I start work le !! Yeah..work at Haka Zhong.Is a coffeehouse specialising in Hakka Traditional Cuisine.Famous too coz Channel U that show " Tian Lun" 's main cast got go there recommend b4..all their photos being hang all over the shop..lolz.Jackson is working there too.LOlz.To tink yesterday we went for this offer and immediately selected.The lady boss too shuang kuai liao...so fast agree on hiring and the more shuang kuai she is the more I am worried.Better be prudent.So I went down early with Jackson today and reached there at 10.The place is actually opposite China Square..opposite DBS Bank to be actual.So if any1 wants to eat Hakka stuff..come down to eat ! LOlz..who noes..I might be serving u..provided I dun spilled the food all over u.LOlz.Confirmed the working conditions with the lady boss.We found out that it is actually a family-run business..the 2 boys Ben and Yu Long are actually her sons and the man who is also the main chef is her husband. Wah..compared to LDF..this job is much , much tougher.Y ? Me and Jackson do anything required.To put it in nicer terms are waiter/kitchen crew.Another crude term is SLOGGER.Yeah..serve..clear away dishes..(that includes clearing other ppl 's bones-on-the-table and leftovers..spills..and all..)..wash the plates..bowls..utensils..(at least 3 pails full ..imagine the number of customers)..mopped the floor..etc.Ben who was the assistant chef taught us lots of kitchen stuffs the whole day.Not a problem for the both of us coz we chi de qi ku.I can bet if u ask those born with a silver spoon in the mouth or those who everytime ask their maid do this fetch this wash this maria here and there for them or those ah sia kias who barely lift a finger to help out with household chores..they will die.Serious.Eatery Kitchen is normally damn oily and stuffy.Must get use to not afraid of ur hands being dirty..(especially reached in the oily sink with all the dirty water stuck and fumbled around dropped chopsticks or spoons..god..can u imagine).LDF is much more easier..my main focus that time was just to serve and clear.Dun need wash.Here me and Jackson bao ka liao.Nvm.An experience.Because I will definitely not be associated with this kind of job once I stepped into society to work.Somemore worked full shift today..wah..Jackson only worked from 10 - 3..I worked from 10 - 8 . haah..enthu kia. Nvm. I need to earn more . Haiz.

After work I called Jie and went down Somerset Mechmaster to find them since she asked and well...I am the on type.A fatal mistake.Damn fucked-up loh..I go down there especially to find them when I could just take a straight bus go home and rest..I chose to hike from China Square to Raffles Place Mrt.Lonely hike.Was nite time by the way and while walking through China Square..is mostly filled of ang mohs..having fun at those night places..and having a merry time. So envy loh..they sure noe how to enjoy life.I nearly got lost.Basket.I dunno the place well and was freaked out by all the tall buildings at Raffles Place..(the main business district there mah..)..but luckily managed to find my way.Nv got lost thank goodness.LOl.Anyway back to it..I reached there..and Jie gave me that attitude of hers (especially when her friends are around) as if I begged to come like that.Her friends were there pak-ing pool.Sian loh..knn..I really damn pissed.I dun owed u a living loh..machiam treated like outcast and u asked me to sit there wait..wtf..forget it.I rather go home and rest up loh.CB.I left of coz.Any sane person will do that.Decided to walk to Paradiz Centre there take 103 home.My 103..(I could have taken from Selegie Complex there from 1 10 min walk from my workplace loh !!..).Wanted to take cab but I wanna save money.Cheapo me.Christmas lightings and decorations everywhere..wow..beautiful.Too bad was not with the one to enjoy all these.Sad.Anyway I dropped by PS to go stroll about and I bumped into Chong Hin and his gf.So Qiao.They were like shocked loh.Chong Hin 's gf Natalie damn CUTE..she asked me y am I in this state.2nd person to ask me this ques.Evon asked me the same ques at Somerset earlier on.I was just in my T-shirt Jersey and boardshorts..+ sneakers..and they were like wear until so yandao and chio respectively..zz.Hair was tousled (serious) and I smelled of oil (reminds me of Home Econs during lower sec..ya..that SMELL).Not funny loh...zz...no need wear so nice when working in eatery la.Oh..forgot to mention..my CLA teacher Huang Hao Wei walked past my Haka Zhong today and called out to me ! I was preparing the "suan pan zi" dough and all with Yu Long and his Mom when suddenly heard somebody called "Xin Kai" ! Looked up..and wah..is our DJ ah WEI ! LOlz..he part time UFM DJ mah.But today he looked as if he is going for a backpack tour of SG..wear until like that.Only chatted with him a while...and he thought my family operate this business.LOL.Was wondering..who is next in line ?? Whom will I see next "catching" me working there ?Kaoz..everytime bumped into ppl..Yu Long 's Mom was like saying..SG really so small meh..today 1st day at work got shou2 ren2 saw u.DUH.Now then u noe.SG is really small until ke lian.Nvm.Reached home at 10 on the dot.I missed Holland V FINALE today by the way.Thank you v.much.Great , and I dunno the ending AT ALL. SAD.

Not really tired.Still remember when at LDF the 1st day after I come home I immediately kp here and there say v.tiring..Now realised I so nua loh..at that time..maybe I am tougher mentally now.LOlz..we shall see whether I will quit soon or tahan until I got the money I wanted 1st then quit. Ah Ha..

Working night shift tml..so no need meet Jackson in the morn..haah..he morning shift mah..gd..I can sleep longer. And watch Xiao Gai Zi. 1 of my fav show. =)

Will try to update everyday if possible.
5th Dec is drawing near.
But strangely , I dun look forward to it.
STRANGE.

