In contradicting to the last few days , today is the start in which I have been feeling super rotten and lousy.Took the late 156 bus and of coz no time for me to go toilet if I have to rush to assembly.Of coz I chose the former.More important.After assembly then walked along the route to T-blocks..was feeling damn sian suddenly.No mood at all.Didnt even really noticed when Weilien and Meizhen called out to me.Sorry,folks.Dun even noe where the fuck is econs lesson held.And I dun give a flying fuck (new phrase quoted from our Lianster , haah.) loh.Fuck everything.Out of the main gate I go and home I went and rotted.I dun give a damn.Didnt even take early leave.You noe...is really depressing when u are abt to be cut off from the world totally.Everything gone and everything returned to square 1.Yeah.Next Wednesday.I dun expect much of coz. I noe my limits.So well , just let me enjoy these few days. Let me see the person I wanna see the most everyday.I guess I should be contented le. Better off than nothing , right ?

AH HAHA ! These few days really online till 3+ then sleep loh.Friendster ROCKS sia..contacted many frens ! Especially old classmates..lolz..they haven changed much I guessed..keep on saying that I changed to become a bloody BENG KIA...dunno how many times I explained I am NOT..LOlz..zZ.Yesterday damn jia lat..really buey dong loh..2 consecutive days slping 2 hrs+..today right eye was hurting badly loh.Like jabbing me constantly.So I took early leave (WAT 'S NEW ?) ..missing Kellett that bastard 's lesson and PW. Heh.

Today in school was really well spent. Thank you. Happy Guy indeed. Now as I am typing even more contented. LOlz..wat a day ! Is like..a silver linen among the midst of black clouds ? haha ! haiz..if everyday will be like today then gd le.Wont elaborate much but is OBVIOUS.Wat/Who else can make me happy especially at this period ? Zz.

My future is still bleak. Haiz. If everything is confirmed , I will definitely do wat I suppose to do. Yeah..zZ.Read behind the hidden meanings u readers will understand. Tink i slping early tonite..really buey dong liaoz. Peace Out.

-.- -.- -.- I MISS BLOGGING !! -.- -.- -.-

Haiz. After a nite of insomnia and troubled stuffs running in my head that nearly killed me , I woke up @ like the super early hour of 7:30 p.m. Slept like only 3 hours. Tot I could have the morning off and sleep till late but well , PW.Went to sch library to discuss and around 11 sth off I went to meet Jake for lunch at Hougang Mall awhile.Headed for home and change and rest.Then supposed to meet the Gabrielites Gang for outing.Then I postpone actually was fixed at 3...then 3:30..then 4...lolz..really sorry to Kenneth..keep on delaying time then took up his time becoz time is precious to him due to the midst of having exams now.Aiyo..I need to bathe.then do comp maintenance..and stuffs mahz..haha..then have to take some time vain a while mahz.LOLz.And 1 proud thing achieved today.Friendster does like me afterall ! Ah haah..couldnt log in at all even till this morning at the sch lab but well , after all the attempts , finally done it.Apparently some bugger went to registered his/her lame a/c using my original hotmail a/c. Fuck him/her. zZzZ. Just had to create a new 1 but well , no complains coz finally successful.Not bad not bad , can see why ppl are so hooked on friendster. Quite cool. Anybody wanna add me go ahead and add ! And dun forget to write TESTIMONIALS! -.-

Met up with ah BER (LOLz..free promoting of u from me..so dun be so MODEST la..lolz) and Jackson 1st. ZL , Kenneth , Bounce arrived later then proceed to Paradiz Centre pak pool. Original plan of going K-Box was abandoned coz 6 ppl too many liao..hmm..imagine waiting for the chance of using the mike and having to wait till the cows come home. So change to pak pool. *Sigh*. I really SUCKS in poking balls.Months nv played then everything like shit. Shooting position and everything all wrong. Won only 1 game while the rest of the games kanna thrashed. Kaoz..SAD.Poking Balls is just not my forte.*Sigh*.Anyway Kenneth left early coz he need to go home and study for exams.Then unexpectedly Chee Ching and Kenny came. So surprised. Like ages nv saw them and they changed a lot loh.Open like 4 tables ? LOlz.Then around 6+ soon Bounce left with them dunno go where.Then Jackson parted with us left me , ZL and Ber.We decided to go back NY see the Halloween Party held tonite at NY. Curiosity got the better of us mahz.Took train back to Serangoon then rushed to NY.Went thru the side gate and to the canteen..hmm..the party alright la.Not so happening though.Not many ppl turned up and saw some ppl leaving even though haven end yet.Hung around there..not much food left. Pathetic. Some leftover bread and like kind of juice that NY cant even afford on a more presentable large bowl to store it.Dun even dare to drink it. zZ.Ate the lao hong twisties and stoned around there catch some performance.Lots of ppl in cool costumes and fancy stuffs. Music was alright.Didnt saw ZL 's JING Jie or "Hebe" there. Guess they are too demure for this type of event ? LOlz..*grins* Of coz we are not dumb enough to stay there for long.I mean..hang around there also nothing to do and nothing to look at. Might as well qia bo. Stupid side gates all locked.Damn it.Had to go round the track again then thru the main gate.Took 105 wanted to go town again but since the other 2 yandaos dun want ...so we went to Toa Payoh instead watched Movie ---->The Rundown.

