Didnt went for the hist field trip yday..heard tt it sucks..so well..thank god I didnt go and waste my time there.Spent the whole day yday doing some work..but I didnt maximise all the time I had.In fact..I spent it more on doodling than revision.Procrastinating again..

She brought her P2 student to catch a movie at J8..how sweet. =) .Practically exchanged msgs with her the whole day frm morning till nite.

At nite..something least expected happened.She lost lots of nice msgs and asked me to send her some..so I send her some..then..everything just take place frm there..
KAI will be me of coz..and Girl will be her..

Girl : Nothin..Got Any nice text message to send me?Coz i lost all mine.Thanx andrew da ge.. Haha..
KAI : Aiyo..y so polite suddenly...******* JIE ..keke.Ok la..I got nice ones sure send u ok ? Hmm..wat do I get in return ?
Girl : Wat you want to get in return ? Be ur gf ah? Haha.Kidding..Sent me..
KAI : I dun mind ! ah haa..
Girl : Me? Why u dun mind..u so handsome i not suit u..Hahaha..
KAI : INSULT again..i tink u meant the other way.U 2 pretty le..I pei bu shang u ..haha..
Girl : Wat..U so bad huh..Haha..I not pretty..We look normal ok? Haha..Send me more.. (She meant the nice msgs)
KAI : (Send her more nice msgs )
Girl : Wah...Andrew ge ge..Thanx for ur so many msg..Wat u want in return ..U got three wish..Haha..
KAI : Dunno how to put it.
Girl : Huh? Wat ? Can say in a clear way ?
Girl : Say lahz..Hiyo..I know you not like ah ma..So po po ma ma..
KAI : Be my gf
Girl : Haha..Stop kidding..I know I am not e the girl u want..Coz yday you say tt u dunno which type of girl suit u best..
KAI : U noe I noe..
Girl : I really dunno..coz I dunno ur friend mahz..
KAI : This person is both u and I noe 1..is U.
Girl : Haha..Why me? You..You start liking me ?
KAI : I like u v.long le..
Girl : How long..Why nv say until now then say?
KAI : V.long le
Girl : Where got?I nv notice it..Then yesterday y u nv say e type of girl u like?Scared u got dispose ah..Haha
KAI : I told u b4 I like u b4 the both of us went M.I.A..
Girl : Huh? So chim..Haha..Explain clearly..Issit when u tell me then i missing in action ?
KAI : Ya..I told u b4 b4 both of us went MIA..
Girl : Where got..Haha..Maybe tat time dunno wat to think wat..I where got Gd..Why like me?
KAI : I just like the way u are
Girl : Haha..Like ?
KAI : Just u..everything abt u.As simple as tt.
Girl : Haha..Muz be got reason wat..Then why today then say? Haha..
KAI : I wanted to told u yday..but I kai bu liao kou .. (dunno wat get into me..but I straight away told her)
Girl : Haha..I dunno also..Recently juz broke off wif my ex..can't forget him easily..Dun angry ah..I speaking e truth..
KAI : **Ic. Heyz..erhm..erhmm..just treat watever I say just now as a joke ok?Hmm..pls dun get shocked or anything.U go rest ba..I need to do work..take care.. **
Girl : Haha..I can read people mind 1..Dun think i dunno..Haha..

I didnt reply to her after tt.As much as I i hated it..I couldnt stop tears frm welling up in my eyes.A tear trickled down frm my eyes.I am angry at myself for this....I couldnt helped it.Torment and agony filled my empty and cold heart.It was painfully excruciating.Mom came in suddenly..luckily I had already regain my composure.She brought in some horlick..but even then the hot drink couldnt bring warmth to me.After all these yrs..I couldnt forget abt her..and I dunno wat got into my head..but I actually told her a second time..tt I liked her.

Date : 4th July 2001 (Adapted frm the book of diary I kept in my drawer)
I called ******* after toking to Weibin and Ruiling.She feels that it will be unfair for me to wait for her as she waits for tat guy (her stead dumped her tat time..she couldnt get over him).I was really sad..hearing tat but I finally understood.Maybe we are not destined for each other..Maybe we have no fate to be together..Maybe if we are really meant for each other , we will still be together in future.

2 yrs frm now..I actually met her again...and biao bai to her again..

31.8.03 . Sunday . Today.
KAI is me ..Girl is her..