Was woken up by a particular ROOSTER today : Xiao3 Gu1.
Aiyo..she called a lot of times loh ..sian..but I didnt picked it up.Woke up at 11:30 but dropped back to sleep.Tired..hahaz..lots of msgs too in between throughout the morn but I dao all until I finally woke up at 2.Hate ppl to disturb when I am sleeping..haah.Bathe and eat and out for the house in record time of 30 mins later..(considering normally I will dily daily for at least an hour then out..).Met Cherrie at Hougang to pass her the stuffs she wanted.Then took a bus back b4 changing to 70 to go meet Cheng Guan.Fantastic Synchronization.He managed to hop on the same bus I was in at another bus stop along central.That 's the way it shld mah..rather than I having to alight then take the same bus again.70 to where ? Yup..of coz to Grandlink's.I am beginning to feel that Grandlink is machiam like my 2nd home.LOL.Frequented there so many times nowadays.Anyway pool session again.Won Cheng Guan 14 - 4 .Great session.He is damn funny and crap a lot and to him everything is tyco..even though some shots are really beautiful made by either him or me.LOL...especially the shot which Cheng Guan chipped and the "solid" ball went into the last pocket and the white ball bounced high in the air then follow thru !! Kaoz..nv seen this kind of shot b4.LOL.Nice guy to hang out with even though we dun really noe each other well.Old habits again.Follow through..and over-confidence till whack too hard.Room to improve.Anyway left the place at 7 and reached home zhun zhun at 8.I missed Holland V.Forget wat I said in the previous entry.Argh.



CUTE hor ? I am getting so many cute stuffs nowadays thanks to my bunch of cousins who flooded my mail with all these.Real cool.Seems like I am into cats nowadays.Haha.

My Friendster Network has 200 friends ! Yup..broke another 100 but well , it begins to bore me...it seems like no life at all in this fad. zz.

My shaver 's batt just died while I was shaving.The blades nearly cut me on my lips while checking it out.
Wat a bitch.

Selemat Hari Raya Puasa to everybody , especially to all our Malay friends out there.

I nearly forgot that today is a public holiday and yeah , which means I have to be woken up so early in the morning by my ke ai mom..haiz.Even though I am super reluctant to..is only 8++ !! . Recently I had this TON Marathon.Participants included the self-acclaimed TON KING Mok , WeiBin and Miko Jie and me of coz.LOlz.We are really nite owls and if one cant sleep or feeling sian right in the wee hours..for e.g 3++ ..4++..can find any of us to cure ur boredom.Muwahaha.Slept like 4 + in the morning.Siao loh.Will die if everyday like this.And that EXCLUDED that I did not chat on the phone with WeiBin or Miko Jie.Heng ah ! Otherwise confirm cant get up so early today.Lunch at Allson Hotel with Auntie Esther , Mom and Jie.. so had to get there early.My FAV Dim Sum !! ..The food there is real heavenly.Ren2 Jian1 Mei3 Wei4 .All my fav dim sum dishes ..especially siew mai.Special recommendation is the er..yu2 chi4 shui3 jiao3 tang1..super nice.Saw Mediacorp artiste Chen Jian Bing.Yeah..the Gao Xiao Xing Dong 2003/PSC Nite actor/host. This is like the 3rd time I saw TV ppl outside ? Haha.Didnt get his autograph.Initially tot he alone but a while more his family joined him.He super polite and respectful to his mom loh..go all the way out to fetch his mom come in.No airs at all.Unlike some other artistes who machiam like dua pai outside..zz.HaHa ! Tink I mentioned b4 that Mediacorp ppl doesnt fascinate me till can go gaga over them.Only 1 I guess , Joey Swee aka Xu Qi loh.LOl.She 's so Ke Ai and Elegant ! My type ! LOl. No la...zZ

After Lunch me and Jie went off to Bugis while Auntie and Mom went home.The 2 of us shopped around Bugis hunting for some stuffs...I got wat I wanted. =))
Wandered around and we went to take Neogety Cards. It 's been really long since Jie-Di take this stuff together ! 4 years actually.The last neoprint we took was 4 yrs back then.I was still in P6..yeah..with specs and sporting an Armani haircut.HaHa.Cute.Each of us had 2 cards and the effect was great ! Too bad no scanner , otherwise can post up here.If got chance will post..and the P6 1 too..see the great difference then.LOl. The only thing I dun like abt the pic is that my hair looks kinda weird.Not the style I want and not yandao enough.LOl.Sian.Guess is time to pay Roots and my hairstylist Kenneth a visit.Haah..

Wandered around Far East too after Bugis b4 leaving for Pool later at Somerset.Jie 's friend did not work today so nv get to play free 1.Thrashed Jie but later kanna thrashed by Daniel who joined us.Basket..he is just too pro.Jie went off 1st and we 2 continued a bit more.Watch him pak abit of CS too b4 leaving around 5+ to go meet Jie and Evon back at serangoon.And on the way back taking NEL I saw Winnie.She is so different now loh !! Totally.Complicated ppl she hung out with...all those as Kenneth refered as.. " MacDonald Kids "..yeah.Even when stopped and chatted with her for a few mins like feel like thousands of eyes staring at me.Kaoz.Not the same old Winnie I knew a few yrs back then.I guess ppl does change..after all these years.It 's her life anyway. Haiz

Holland V countdown. 3 more episodes after today.Getting more and more exciting and I gonna make sure I be home by 7 everyday to watch.Wont miss it for the world.

Holland V Quote For Today :

要 表 达 爱 给 一 个 人 时 就 不 应 该 约 束 或 压 抑 自 己 内 心 的 感 觉

Sometimes I really wonder if this shld be the way it is.Haah..

I forgot wat I wanna say now. Shucks. More interesting stuffs tml.