Damn funny..inside the cinema actually we 3 wanted to sit at the "couples' seats" right at the back which is v.private...no..not 3-some la..LOLz.Then 1 couple came then I had to siam mah..then the usher came chased away ZL and Ber.So ended siting somewhere right at the back.So little ppl in the cinema. Anyway , the show damn nice loh..typical Guys' Movie again.Violence ...Monkey stuffs...and some crude jokes also..quite funny at times. Scenery also so nice..they shot the scenes at Brazil. Nice. Nv kanna cheated of $8.50.




Monkey business..


Like some scene from Street Fighter..Dee Jay Vs FeiHong ? LOLz !

Movie ended at 11 then me and ZL rushed off to take 73 home.Heng ah..last bus @ 12..so still early.Ber went off alone to take 153.Reached home bathe then online then now typing and friendstering and downloading some new techno music. Multi-tasking as usual.Haiz..today unwind a bit but then I dunno y but I still cant seemed to relax.I noe is too late too regret or anything. But I am in a precarious state. Until then , everything is not finalised or confirmed.Almost everyday most of the ppl I chatted with regardless online or outside also will bring up the topic of promoting.Haiz.Did I mentioned that i missed the Gabrielite Dinner to celebrate my batch 2002 Graduating Class for the fantastic results of bringing glory to the sch on Fri ? Too troubled.Was afraid I will get too emotional.So didnt attend , wasted.Just would like to thank all the frens who keep on encouraging and cheering and motivating me.Present NYJC-ians...Ex-Gabrielites..Outside frens..S.H.E Forums ppl..yeah..without u guys I dunno how can i face this phobia alone.Whatever the outcome is , I will have to face it , I guess.


黑色幽默

难过
是因为闷了很久
是因为想了太多
是心理起了作用
你说
苦笑常常陪著你
在一起有点勉强
该不该现在休了我
不想太多
我想一定是我 听错弄错搞错
拜托 我想是你的脑袋有问题
随便说说
其实我早已经 猜透看透不想
多说 只是我怕眼泪撑不住
不懂 你的黑色幽默
想通 却又再考倒我
说散 你想很久了吧？
我不想拆穿你
当作 是你开的玩笑
想通 却又再考倒我
说散 你想很久了吧？
败给你的黑色幽默
说散 你想很久了吧？
我的认真败给黑色幽默

My CLA teacher , Huang Hao Wei aka Wei Ye is a UFM 100.3 DJ ! LOlz. Didnt noe at all until upon receiving Ziyun 's msg telling us to go hear on Fri Nite.Yeah..really is him but his radio show really bored me to death.LOlz..the songs he played made me wanna koon..then all those books he promoting dunno wat he toking.Prefer Yang Jun Wei. LOlz. But really unexpected to hear him on air.The only nice song he played is Hei Se You Mo.Didnt listened finish till 1 a.m. which the radio show Wei Ye hosting ended.

Hei Se You Mo..too many sorrows and all. And the song has been playing on my Media Player repeatedly...

Looks like I cant sleep tonite again.3 A.M ++ liaoz. WOW..so EARLY. zZ.