Girl : Hey...Gd morning..You angry ah ? Dun like tat lehz..
KAI : Nahz..I am not..dun have the right to.
Girl : Then..tell me how u feel ? Muz be e truth ok ?
KAI : Ok..to say all those yday nite is not a jk..I wanted to tell u again..but I just feel tt I pei bu shang u.
Girl : Oh..Hiya..Running away problem wont solve wat..Somemore u dun say urself v.low..I only find tat its fast for me to accept a new relationship..U understand ?
KAI : ** Ok....I hope tt u wont avoid me for tat..we are still friends hor..=) **
Girl : Haha..Avoid u for wat?U tink like small kids ah..Haha..
KAI : *******...can I ask u sth ?
Girl : Ya ..wat..
KAI : How u feel for me ?
Girl : Erm..I also dunno lehz..Very hard to ans..
KAI : Just say the truth.
Girl : Erm..Although we know long ago..But I lost contact with u..If i need to be wif e person i need to noe more abt him..N He need to know abt wat I need..
KAI : Tat is true..
Girl : Ya..You agree?i need a lot of care and accompany frm my bf.Then i also hope tt i wish to go where i can go wat..
KAI : Yup. If even given the chance I really hope to be the 1 tt will take care u always.
Girl : Not e the moment..Gif me time to forget my ex..
KAI : Ok..I wont forced u..I hope this wont affect our friendship for so many yrs..
Girl : It will not affect 1..Haha..See how ok? If we r meant to be we will rite ?
KAI : Yah..of coz.We are friends forever.

And the rest of the msgs are not related..

To ******* :I tink u must have gotten a shock..tt i suddenly told u everything.After all thse yrs..I couldnt forget u.All the moments we shared..like the 1st time we met..u brought ur frens and i brought my frens..(ZL was there too).Yah..the 1st time we took a bus together..and everything.I tink is fate again that brought us together again when I tot our friendship had gone after both of us went MIA.To choose frm continued being frens or not being a couple and lose u..I rather choose the former.I rather have u as a fren than totally lose u .I dun mind if we are not together now or in the near future..becoz..to noe tat u r still a gd fren of mine..this alone already makes me v.happy and satisfied.We can be still be the way we used to b4..frens forever.

A mighty pain to love it is, tis a pain that pain to miss; but of all the pains, the greatest pain is to love, but love in vain.

Music Playing Now : Qing Tian By Jay Chou ( To all readers : on ur speakers to enjoy this soothing midi )
Qing Tian MV was Quan Dao Shou Bo just now at 4:30 pm @ Channel 8. Super nice.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY !! Ok..how fake.I noe that is not me to shout out that.LOlx.Today went to sch to celebrate teachers' day...a day that meant so much for our DEAR teachers.The celebration took place at bu la ge guang chang (to say in nicer term..that is..it is the pathetic quadrangle) .Damn lar..no auditorium..how long must we wait to move into the new building ? I wonder.The celebration kicked off with some sort of lame dance performances by a group of girls at a makeshift stage.Initially I tot they engaged outside dancers then to my 'horror' actually is fellow NYJCians..lolZ.Mickey Mouse was inside.Their dance segment dun fascinate me..I guessed it did not appealed to the others as well.No meaning at all.Tot they are gonna dance some better stuff likemayb..A1 's same old brand new you ? Lolx..tt is st gabs la.Our friend Desmond is the MC together with the kiddy girl.But erhmm..they are not up to expectations to say it real frank.Their jokes are not funny..zz.Am I glad when they changed it to another unknown couple who fared much much better.The 2nd part of the celebration was funny..tt is the only gd thing abt the whole celebration.They gave out titles like Couple Of the Yr..Hunk Of the Yr..Babe Of the Yr..etc etc to the teachers.Those student impersonators are cool.At least gave us some laughter and jokes.Mark Lim , tt Science teacher was damn funny..without giving his speech his voice cracked becoz of laughing too hard.Haha..damn funny.Still remembered his speech 'Somehow the presence of me standing on this stage really frightens me ' Lolx.Practical Joker. Last of all got some rojak session.All CTs are required to come up with the rojak then they stacked up like a pyramid or something.Totally out of point.Overall quite fun la..took several photos as well courtesy of ginny 's camera.All were cool..especially the 'Machi' pic in which the 4 of us brothers took it together. Didnt wished many teachers..actually I wished only Huang Hao Wei.Lolx.How bad of me.Even Teo I didnt wished him. zZ

In the midst of taking photos..in front of the banner that the class made for Teo..suddenly a few calls and msgs.Stupid Zhen Ling shouted besides me while I tok to Jia Ning.Nearly went deaf..haha.