Another short day today.Woke up v.early (8:00 a.m. is considered V.EARLY to me these days..) to work out.Finally.It 's been a zillion years since I last worked out.50 sets of push-ups and sit-ups each.Ok..I noe to some ppl is too little and personally I felt the same too.But considered it's been mths since I last worked out..well..I still want especially my arms.Was tired.OK ..v.nua I noe..but it would improve if I do persevere on this routine (which will be hard..).Anyway did the usual Sunday chores.Mopped the whole house.Yeah..to lessen my dear mom 's burden.It 's something I see myself responsible to it..and is the least I can do (though sometimes I really felt reluctant to do it ..LOL).

Restful afternoon for me.




LOL. 1 of these days I might turn into like this if I continue my ever slackness. LOL

Auntie Esther treated me Mos Burger for dinner.Cool.Had 1 and a half burger.Not bad.But I am hungry again.Guessed I have to cook some noodles for supper later.Pool at Grandlink 's with Wen Cui , ZL and Ming Hong later at nite.I always like nite outings.Anyway today 's form was not that good.Won only 7 out of 13 games.Disgusted by some shots.Left the place and reached home around 11:45 p.m.

Out with Jackson again for same purpose.Haiz.I am super reluctant to be up so early...but no choice. Wat a life.

Boring Day today.Was supposed to meet Jackson to go to the banquet course but in the end nv..becoz the aircon ppl are coming to service the aircons in my house.Got to attend to them. Jackson was a bit mad about it of coz but after hearing my explaination he understood.No reason to lie to him anyway.So I guessed the banquet thing no more liaoz.Nvm.To be frank I am not v.keen either...read my previous entries and u noe.Slept at 5++. Was figuring out how to help Evan regarding some template stuffs.Haiz..I am really dumb at this type of thing loh.Sian...3 hrs ++ and still no results.Luckily I decided to take my own blog template as trial 1st..and wat luck.Becoz I ended jumbling up my original codes until it kinda messed up.Not once..not twice..but THRICE.Though I have the original backup..but imagine my frustration.Luckily got Miko Jie pei me chat again..otherwise long ago have exploded into fits...and luckily I didnt try on Evan's 1 right at the start.Wat a failure.Nearly succeeded though but I dun understand why the last moment I cant load the song into angelfire...which initially went well.A/c also kanna disabled a few times.I tried it in the noon just now but yet it proved futile again.Haiz...sad la.Sorry Evan ! =((
Hmm..I will give try again through some other means. I am also v.curious to noe how this works. Dun believe it cant work. =X

Afternoon gone coz of the aircon stuff and the rest of the day goes by. The only constructive thing I did was to read 2 sets of "Times" Magazine. Was so tempted to go whack balls again..and nearest place is Grandlink's.Wanted to go there just now but is like the whole day not a single soul is available.Damn.Wat a life.

Got this msg on thurs...in friendster..

Hey Andrew. I know you've been looking at my booty in my pics. I think its cool and want you to see more. :-) I have a nude personal ad and more pictures at www.xxx.com
Dont freak, its free!


Have decided to censor that address becoz my blog is not some frigging porn site.But anyway...not interested.Who will want to look at ur cheap body ? LAME. This girl must be some representative from the chicken business. Economy is not good so I guess it pays to be innovative and creative at times : to go online and fish for customers . LOL. I am bad.

For the 1st time this week , I actually felt the sianzation-ess hitting on me.
Nvm , tml will be a better day.

I hope.

I am such a failure. =(((

BLOG Time.Forced myself to wake up today at 9:30 to get ready.Was all ready and abt to set off when suddenly I had this sensational stomache.The 1 I feared most came true----> Diarrhoea. Downed 2 packets of Teck Aun "Chit-Kit" Pills.That 's the best recipe towards diarrhoea , rather than some ang moh medicine.Oh ya..for those who dunno..share with u this another recipe..if u have a sudden stomache or feeling uneasy..go brew urself some hot tea and sipped it.Sure can do the trick.Trust me.LOlz.
Anyway Kenneth suddenly called and said the time changed to 1.Immediately sian 1/2.I am always not v.happy of last-min changes and I MEANT really LAST-MIN.Was supposed to meet @ 11 and I was notified at 11.Wat to do...searched for myself some jobs.Not too gd today.Got some v.interesting tution offers.But no MATHS pls.This word doesnt exist AT ALL in my dictionary.LOL.
Met Jackson , Kenneth and Hsien Zhuan @ 1 p.m. I dunno why Jackson gave me that damn dirty look.He tot I was the 1 who changed the time but pls loh , I was not the 1. LAME. I didnt really kp him back becoz things might be worse when 2 hot-headed persons involved in a clash.Wu Mei Lien 's teaching.I was just bewildered coz he didnt get the facts clear la..Anyway the big guy 's not that petty la , lolz..he soon forget abt it and and we ended calling a day without even attempting to look.Actually is nth today.I combed the whole classified.Only had that tution offers which I asked the person to help me look out for more.Nth else.

Went to Grandlink's for pool again.Yeah. AGAIN.Seems that I dun get sick of it.Today 's session was great ! LOlz. Played 9ft and was not used to it.Got off to a super bad start and kanna trounced by Jackson in the 1st game.But after that momentum came and ended winning 6 games out of 9...as in against the 3 yandaos combined together (we rotated players). *GRINS*. Cool.Made some really gd pot-shots which was a surprise. But I am not there yet..as in to the standards of some of my frens..for e.g. ZhenLing.Haiz..can ONLY safely say that I am improving each time though.LOL !

Short Day Today.Nth interesting today.Friday Nite..wat am I doing at home ? =X .It 's been a zillion yrs since I last chionged.So..zz.
The banquet thing called again.Guessed I will be going for the course with Jackson tml.Who wanna pak pool tml nite ? LOL. Seriously tot of saving up these yuan wang money but I just wanna pak again suddenly. Ah haa..