这首歌。。。是为你而唱的。。。。

晴天

故事的小黄花
从出生那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
ㄖㄨㄟ　ㄙㄡ　ㄙㄡ　ㄒ一　ㄉㄡ　ㄒ一
ㄌㄚ　ㄙㄡ　ㄌㄚ　ㄒ一　ㄒ一　ㄒ一　ㄒ一
ㄌㄚ　ㄒ一　ㄌㄚ　ㄙㄡ
吹着前奏望着天空我想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开


刮风这天 我试过握着你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久 我才能在你身边
等到放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点
从前从前 有个人爱你很久
但偏偏 风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
好不容易 又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜。。。。



Paid the price of never been exercising regularly.Still suffered the after-bball workout pain.Ache everywhere but i still went out shopping with Mom and Auntie Esther and Jie yesterday.The + thing was that u get to choose wat u wanna buy and carry the shopping bags while they paid everything.Ah haha..other than that..I am definitely not the shopping type.Cant stand walking around for hours without rest...particularly looking at stuffs which totally bored me and particularly is irrelevant to me.Especially my legs still have not recovered from muscle ache.It's been long since I shopped that long.Yeah..ever since that time shopped with her for like from morning to evening..I have nv repeated this until yesterday for around 3-4 hrs ? zZ.
But I have no complains..since I bought additional stuffs to add to my pathetic array in my wardrobe.Went Tiong Bahru that open air hawker centre had beef steak and satay @ nite.V.Delicious...can be compared to Newton/Lao Par Sar there..almost the same standard...super shiok.

Have been tinking a lot these few days.Felt rather queer..normally with my devil-may-care attitude I cant be bothered by such matters but nope..I cant help tinking every minute and every second.To take is easy , to let it go is hard.I shant talk abt anything else.Start from tml onwards will be the release of results.I realised my future is so bleak.I wont do well at all.Nope.A person reaps wat he sows.And for me , I didnt sowed at all this 7++ mths.No..is too late to regret watsoever.I leave everything to fate.If I go through , I will definitely pursue wat I tink I shld pursue and long gone shld have done , if not..I tink my world will just collapse and everything will come to a big fat ZERO.Yeah.I might just drop down and die just then.Everything will be gone.GONE

LEAP Carnival Day 2.Wore School T-Shirt today..ah haha.Was at the traffic light waiting to cross the road for the bus-stop then unexpectedly saw Lau.He called out to me and we chatted awhile as in asked him to play bball today or tml.LOL...give the excuse say leg still injured..LAU..haiz...haha.Boarded the same bus as Zilong and Ruth.Participated 3 Games/Activities today.Went dart throwing 1st.RJ decided to play Rugby and after he left we didnt heard from him for the rest of the day.Thus "F4" changed to "B.A.D" ? LOL.Me and Zilong as Cheetah 1 won 2nd price for dart throwing ! LOL..kinda lame coz i am like a newbie in this game..well..tyco.Really.Competed and knocked out two buey kan groups who couldnt even aimed well for christ sake.Mok 's class that 1 line 5 words "Burger King" won with his partner.We tied with some other team of 43 points but heck them , we are getting the runner-up trophies.Zhenling and Zilong (had to fill in the place as RJ left) as Cheetah 5 lost though through the knock-out stages.Pool bowling was quite fun..well..using pool's skills.With our combined efforts should be no problem.But we didnt win anything.Haha..then went canteen for Intellectual Games.Damn funny.Typical activity organised by Library.All sucking up brain juices of every1.Total 4 stations.1 of the station is General Knowledge and ti gam skills obviously doesnt work today.4/20. Haha !! Cannot blame us. The questions were tough.Last station was even worst.Couldnt do a single thing.Zhenling damn funny.Got one question : "If u have no umbrella or raincoat or hat and u are walking through the plains , what will u do to avoid being wet ? " Our smart guy came up with this : "Dont wear any clothes" LOL !Nearly died of laughter..then he xl with those librarians..lolz..anyway got the chalk enough.

Sch lab 1st then LT4 to watch "15".Yup..the show "15" written by Royston Tan.The man himself came today to NY and we had the privilege to watch a short part of the film.DAMN NICE loh the film ! The story circled mainly on three 15 yr-old bengs and their lives. 1 of them is Melvin Chen ! Yup..St Gabriel 's most notorious paikia from Normal Tech of my batch.Heyz..not bad I will say..at least he did st gabs proud by being an actor..ah haha.The whole show is of coz about SG gangsters and vulgarities and gang songs.Could recognise some of the songs..at least have 2 of them in my Media Player..haha ! Then after that open questions to the floor (means us) then got 1 idiot damn lame..ask Royston Tan whether the gang songs are made up or are real. Fei Hua ! Get a fuck of it la , gong kia.Of coz is real loh..u tink becoz they are producing this film then they find some people to compose and lyricist to fill in the lyrics meh..zZ.Anyway the whole "15" movie premiere tonite @ 12 midnite..haha..around 10 more mins from now @ Lido.I wanna watched ! but cant..is rated RA..SAD.After that got some lecture on some shoes stuff by a foreigner..which bored me to hell that i fell asleep.