After a few moments , received a msg.It was her.My heart suddenly beat v.fast..She asked me out.She wanted to go town area but I did not want it..too tired...but it was a wise choice I guessed.Becoz ..nvm.Nearly did not meet but I decide to meet her at J8 after she went back to her sec sch to pass a gift to her teacher...which reminds me tt I did not went back to st gabs.Lolx...mayb I will return someday lar..ppl like Mok and ZL..Kenneth also did not returned.Met her at 12:30 p.m.Did not joined ZL and Kenneth for pool.

She was in her uniform while I was in mine too.After 1 yr++ (close to 2 yrs ) , I finally met her again.She is still as sweet and cute as ever.But she is thinner than when I 1st noe her a few yrs ago .We proceeded to the kopitiam instead of the air-conditioned food-court inside.Did not help her pay for her food...and she even treated me drinks.Felt bad. Tok and tok..like never ending.She is doing perfectly fine now..gd for her.And she suddenly dropped the bombshell tt she broke up with her stead...haiz..dunno y..but I suddenly felt a euphoria rushing through my adrenalin. *slaps myself* Damn..wat am I tinking ? I am selfish...but I cant help it.

Walked around J8...tok and joked around..any places..anywhere..we laughed and laughed.Especially at the bookshop.We were discussing of ways to help her student (she is currently tutoring a Philippine P2 student Chinese)..then the lame us even took those P2 Chinese books out of the shelves and begin to test each other.Lolx.How funny.Then I even help her on some Maths..she planned to retake her N lvl Maths..the way she attempted to solve those questions..was so cute.It was fun..even though it was spastic J8.Then around 3 something we ran out of ideas to proceed to which place.She suggested going toa payoh to rot but I did not want to.Becoz tt place bored me.Then we just sat outside the control station there and chatted.Suddenly she asked me wat type of girls appealed to me..then she started suggesting some..refering to some of the passer-bys..at that time..I got the chong dong to just tell her that actually.."Actually..I have already some 1 in my mind..of a perfect girl...And that is none other than you. '' I just got the urge to tell her..but I DIDNT .Call me hum or wat.Well , Kai Bu Liao Kou.In the end I changed the topic to ask her wat she looked in a guy.Finally , I knew it.Chatted till around 3:35 p.m. b4 we decided to go home.Sent her to take 410 1st b4 I returned to the same route and took 156.Rotted at home after tt..all the others all got dates liaoz.Received her call @ 5++ and chatted with her.Today quite siaoz la..exchange over like 50+ msgs with her.But it was worth it.The last msg ended just a few mins ago.Haiz..if everyday ..it could be like this..I am willing to give up anything just to spend some moments with her.But well , tt is not possible.We lead a totally different route.

Gonna watch TV now..energy and pan wei bo 's qian chang hui. Dun tink I will be going to tt hist field trip tml.Dun waste 2 hrs..rather spent it on other more productive stuffs.Peace out.

Today 's timetable change to Friday 's.Tat means Thursday become Friday !Ah ha...raining this morning.Sianz..being forced to carry the umbrella which I shuffed it inside my locker.I hate being caught dead carrying an umbrella.Umbrella just sucks.Anyway skipped kellett 's history lecture AGAIN.Not surprising..but I rotted in the library with BERNARD.Lolx...basically just attempt to study a bit of history b4 using the comp in the sch lab to read some fanfic.FANFIC ROCKS..haha..but mustnt be addicted to it ! Even bernard and zhen ling seems intrigued to it.must be affected by me staring at the comp screen so tou ru.LOlx.After promos I will start my own version ! But 1st got to clear this stupid hurdle.Must study !