Maybe one day if I am seriously broke I might go like this --->



LOL. Cute hor ? Li Rong sent me this particular email with this picture inside and is so CUTE that I saved it. Real Cool.

Would like to thank Miko-Jie for her encouragement..haiz. I also know I can do it 1...haa..but I dunno why I lack the courage to do so. Sian...SAD.

More updates later.

Ok..today woke up at 11++.Was suppose to meet Jackson for job-hunting at 9:30..but..I changed it to 10:30..until no need.LOlz ! Too Tired.Slept all the way to 11+.There are some phone calls looking for me..I knew my hp rang a few times but was lazy to pick it up.Only picked up Jeff 's 1.Count urself lucky , dude ! Hahaz..made plans to be out.Met him at his hse at 1.Pak Win 11 of coz.Not too good today.Shooting accuracy dipped a lot.Played nearly 1 hr ++ b4 heading to Macpherson for dim sum.Had only self-cooked 2 half-boiled eggs b4 I left home.Great..wat a spread.Ate until song.Siew Mai..Ha Gao..all my FAV !! LOlz. Was suppose to go Queensway to shop but I sian. So went home and continue my html stuff.Yup..look at the left bottom of the screen in my blog..yeah.Added that...haiz.The rest I still cant figure out..especially the "comments" part.Guess I shld seek some pro 's help.

Holland V @ 7p.m. ! Didnt really sat down and watch the entire show coz I was preparing to be out for the nite. But I did hear the main parts la..Yang Xiong v.ke lian.Keep drinking to drown his sorrows.But then Jie Jiu Xiao Chou Chou Gen Chou..haiz.Really shld Kan Kai Yi Dian.The rest I forgot liao.Argh.Can any kind souls tell me wat exactly happened today...zz.

Today 's quote.


最大的解放就是饶恕

The Greatest Liberation Is Forgiveness

That 's v.true.But how many of us can actually do that ? One needs to overcome pride and muster up courage.. to do that..and all.Anyway met up with Jie and Evon at Somerset.Met Mario along the way.So long nv see him since graduation.And of the SiMin episode..no ENDING 1. BOO !! LOlz.Evon told me she saw ZhenLing..LOL ! I still owed my fellow "F4" brother his IC.LOlz.Went to meet up with Daniel..Tim they all.Played free pool.1 of them works at the pool centre behind Somerset.Quite a wulu place.Today 's session not v.gd.All so PRO loh..and I only won 2 games out of a possible 8-9. zZ.Oh ya..the banquet thing called me up for training..sian..I am really considering.I need a job..but I dun really like the idea of having to sponsor my own entire clothing..(got to wear all BLACK u see)..sian.I tink I havent forgotten my LDF stint..haa..that y I keep on hoping I willl land as a waiter in some restaurant...haah.Maybe Swensen.Northpoint branch hopefully.Haah.Got reason 1.LOlz. Zz.


Sian. I will be out later again. LOL. More updates later.

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO JIE !!


Yeah..Today is the actual date of Jie 's bday. Ok...shall update later..just reached home...need to bathe..

A NEW BLOGSKIN !! Hmm..how u guys tink of it ? LOlz..spent like from midnite till 2 , 3++ this morning figuring out everything..I am really a html idiot.D.I.Y almost everything..yeah..those glowing words are created by me..hmm..basicallly almost everything is up except the "comments" which I have no idea why it is not functioning well.Still contemplating whether I shld change the "eye picture"..wat the hell is dejavu ? I lia bo kew.LOlz.But I kinda like the words..not bad.And the eye really reminds me how small my own eyes are.zZ.Anyway the guestbook is up..ppl..feel free to sign !! And not to forget to tag too ok..haah..

Woke up around 11+ today.Gave Mok a wake-up sms.Got to go sch today for OGL Briefing for 1 hr.Just when abt to leave the hse it started to rain.But I hate to carry an umbrella u see..so I just braved a bit of the rain and was really lucky to flag down a cab after I walked the usual route to the main road.That 's the best thing.This stretch of road has lots of cabs driving by most of the time.Recently has been taking too much cabs.DIE.Really unnecessary..sian.Along the way passed Sgn Ave 3 saw Mok "Xia-Laning" in the rain.LOlz..he just left Sgn Mac and was walking ..but I didnt gave him a lift. LOlz ! I am v.bad.Anyway waited for him then we went to the briefing together.After the briefing basically just went home coz no programmes..

Watched Holland V. It 's getting more and more exciting. Tianxiang really v.Ke Lian...haah..caught in the middle between his mom and his wife.This case reminds me of the chinese composition I wrote during the sec3 end of the yr exam.My ending was that the guy threatened both his wife and mom of killing himself unless they stop quarrelling.Let's hope Tianxiang can kan kai yi dian.Oh ya..Shu Hao finally with LingLing liao..haiz..happy guy indeed.Finally , his perseverance paid off...and I tink he deserves it.Unlike Fang Nuo Wen..still preferred Yang Xiong.Why ? Becoz firstly , he took care of WanWan 's family for 2 yrs while she was away in Korea..even though he had no liability to do so.Secondly , he proved himself to be v.devoted and nice..especially to WanWan..even though he is all tai jian and all.Nuowen did not appreciate her when given a chance to.And where was he during that 2 yrs ? Kaoz.And he ate hui tou cao...come back jio WanWan again.That 's the part I hate. The reason why he win is becoz WanWan was infatuated with him v.long ago.That 's why.But I still hope Yang Xiong succeed..haha.

I particularly like this quote from Angel aka Ho Yeow Sun.

爱一个人可以是一天
但要忘记一个人可能要一生

How TRUE.