Btw..the 3 of us were in the wrong LT all this while !! Haiz..no wonder we felt so queer coz got other houses.it turned out that LT4 is for Viper/Eagle.zZzZ.And me and ZL didnt get our trophies coz prize presentation for Cheetah and Marlin is @ LT3.I wanna get my trophy ! Although is silver , still it is a trophy.Gonna go claimed back on Tues.Today damn tui also..we didnt played Poison Ball !! Walked the whole sch and couldnt find where is it held..haiz...tink we missed it.The most infuriating thing is that the guy who tied with me and ZL for 2nd place for the dart throwing was 1st for that activity.Argh..regret.Posion Ball..haiz..nvm.Didnt saw "Hebe" today too.Haiz.The price of being in the wrong LT.But ZL was one happy guy.Throughout the whole time spent at LT4 looking at his mainland angel who was seated a few rows away but within our sight from our positions.Lolz..gd loh..gd for him.See his JING Jie.Where is mine then ? =X
Nvm..at least got the chance to watch "15" ..

After sch me and ZL went played bball @ my old hse the bball court with Kenneth , Jackson and Alvin Lim.2nd consecutive day of Gabrielites gathering together.Not a great workout today.Shooting accuracy deteriorate like siao.Lost a few 1 on 1 matches.Consider I didnt shoot any hoops for past 5 mths..*sigh*.Played till 5 + then went eat with ZL and Kenneth b4 heading for home.
Been saying "ta zhen de hen ke ai" for like how many times since yesterday ? LOL.Ask ZL and he will noe coz he keep tabs on this fav quote from me.Yup.."Hebe" is really CUTE.

LEAP Carnival Day 1. Went to school wearing the lao sai colour T-Shirt.That is Cheetah for u. Lolx...personally I like Marlin 's black or Viper 's Purple..but well..nvm.We F4 basically rotted the whole day as usual.Nahz...our activities are tml and as we are not keen in joining any today...so just watch a few matches of the bball boys 3 on 3 dou niu.Then after that went to comp lab rotted.King of Piracy me created havoc in the comp lab ! The library was unusuallly quiet and the lab was like nobody at all except us.Went online..DL MSN of coz..dunno which fuck went deleted msn on the usual comp I used.Chatted with Jacqueline from the forums for a while then bo liao went DL Kazaa DL Qing Tian and BLAST !! 50% and is considered LOUD.In the sch compund , that is. Hey..I dared any1 out there to blast.Nope..the opera guy didnt kp me.Instead a fellow technician tink he big fuck came out kp me ask me shut up and lower down. zZz.Maybe he hear Qing Tian then too sad reminds him of unhappy memories or sth..ah..fuck him.Dunno how to appreciate such a nice song.Song Of The Yr ok , fool. LOL.

After seeing some cheerleading performances , LT4 for classical music performance by some outsiders.Me and ZL nearly did not wanna go..but HEY ! I AM GLAD WE DID !!
Y ?!? Thanks to my 2 other buddies , Zhen Ling and RJ.They helped us toilet kings booked places 1st..great choice.Coz I sat besides "Hebe" ! Yup..none other than her throughout the whole performance and prize presentation.She's so dainty and cute.Frankly , I am not into classical music although I must say is quite nice but still , I nearly fell asleep.As for "Hebe" ,
She either was whispering to her fren beside her or was playing with her GD-88.And she was not bored with the music..lolz..perking up everytime the performances for each song tuned to Gao Chao (High Tide ?).So Ke Ai.Then kanna suan especially by the 2 ZLs..basket..emphasize my name till so loud till she can hear.Lolz.Nvm..I dun mind.Haha ! Thanks for chopping such a gd place.Owed u guys 1. =) .Oh Ya..Zilong not bad either..saw his JING Jie with a somewhat awkward position..lolz..we 3 also saw that.But at least this livens up his mood for the rest of the day , right ? LOlz..