HAHA-Day today.So much fun with the rest of the boys except desmond.Well..he hardly joined the 4 of us to anywhere anyway.Speaking of him , ya..pissed.Yday I wanted to borrow the TCP hist notes frm him as I was either absent/skipped TCP 's lecture during TCP lecture.He agreed..but took it back later on the pretext that he needed to add on sth he had forgotten..and he will passed it to me after econs @ the end of the day.Ok nvm..but at the end of the day when I requested for it he still say he haven add on the notes yet and he himself PROMISED to lend me tml and that is TODAY.But today..he said he forgot to bring and some other excuses and even attempt to divert the topic.Basket..but I kind of expected it.So I didnt flared up.Anyway..I just dun understand y he doesnt tell me straight that he doesnt want to lend me.Dun need to cook up so many excuses.I rather him be frank and say he doesnt want to lend..then ok..I wont be so dulan..and will scoot off.But nope.NVM then.Maybe I borrow from ZL or some other ppl.I wont hold it against him..becoz he is YANDAO ! LOL.Enough insults.I am not that petty anyway.It's not as if without his notes I cannot survive like that. =X

As mentioned earlier.today had many jokes and laughter.Especially at the canteen with ZL and Zhen Ling.The 4 of us are beginning to click v.well..ah ha...positive sign.PE was fun today.Did everything quite alright..begin to slowly build up on my stamina..reduce my walking during the runs..and sit-ups are superb.Guess the only thing have to work on is pull-up la..sianz.If pull-up can pass then I will have no problems liaoz.The rest of the stations are easy.Played some soccer with a senior and some athletes ppl b4 rotting at the bubble tea shop just outside the sch with ZL and Ruijue.We went for 2 rounds of bubble tea.LOlx..ended v.full..haha.

Forgot to mention..I have some feedbacks tt my previous entry is a bit emotional and is abit surprising becoz this is not the me...so unorthodox..hmm..I dun tend to show my feelings easily as I said.I rather keep it bottled in my heart...and released it online.I tend to appear aloof (did I spelled correctly ?) ..and cold.Becoz I dun want others to find out everything abt me.I mean..there is not much to share with everybody anyway.Deep down..the real me is a bit more warm-blooded.I valued kinships and friendships.However..the tinking that this world is a dog-eat-dog world and that cruel is a reality just perched in my mind and constantly remind me to be vigilant and meticulous against anything.Nobody can be trusted in this world except urself.I guessed that is wat hinders me frm opening up myself.

As said..the previous entry really is heartbreakingly entry.It is excruciating.The feeling is undescribable.But as I said..life goes on for me and for my route to success.Minus these 2 friends..I have to accept that albeit disappointingly.But nobody can take away the memories /moments I had with the 2 of u...regardless whether happy or not.I will always remember and keep it in my heart.Hope u 2 do as well..even though we might not be friends anymore.

Song Playing Nowing : The Moment (Zhe Yi Ke) By Sun Yan Zi.

Dunno y ..but super tired today.Dozed off during hist lect ..and the rest of the day dragged on as usual.Short day today.CCA cancelled.Tok of being slack.Anyway went off alone as the rest of the boys dunno go where liao.Went home to rest for a while b4 changing clothes to go Hougang Mall to buy some stuffs.Met Will and Josephine for a late lunch...then went back home to watch Holland V...then the new show on channel U ...Tian Lun..

I remembered I did mentioned about being upset over something and somebody.Sorry..but I fell asleep till this morning.There are 2 persons...whom I would like to mention here.Ok..here goes..

To M.K : U were once part of Will 's clique.Though I dun really noe u tat well..but I heard tt u abused ur friendship with Will and the rest.Becoz of a GIRL.I really cannot believed what I have heard and for a split second I tot my ears had malfunctioned.Nope..unfortunately, it did not turned out this way.U jolly well noes tt girl is not 1 to be trifled with.Moreover she is ur best fren 's ex. Ur fren has not totally gotten over her..yet u took the faster step to catch this 'fish'. I dun understand y u rather give up friendships over love.I noe love is selfish..but asked urself..U noe ur frens for 3 yrs + ..u only noe this slut (sorry for the vulgarity) for like ...2 mths ? .This is just incredulous.Love has no boundaries..to fall in love with a person ..is something tt cannot be controlled.It cannot be bounded or defined.This I understand.But of all ppl , y HER ? U PUZZLED ME.I noe u wont heed my advice to leave tt girl..but let me tell u..she will bring nth but trouble to u.If u sincerely loved her..me and the rest wished both of u the v.best of luck.If u are just trying to play with her becoz she is rich and tt she is quite loose..I have to warn u..U will burn ur fingers soon.I have nth to say anymore. U will bear the consequences urself. Nobody will help u / stand by u anymore. U disappointed us..and we are disappointed in u too.