轨迹

作曲＆主唱:周杰伦
作词 ：黄俊郎


Verse 1:

怎么隐藏　我的悲伤　失去你的地方

你的发香　散的匆忙　我已经跟不上

Verse 2:

闭上眼睛　还能看见　你离去的痕迹

在月光下　一直找寻　那想念的身影


*如果说分手　是苦痛　的起点

那在终点之前　我愿意再爱一遍

想要对你说的　不敢说的爱

会不会有人可以明白

Chorus:

我会发著呆　然后忘记你　接著紧紧闭上眼

想著那一天　会有人代替　让我不再想念你

我会发著呆　然后微微笑　接著紧紧闭上眼

又想那一年　你温柔的脸　在我忘记之前

Repeat Verse 2, *, first part of Chorus, whole Chorus

心理的眼泪　模糊了视线　你会看不见

Translation

Track

Music: Jay Chou
Lyrics: Huang Jun Lang

Verse 1:
How to hide my sadness
The place where I lost you
The fragrance of your hair scatters hastily
I already cannot catch up

Verse 2:
With my eyes closed, I can still see
The traces of your departure
I keep searching under the moonlight
For that silhouette that I'm thinking of

*If breaking up can be said to be the starting point of pain
Then before the final destination point, I am willing to love once again
I want to tell you, the love that I dare not express
Will anyone be able to understand

Chorus:
I will be staring off into space, then I will forget you
And then tightly close my eyes
Thinking about that day, when there will be someone who will take your place
So that I will not think about you anymore

I will be staring off into space, then I will break into a smile
And then tightly close my eyes
Thinking once again, your tender face
Before I forget

Repeat Verse 2, *, first part of Chorus, whole Chorus

The tears in my heart, have blurred my vision
You almost can't see it anymore..


Somehow..this song is being played continuously on my Media Player...
So meaningful...haiz..reminded me of erhmm..something..and previous things....haah..
It might be the song of the year and throughout for me though...haah.

PW OP Today.I meant yesterday.HaHa !! I woke up late for 1 thing.Ransack around and yeah..I lost my cue cards that Luvena gave me and I immediately sian 1/2 liao.Copy my speech into foolscap instead.Slept too late at 1++ (haah..seems like I slept at that time everyday huh..).Met the rest b4 going up to the presentation room.This time round was 3 Science class.We were the only Arts class.Nobody i knew.Only have some of Wen Cui 's classmates and Nat 's 68 's grp I see familiar.Anyway my group was the last and around 3 was our turn.Was calm and steady all the way until when my turn to present I turned into a jelly.Serious.Was smiling and fooling with my 3 members when I saw them so serious then ..yeah..I got Zhenling 's wobbly legs habit.Basket..memorised half of my speech gone to waste.Ended reading most from my makeshift "cue card".Besides..there was no target at all to lock eyes with.Well..maybe got 1..but nahz..so I ended staring at John Lim like some bloody gay being mesmerized by him or sth.LOL.The Xia Lan me forgot not to place my hands in the pocket.Actually is right hand only but I guessed is not right.Cant seem to kick off this habit.Besides..where shld I placed my hands ? Cannot be front part right..haha.Damn John Lim.Keep on smiling.Q & A session.I am dead.I did not elaborate my ans while the rest ans a lot. Ah..total crap..tink I screwed up everything thanks to my XL-ness.Nvm.Is over.I am glad.Finally.

There is a particular fucker who keep on calling me on my hp during the time spent at the OP room.Received his/her calls a total 8 TIMES.Initially I tot is my bunch of cousins who call but Joanne and Germaine say nv..hmm..I guess they also wont boliao till to this extent.Ya..damn bastard loh..call already dun 1 speak..and even breathe into the damn phone.Sibeh Dulan.I hate prank calls.Since I tok nicely he/she dun listen so well..I shldnt go easy with him/her..shld I ? Thanked that fuck with Hokkien beautiful quotes.Get a life , fuck. -____-

Came home rotted and the rest of the day went by.I guessed the only thing best today was that I was selected to be OGL.RJ was selected too but not ZhenLing.Hmm.Finally the student council did the right thing as in to select me. LOlz.I hope they dun regret.HaHa..no la..I will prove to them they make the right choice.LOL !!

Peace Out.

BEEF HOR FUN ROCKS !! Just had this for dinner..*yum*
Beef noodles..Beef hor fun..Beef stew..Beef burgers..anything to do with BEEF I like !
LOlz.
But then to Evan this delicacy is like SAI !
Reminded her of something bad.
Keke..nvm. LOlz !!

More updates tml.
Guess shld be planning wat I shld do for the rest of this week.

I WANT A JOB ! Sian..ya..was toking to Daniel yesterday and really agree..nowadays really hard to find jobs..haiz...damn.

Oh Ya..My Cousin Joanne just told me something over msn.V.happy to hear that.
It 's something I v.long nv hear it truthfully.
HaHa !! Stupid girl..so Funny.. keke...

Abstracted this from Kenneth 's Msn Nick..

Ren Sheng Duan Duan Ji Shi Nian , Wei Se Mo Ren Men Jue Bu Dong De Que Hao Hao Zhen Xi Mei Hao De Shi Guang. Wo Ai NI !!

Nice. V. Sweet and True.

BACK !!