After sch me and Zilong went to meet Bernard and Ken Yee outside Sgn Mac.We 4 ex-Gabrielites NYJCians gonna catch Infernal Affairs 2.Went Toa Payoh the Entertainment Centre to watch.








我爸常说：出来跑的，做错过的事迟早要还

Familiar ? Those who watched shld noe.Cant remember other chim words they used except this. Lolz..overall not bad la.It 's the Prequel of Infernal Affairs 1.No wonder they say is a guys' show..violence everywhere.Doesnt appeal to most of the girls.No wonder Cherrie told me it sucks.LOL.Typical traditional HK Productions about Triad Gang and stuffs.After watching like twice to thrice of the Young & Dangerous Series..wat is this ? Lolz..of coz wont get bored unlike Mr Bernard who fell asleep a while.zZ.These type of stuffs normally intrigues me.That why I tink the show overall buey pai but is kind of waste coz I didnt watch Part 1 and some parts I lia bo kew (Catch No Ball).And hey..where is the supposedly scene love-making between Edison Chen and Carina Lau ?


WHERE IS THIS SCENE ?!? GIVE US BACK ! LOL.

Most probs they censored it la , shit them.Forgotten to mention tat towards end of the movie saw 2 mediacorp creatures that I wont even bother to mention them.Extras...zZ.Show ended at around 5 and reached home around 5:35 pm.Not bad a day.Gabrielites always have so many things to chat between ourselves that we nv ran out of topic and the musical session @ LT4 was great ! Of coz I dun mean the performance..lolz.

A Great Day ended today. Looking forward to a brand new day come tml !

If I had known that today was that boring , I wouldnt have gone sch at all.Basket..kan waste of time.Slept v.early yday..like..11 something ? LOlz..not used to it of coz..especially been sleeping like..3 something ? 4 something ? lolz..for the past 4 days off. Anyway went sch today for university tok or something. Canada 1 was boring ..slept in the midst of the tok..thanks to the presenter with her "interesting" speech.Saw Meizhen who was with her other 2 frens ..same bench as us.Then the next moment turn to glance wat she doing then saw her sleeping as if yday nite went to steal chickens..LOL...like v.tired...ah haha.US one was cool..at least not bad..presenter was quite humorous..intro all those university stuffs.Living and education costs...damn bloody ex can.Out of question I gonna further my studies abroad.My family does not own a bank. Sad...

Heard that today Maths department gonna give us back maths papers..and tot AO Maths also included.No..of coz..we are being discriminated.C Maths ..F Maths..but not AO Maths. To HELL with AO Maths la.The greatest regret is to take maths.Waste time hanging around like watchdog for nothing waiting tot they will give out but nope.Where is Lee Yan Yan ? Kaoz...anywhere zhao go eat lunch at 1++ then went separately and home we went. What a lame day. zZ

Forgot to mention..after Canada/US University talk we skipped the other talk (dunno wat is that) and rotted from 10:00 a.m. to like 12 ++ ? in the sch lab ...zZ..can die.Luckily got a few frens in msn can tok to ..aha ha.Btw..-=[Hebe]=-..nahz..not the real Hebe (of coz)..not my eye candy "Hebe" but this 1 is one of the handful of frens made from S.H.E Forums is going away to camp..aiyo..gonna miss her and her postings la..da pai bicker with me 1..lolz.Chat with her in msn also v.funny too..haha.Anyway bought Teens...no prize for guessing who is on the cover..



Same outfit and background as the cover but not the same expressions. =)



1 of the pics inside..



That is 1 of the pics for I-Weekly..haha..

All "kope" from forums 1.Sian..gonna go bankrupt soon..so many stuffs to buy.Was training my Brazil team as usual in Winning 11 in the afternoon..and deprovement is shocking.Can even lost to Germany 2-1 in favour of Germany..can u believe that ? KAOZ loh..xia suay.That Bierhoff header so kelong..can head the ball out of my keeper's out-reaching hands..haiz..*BOO*

Was browsing through the entertainment news site..


NiuNai 's hair is way cool ! Nice..like the side view and the back...



How abt this ? Lolz...will take a million years to do that sia..haha..


Alright..am feeling v.bo liao.Bed time. Nitez.

It 's been long since I last blogged ! Ok..shall start from Fri..

