. =P

The "home" mode. Hair unstyled.. and bad complexion as usual. Hahaa.

Today

CT today. FY got transferred to another class because A6 dun have LEP ppl other than her. This time got some more transfers so make it a class of 21 ++ ppl. There are only 5 guys including me.Generally quite ok. They are not the fun-loving type but quite nice.Anyway PK same class with me. yay. At least got my pal with me.
The rest are ok but the A5 transfers didnt leave me a gd impression to begin with.Then GP lecture then went for lunch with PK and Evon. Haha..we were talking about pigs ' heads and hiring ppl to create trouble like some HK triad gang or wat. V.crappy. Home after that.

雨下得很大 ， 在我的面前勾勒出一方陌生的面孔。
但不再寂寞 ， 更不再是凄风冷雨。

无论怎样 ， 远方的有个男孩都会为你祈祷。

我知道 ， 遇上你是我的幸运。

I lacked the courage. Y ? God knows.

I ought to be shot for that.