Spent these few days at Aloha Loyang Resorts becoz of Jie 's 21st Birthday Chalet.The whole thing is a flop to be frank.Not happening enough.So Boring...=X

Check in only on Sat afternoon instead of Friday nite which my Mom and Jie and her group of Kakis went here 1st.Did I proved myself a genius..becoz I will surely be bored to death.The water sucks..I tink is worse than living in a refuge..so SMALL ! Cant even enjoy my bathe.Right from the start when I forgot to bring my hand mirror..my radio controller (now have to use manually) and ..yes..hairband I knew something will go wrong.Yeah..I was right..
Party started at 6 and ended till midnite.The atmosphere was not there.Food was alright but I really regretted not eating more..I only ate 2 of my favourite siew mais ! Basket...felt sinful for not eating more.Sian.Both my paternal and maternal relatives were there..+ Auntie Esther 's 3 army boys..and some others.If there werent my cousins to chat with..I dunno how I survived.Supposed to be the DJ of the nite.I wanna blast the songs I burnt specially for that nite and some scums wanna watch TV.Who else but my maternal side de relatives.Damn..so pissed.Nv did like them anyway.Have nothing to tok to them abt and since I dont like them I just cant bring myself to start a topic or sth.I am DAO..but only to those ppl I dun like.That 's me.Generation gap too.Look at them I want to sleep.Lucky there are some of my paternal side de cousins...yeah..Joseph..Joanne..Gladys they all.Long time nv see them like wah..all grow up so fast already.HaHa..chatted and listened to music with them..(I ended carrying the whole radio to my room and blast from there)..they also v.sianz..is like..there is nth to do.Arcade closed (which is a pathetic mini arcade nearby by the way)..and a soccer ball which 1 of my cousin Donovan brought it and lost it somehow. =X. Lucky b4 that we managed a small game of street soccer at the bball cum soccer court.My team thrashed the other 9-4.Star Striker Andrew showed his worth once again with himself netting in 8 goals.Absolutely brilliant.Joseph scored the other 1.Just love street soccer.But if u asked me to play on an actual field can forget it.Was soaked with sweat..(was wearing a retro shirt + bell-bottom) but nah..is alright..is not everyday we cousins can get together.That 's the difference between both sides of relatives and is so obvious why I preferred my paternal side over maternal side.Not trying to compare but..I have nth gd to say abt my maternal side , really.Got to noe Jie 's frens..yeah..Daniel..Tim.. and company.
After tt we wanna played again but somehow or other the soccer ball got lost.Sian le loh.Nth to do except mopping around in my room at the resort and rotted away.The group of them although has grown up considerably , but still as fun-loving as ever la.Cute bunch..haha..teasing each other endlessly.Got their msns and hp nos...children these days really more and more modern..haha..compared to me last time I dun even have all these stuffs to enjoy back at around their age of ..13..14..Joanne v.funny..told me say some ppl tink I looked like Jay ..LOlz ! Nv..Jay is too cool for words.I am not even near his 1% standard.Then she said I looked like Nick Tse.*Grins*. Must be my hair and overall style that nite doing the trick.LOlz.I dun mind being compared to Nick Tse coz I have always admired his style (especially when he 1st chu dao).But nahz..I do have my own fashion style.LOlz ! I guessed to them this group of my cousins..Andrew Kor Kor also did changed alot too..haiz.Looking at them..wu you wu lui..yeah...really xiang hui dao guo qu.Chatted with my Xiao Gu and an older cousin of mine Jaslyn.Really thanked them for all their encouragement.PATERNAL side 1 btw.
Oh ya..reminds me..I tink I came online on Fri Nite for NTH.Nah..not that i blamed Kenneth they all for not coming..nahz..actually they dun come better..otherwise they wil also be bored to death...becoz my intention was just to invite a few close gabrielite frens and not too many.Lucky too I didnt invite my other outside frens either.Phew..and yeah..all the compiled songs all gone to waste..nvm..at least my cousins appreciated my masterpieces..haha.Did I mentioned that I slept only at 5+ on Sat morning becoz of all that..sian.Speaking of that makes me dulan.Lucky got my gan jie Miko pei me chat till 4+.She also cant slp ..lolz.

Anyway am glad back le.If u asked me to stay another nite over there I will go berserk.Confirm 1.Downtown East is still the best.This is definitely 1 of the worst chalets I been to la. Sian.Tml got PW and I haven done a single thing.Not that I cared much anyway.

God Bless me tml.

Went Job-Hunting today.HaHa !! Was complaining I am super broke and today immediately go for out looking for jobs with Jackson and Kenneth. Mom was so surprised that I out so early especially to look for jobs that for once she did not nag. =P
My Mom means a lot to me..though I dun really show it but I really love and appreciate my Mom a lot for all she had done for me.The only thing I dun like is her nagging. HaHa ! Otherwise she is really perfect , at least in the eyes of mine.Didnt receive any calls from any souls asking me to meet for PW either.Good.Anyway met up with the 2 of them @ central and then went fill up the forms for that waiter lobang Kenneth had for us.Then come back central eat then with Jackson off to Northpoint.I knew I will sure see ppl I knew and indeed I saw Angela.LOlz.She didnt saw me though.And did I mentioned I like saw 3-4 NYJCians excluding BEST OGL today ? Sian..go anywhere also like NY shadows all around..haha. Interview finish and heard that Kenneth got the job he wanted at Tanglin 's.Really happy for him.He deserves it after looking for so hard.Then me and Jackson went to Grandslink 's again poke balls after calling it a day of job-hunting..lolz.Yay ! I thrashed Jackson 7-3. A series of 10 games.My best game was the last 1 especially.3 shots in a row saw off Mr Goh. =) Cool.And they were 3 shots I couldnt make it normally.Hehe..but I still have much to improve.Somehow I have to stop the habit of follow-thru.. =X
Felt damn sinful today too.Left the place around 7+ and of coz the money paid is not nice either.Jackson is not that pleased..haha ! Sorry , dude !
And ate at Mac for lunch when I shldnt..sian..6 bucks ++ gone and Pool money..argh..no money no job still behave like a king and spend money machiam like water.Sian..saving and scrimping is just not my forte to be honest. ..Let 's hope those lobangs will call me..*sigh*

Jie 's bday tml ! I wont be online tml I guess.Will be p@rtying away. .. yeah !
I haven done a single thing for my speech and mins.
Guess everything will have to wait till Sun Nite. HaHa ! I rather party.
Need to compile dance songs for tml nite..lolz..off liao.