FRIDAY..
YEAH !! PROMOS OFFICALLY FINISHED AT 4:00 P.M ! Yup..everybody was in an upbeat and exuberant mood.The problem of failing or the much dreaded possibility of retaining is not in everybody 's mind. Somehow I am not feeling the euphoria of post-exams period leh...dunno y..is as if I had sleepwalked through this 1 week..no..5 days to be exact..of Promotional Exams.Nevertheless..see my two yandao buddies RJ and ZL like in a ready-to-party mood..so..dun dampened the mood..ah haha.Nv joined them for dinner coz I have a dinner date.Went out with Jake..Will..Cliff..Xue Ni and Fish to Lao Par Sar there eat.Had lots to eat..kaoz..they ordered a lot loh..eat till damn full. Then fooled around outside..wonder here and there aimlessly.Go town..sian..go MS..sian...no where to go.Jie was in Monks with her group of kakis..Then Tony and company went Sparks..sian 1/2...not in the mood to go partying.Wanted to find my cousin Wilson at Centro..he was working there as bartender mahz..worked there so long still haven find him..lolz..but mai la.In the end be a guai kia and headed for home early and after usual 30 min bathe sit in front of comp went online chat + chiong posts in forums till 3 sth then go koon.

SATURDAY & SUNDAY..
Basically saturday nv went out ...coz nobody jio mahz..sleep till 10 sth which was like super early..watched Xiao Gai Zi @ 12p.m...That Coffeeshop Lao Ban Niang and the Xian Tai 's wife Zhi Xuan damn chio loh..*drools*. Lolz..then continued sleep till at nite watch Happy Sunday..damn channel 8 la..nx week start the lame PSC Nite..basket.Damn those mediacorp creatures.But heard that the guests nx week is S.H.E..so I shldnt complain..right ? Haha..then online chat with frens and forum ppl..haiz..forgot to say..I saw "Hebe" online..twice wanted to chat with her but twice I was late 1 step..(Friday also).I have to support #s and all and after I joined finished..is not a surprise she left loh..*sigh*..no fate to chat. Sad.
Sunday..nth interesting.Slept almost the whole day again.To make up for my lack of sleep I guessed. Lolz..HuanZhuGeGe 1 every Sunday morning 11 to 1 p.m.My all time fav series besides Return Of The Condor Heroes and She Tiao Ying Xiong Zhuan. Watched like 3 times b4 but still not tired of it...very nice show.Did comp maintenance..chat with forum members + chiong posting of coz..right now only like 1500++ nia..too little la.My goal is to break 5000. =)

Monday..
Woke up early today...went to Jeff 's hse to pak game for the whole morning.Thrash him @ win 11 as usual.But my "KAI" like lost momentum everytime leh..his balance is not that gd..but his shooting still damn ZAI..right anot Mok ? Haha..ask Mok he will sure kp at me say I bua chao or wat everytime I use my secret player.Came home online rotted.Oh ya..Today got Class BBQ !! *sigh*..but I cant go..I had to attend Uncle Rick 's Bday party...which I promised a week ago I will go..but this BBQ I like only received the news on Sun from Gin who was the organiser.If any of u tink this is a deliberate excuse to avoid some1..nahz..is not.Since it already happened..it happened , I have nothing to hide and I have no qualms at all facing anybody...particular those who knew this matter.We are all classmates and frens. As for her , frens we might not be , but at the end of the day , we are still classmates.To quote from a mediacorp guy , Rayson Tan : "There wont be forever frens..neither will there be forever enemies ". The 1st 1 I have not yet affirmed it..but the latter is very true.Let bygones be bygones.To me , I have forgotten the matter.Stand is now completely neutral becoz nobody is an enemy to me forever.This is not a magnanimous action but rather 1 of the many principles I abided by in life.So..*shrugs*
Anyway back to the party..ya..Uncle Rick 's party @ his condominium home off Bukit Timah was gorgeous.. I mean..as in the decoration and food at all..but not the music.It sucks..the "supposedly" DJ played some sort of sick music that turned ppl off completely.Then Clay tried to like take over..damn funny loh.She didnt went.I was expecting to see her coz she knew Uncle Rick too..but in the end I was disappointed.Liquors flowed freely but I didnt took much..prefer punch/corktails..ah haha..bloody Soon Heng was super high..kaoz..lost his reputation as the MOST "REFINED" guy la..lolz.Anyway Uncle Rick turns 28 today.Still young la..but abt to 30 liao..better faster get married..lolz.Party ended @ 11:30...but most of the guests hanged around till 12+ b4 leaving. Took a cab back home..pom then now online typing.Just love attending functions like BBQ..dinners and party.That why caught in a dilemma just now..but bo bian.Haiz..wasted becoz I miss out the fun and all ...wasted..hope got future gatherings or outings for the class in future.Let 's see..end of yr still have some chalets to be attended ..Jie 's bday party..not sure not sure.Oh ya..still got my cousin 's wedding at Furama 's 2 more wks frm now.Will boycott this 1. LOL..buey kan 1..will bored me to death and I foresee myself punching furiously on my hp (SMS-ing..haha..) most of the time...y..I tink I will explain during that day..most likely I will skipped this.Rather go packet pepper steak at the coffeeshop near my hse for dinner that day. =X. Yeah..have acquiesced to the no choice but to accept fact of using Jie 's lousy old garbage phone of 8210...which she had long ago chucked it aside. No one wanna sponsor me a new phone.Sad. Basket..I tell u..I will get a better phone..much more better than this stupid 8210 or my lost dear 7210. I swear man. =X. For those who dunno..my Number is still the same... 3532 = Xiang Wo Xiang Ni. How can give away such a nice number ? Ah haha..