Haiz..tonite too late come online.Another SIN. *sigh*
Watched My Love , My Home.Last episode loh..I like the whole show a lot.Really nice and real.The ending was expected.Mediacorp dramas' endings is always not too hard to guess. Sian..+ need to bathe..zzzz

BORED.

Woke up at 9+ today.Turned in quite early yesterday so just woke up early.Today was kinda boring.Just wanna be alone so the whole day I was alone.My company was just my shadow.HaHa.Not funny.Yeah...

Went to Toa Payoh to stroll around.Even though is like..only 11+ 12+ but still like lots of ppl.I was hanging around the HDB HUB there..and god..was on the 2nd level when I saw Quan YiFeng suddenly walking towards the central with a bunch of Channel U filming crew behind her.Must be doing some shows obviously.2nd time in my 17 yrs of life I saw local celebrities out on the streets.The 1st time was Jamie Yeo.Saw her in town.LOlz..not interested anyway.Local artistes just cannot make it.But if is Joey Swee aka Xu Qi..haha..I tink I will be awed or go gaga or sth..she is the only mediacorp artiste I like.V.Ke Ai and Elegant. =P

Winning 11 for me in the noon and alright..at least win everything in the hard mode.Failure to win means I cant survive in this game.But I am still disgusted by the way I handle my secret player who bears the name of KAI.And especially freekicks.Rivaldo obviously doesnt like the way I controlling him. =X
By the rate I am going , I can forget abt qie-ing with ppl like Jeff. SIAN !!

Btw..I did sth really interesting today.Had been quite long since I did this type of thing and ya , enjoyment at 1st but when is time to pay..my pocket hurts.Dun tink dirty.Is not tt type of service.


I am offically broke. At the rate I am spending.
I wanna go ****** with **** !

But I cant , I guessed.
SAD.

Love is as free as the sunshine , rain and air all about us.Love will keep u from giving up and keep you motivated for success.
//Abstracted from Rong-ster msn nick//
Nice.

Hoped this is the way it goes.

All right..Today supposed to go sch for OP Presentation but Ginny was on MC.So the rest of us 3 have to teh gong say we noe only today and all.Anyway I dun mind actually coz I am not ready AT ALL.Yeah..this week kinda bz with usual stuff and other outings.Discovered that today 's other groups..yea..all know 1.Ravish 's grp..Nat 's grp..EuFai 's grp..which means there are 2 Science and 2 Arts groups.Surprise to noe tt Joanne tt touch rugby girl was in EuFai 's grp.Chatted with Nat occasionally and rotted there till 11 listened to Ravish and EuFai 's grps.Not bad la.They presented well.Didnt got to listen to Nat 's 1 becoz it will be till 2 and my grp is free to leave.Thank God.Arranged tentatively on Mon for my grp to present.Guessed wat ? The 2 assessors were..MUWAHAHA...Can be counted as my 2 BEST Friends la.None other than Lee Yan Yan and John Lim.Monday also the same moderators.COOL.Let 's hope they wont asked some stupid ques..haha.

Went home rotted 1st till 1++ b4 leaving the hse.I played smart this time..wore board shorts and an oversize t-shirt.Pei he Jackson , Wen Cui , Alvin and ZL and who expected wore shorts/3 quarts too except Kenneth who went for job interview earlier on.I dun wanna always be the only 1 wearing long pants.Even though I really preferred wearing long pants when going out.Went for Pool at Grandlinks '.Eh..today session SUCKS.Really.Compared to tt with the last outing @ SSC really Tian & Di.Shot too poorly until so ke lian.Ask those who played with me..especially Jackson.Sian.He took his revenge la..thrashed me this time round. =X. No motivation to shoot well.Damn..see la.Must have seen some dirty garbage around in sch today.Kan Na..Kan Gua Bin Pattern..Kua Liao Pun Ya to the MAX.They say see this type of thing damn suay 1..y tell not go temple pray ? My uncle Zai Na Li Tiao Tua Ah Peh 1.HaHa ! God..I tink I really can memorise all the Dui Bais in 15 loh.Bai Kan Bu Yan.Really nice.Haiz..I wanna watch full version !! But sadly..can't.Bo Bian make do with this 24 min segment loh.I still must say Melvin Chen looks cool inside.Really did St Gabs proud la..haha..even though is another way of achievement instead of the usual studious route.Muwahaha.

Played the whole afternoon.Didnt achieve anything today.Like won only 1-2 games.Basket.The only consolation is that the whole gang headed to the just-beside arcade where I completed X-Men Vs Capcom expectedly.This has been the game I have always completed since I started hitting the machines in arcade.Failure to complete is not an option.It will mean a disgrace.Somehow i still haven mastered KOF yet.Sian..kanna kick out by the 2nd/3rd round.How to survive ? Especially when ppl like ShangFu everytime bug me go qie with him. zZ

Reached home around 6++ and watched Holland V.Ah Ming damn bastard loh..hit JingJing.Looked at him.Shld thank the all the Gods for giving him the chance to marry such a nice girl.Yet still dun cherished.zZ.
HaHa..suddenly tot of this song..I will just extract a few parts and not the whole song..English translations actually..and I edited it.. =P

Jing Jing / Audience Verse..

Don't hit Jing Jing like this anymore
Will you listen to what she say
Don't hit Jing Jing like this anymore
Do your hands not hurt ..

Ming 's Verse..
Frankly when I go home I just want to stop everything
To bring the family back to the past when it was filled with sweet, warm joyful fragrance
Even though I cant really tahan the fact XiaoXin tt ass is back.
A bit ironic, a bit sour
But it does happen as in he is back , people can see and u noe that too.
Using identification to stop all violence
Tears followed the musical notes absorbing bloody emotions
Since I the day I married u you told me u wanna forget him , chose me as ur husband
So many delusions, Mom always said Be good and Bao Rong u as my wife..
You tell me, how can I be ..when I found out u and HIM so CLOSE !!

Jing Jing / Audience Verse..
RAP Part.

12345678 12345678
I call you 60, you hit ur 68
Is this right
Why do you have to be like this Why let jealousy & mistrust lead you to act blindly
You don't even listen to what I say
The ones who are hurting are us ...

Muwahaha !! Creative anot ?! LOLz.I noe is god-damn boliao but just cant help but edit a few..becoz Ba Wo Hui Lai Le this song suddenly flashed in my mind when watch Ah Ming abt to whack JingJing as if he is playing golf.LOL.Been seriously tinking of writing my own fan-fiction story online.Soon..I guess.Must have more lin gan 1st.

Was just wondering whether I did the right thing anot last night.Haiz.I dunno.I tink I am feeling weirder and weirder nowadays.Sian.Somehow...something..I cant let it out.It 's been bothering me.To keep it as a secret is hard.But not to let it out and say is even worse...

If is meant to be , It will be urs.

How true. But if I dun try and give up just like tt , wouldnt it be a greater sin then ?

Happiness must be pursued by urself.Dun lose any chance available.Becoz if is gone..u will never noe when will it come again.And u will only live to regret for the rest of ur life if it nv comes again.

This is wat I strongly believed in.

Always.

Here I am again.Tiring Day today.Woke out at around 12 p.m.Didnt wanna wake up so early 1..especially since I slept like 5++ in the morning..but then wanna watch Xiao Gai Zi mahz , 1 of my Fav TV Show.Chatted with Evan till around 3++ in the morning.Nan de the two of us so hyper loh..even though is like 1++..2++..3++ in the morning.Saw her off around 3++ coz she meeting her JieMeis later and needed some slp.After going offline went to have an EARLY Snack.Actually was some chocolate chip cookies I dug up in the kitchen.LOlz.Pak Win 11 till 5++. Was on a winning streak and completed International Cup using my fav Brazil with ease.Easy.Guessed I am in a good mood.And ya , Motivation was there. ALL ALONG. *grins* . Shot some hoops with Clay at the bball court near his hse in the evening.On the way home on the bus saw Christine.She was my ex , Angeline 's fren.She didnt saw me and I couldnt be bothered to call out to her.The DAO me , I guessed. zZ.



Hmm...recently has been out a lot..and each time always spent a lot..haiz.Especially on Pool.Just yesterday after AO Chinese Exam went to whack balls @ SSC with Wen Cui , YanJun , Jackson and ZL.Finally , a mass improvement from previous sessions.Won 4-5 games.Ah Ha.For the past few weeks was like 1 week at least played once.Say liao also funny , started playing pool in sec 2. Still remembered that time was with Jie..Joe..and their group of Kakis.Didnt really mastered the techniques untill now.Hmm..got to practise more..gearing up for an outing which will be coming soon.Am looking forward to it.It will come 1..this I promised..haiz..

AO Chi was easy.No Kick.LOlz. Paper 1 's questions was not to my liking at all.I mean..is not wat I expected in my usual Fav questions.So I just cooked up some story and occasionally added in some cool phrases and words here and there to impress the examiner.Well , hopefully..that is.Paper 2 was great.5 words = 10 marks in the pocket was a major boost.And the rest of the paper carried on smoothly.Actually CLA students are not required to take this exam..but since they want us to take to gauge our standard and since we PAID for it..so no harm doing it.And no regrets..coz the Groups E , F, G 's stories were so meaningful..haiz..especially Group F 's..

我们一生中也许没有机会看到流星雨，但是身边的人，无论是父母、兄弟、姐妹、朋
友，或者情人，都可能有一天会化成流星，在未曾给予我们足够的心理准备的时候，
就突然消失。彼此是不是有话没来得及说？防患未然，我们应该在适当的时候直抒
心语。所以，不要再拘谨，道歉、怜爱，祝福、期盼，现在就表达出来吧，为什么
要等到失去以后才感到痛惜后悔 ？

However..

就是开不了口让她知道
我一定会呵护著你　也逗你笑
你对我有多重要　我后悔没让你知道
安静的听你撒娇　看你睡著一直到老

就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句我办不到
整颗心悬在半空　我只能够远远看著
这些我都做得到　但那个人已经不是我

I tink I am getting more and more imaginative...if I said I yan kuang duo lei while reading this compre story ...I tink the whole world will laugh till pengz loh.Haiz.Just like wat Evan said " mayb u r in a thoughtful mood today" ....

I guessed I am...zZ

就是开不了口让她知道.....

Online for obvious reason.
But no more incentive to stay so offline and continue my search on nice midis..
Knocked out liao.
*YAWNS*.
Shall update later..in the noon..haha !!
Badly need more sleep..
Gd Nite , World.

睡不着。。
想着你。。想着一个没有结果的未来。。
在了结此刻之前，我只想唱这首歌给你听。。。


忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
以深深爱上你　真的很简单
爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法决择
没有后悔　为爱日也去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我　喔~
I LOVE YOU 无法不爱你 BABY 说你也爱我
I LOVE YOU 永远不愿意 BABY 失去你
不可能更快乐　只要能在一起　做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停　用最真诚的心　让爱变得简单
I LOVE YOU 我一直在这里　一直在爱你
I LOVE YOU（YES I DO）
永远都不放弃　这爱的权利
如果你还有一些困惑 OH NO 请贴　我的心倾听
听我说　爱你 （YES I DO）我爱你

I tink I gonna end my dream...dunno..coz to me is leading to nowhere.1 Up 1 Down.Guessed everything should be gone by now.Starting from today.
It hurts , just when EVERYTHING was on the right track.
No mood to talk. I am off to PARADISE.