Forgot to mentioned..there is some "Napoleon" Soul hanging around my tagboard..LOL.Poor soul..fancy using all those hist terms to ask me get a life.Ah haha..was wondering who it was and was v.tempted to start writing an imbecile entry like wat Takeshi LOI did but ..nahz..save it.My tagboard is always open for any comments be it negative or positive and there wont be any deleting of tags.As I shared with some of my frens..ya..kinda surprised that some1 asked me to take good care and get on with my life besides my mom. LOL ! zZ. Kindly accept my "bourgeoisie" replies ? ya , Mr "Napoleon" ? Am sure u have read my replies to u on my board. If u would like to share with us the name ur lovely mom and ur hunky dad gave u..(no..not Napoleon of coz.) U are most welcomed. =)

By the way , there are some new revelations which I learnt it today...Not gonna elaborate but well , the damn world is damn small , really.
What a long entry..*YAWNS*..I am beat..Nitez to the whole world. *Peace Out*

**...I don't know, don't understand, don't want, why, my heart
Obviously it wants intimacy, yet I'm lonely until dawn
I don't know, don't understand, don't want, why, my heart
That love's beauty is always all alone...**

This entry being deleted accidentally by me. AH !!

Sian...I am damn fucking STRESSED..........
Much dreaded J1 Promotional Exams....starts TODAY
Haiz..am losing sleep ..suffering from anxiety and insomnia....and of coz..STRESS.
Argh..like a lobster now..feeling red all over..*yawns*.
1 Down. 4 more days to go.
I can do it de...for myself , for her , for my buddies and frens , and for all those who had always believed in me and stood by me steadfastly ..thank you. I can do it 1. Meanwhile , continue to pray for me...=) . For fellow J1s taking Promos too , good luck to u guys too.

WE CAN DO IT !

I just had to come online to blog when I heard this terrible news.

天有不测风云，人有旦夕祸福。。

Mr Ng Her Peng passed away yesterday...losing the battle against cancer.
He had taught us D&T back in St Gabs..
For me , he taught me only 2 yrs in lower sec days when I haven dropped D&T yet.
A sudden news.
He retired during the my batch 's graduation yr..and a few mths ago me and Zilong even saw him across the block frm our sch.
To tink during sec sch days most of us were so rude to him..sometimes calling him names even..

人总是失去了才懂得珍惜。。

[22:18] AL`- in the name of the father n the son n the holy spirit...
[22:18] AL`- we pray for one of our teacher Mr Ng whom have juz left us
[22:19] AL`- may u protect his spirit n accept his spirit into ur kingdom
[22:19] AL`- amen

........Abstracted frm Lau 's lead in the prayer in my # ,
#^_-=::*[yOu.Q|nG.wAn.sUi]*::=-_^ .

Deepest Condolences to Mr Ng Her Peng 's Family & Frens over the sudden loss of Mr Ng on Tuesday nite...-------> My # topic set by me.

That sums it all. On behalf of all Graduated and Present Gabrielites.

Observe a 1 Minute Silence pls
Thank You.