To U-Noe-Who : Courtesy says tt I shouldnt mention ur name at all here since it is a public blog where practically the whole world will read it.But I guessed u shld noe who I am refering to.Yup , is U.From ur diary , it appears tt I have to bear all the blame myself.I wont try to argue or watever as it makes no sense at all when two hot-headed person argued with each other.The result will be a never ending clash of words.I am standing at a v.neutral side now.U said tt it appears tt I dao u after the sms-es we sent on Fri night.But actually , u were the 1 who dao me.U didnt reply to my msg.I waited..and waited.But u didnt reply.U claimed that I am the one who started all these nonsensical stuffs.But tt last msg I sent to u I have make myself v.clear on my stand.That is wat I am thinking all these while.Nth more.Therefore, pls dun say tt u dunno wat I want..and wat am I tinking.I have already stated clearly.I already knew that u have sorted out ur feelings , gd for ya.But it appears that u still dun understand the fact that I , too also have sorted out my feelings.Or can I assumed that U are not willing to accept wat I have told u ? I have always respected u as a friend , but have U ?..I tot I have found a new soulmate..but apparently I am mistaken.U mentioned that the curiosity that u have in me has died...like a fire that has extinguished.If that is so ..y bothered to be friends in the 1st place ? Friendships shld be pure..platonic.And that is wat I wanted.But u chose not to.Frm ur msg I assumed tt the interest / curiosity in me has died..so now u want to chuck me aside like some thrash.For one thing , I dun like to be 'opened' up and when upon ur 'horror' u found out that I am actually very shallow.. so u 'throw' me away.I am not the one who opens up to anybody I see out on the streets.There are some secrets I preferred to keep it within myself...but yet I chose to tell some to U...sth that I did not even tell my sch friends or outside friends.I admit there are times when I truely irritate u with my behaviour and my over-concern over u.I wont meddle in ur affairs anymore as I said b4.Tok of being close friends..but we are actually not in the 1st place.I guess I am the least priority of coz..there are lots of other ppl more important.All I wished is that sometimes we meet up for meals or sth or just to chat...like we were used to b4.Nth more.Is tt a bit far too much ? I wonder.Pls dun use that 'barrier' thing as an excuse anymore.I dun like to hear it.I noe is a fact..but true friendships shld not just crumbled like biscuits when u break them.i believed if is strong enough it will tide over all these obstacles that hindered us.Last of all , I still dun get the part when u said tt I am behaving weirdly.I am not.I have stated my stand quite clearly liaoz..so I just have to say for 1 last time I have reacted to ur 'conclusion' in a normal way.

Ren Sheng Jiu Ru Shou Chuan Zai Hao Han De Wang Yang Zhong ,
Wu Zhu De Hang Xing ,
Ou Er Ye Hui Yu Dao Jing Tao Hai Lang ,
Nan Mian Hui Zhuang Jiao Ge Qian..
He Kuang Shi You Yi..Sui Rang Wo Men Bi Ci Zi Jian Ren Shi Bu Dao Yi Nian ,
Dan Wo Xiang Xing ..Jing Rang You Yuan Xiang Shi ,
Ji Shi Zai Pong Dao Duo Da De Zhuo Zhe Huo Jian Xin..
Wo Men Liang Zi Jian De You Yi Zi Guang Jue Bu Hui Yin Ci Xi Mie..


(Translation..pardon me for my limited english)
In one 's life , the journey that we have to go through is seemingly portrayed like a lonesome ship in the midst of a ocean..throughout the lonely journey , sometimes we might meet some ups and downs..or even facing the brink of giving up..Just like friendships..even though we barely knew each other not even up to a year..but I believed , that since we are destined to know each other..while facing the horrid obstacles that threatened to eliminate our friendship , pls be assured that we can trust that we will be able to face up to the test and overcome it . The light of our friendship will never cease to exist.


This applies to both of them.Currently I am stilled filled with anguish and torment.But life still goes on..I still will survive..with or without u 2.I do not want to give up these friendships..but if u chose to , there is nothing I can say...but to wish u good luck in your future endeavours.

I am terribly disappointed and upset over something and somebody. Shall blog later at 3+.

Ok , this will be a long entry..let me attempt to cover frm sun to today..

Sun : CIP Day for the Lions Befrienders Association again..but this time the venue is at Teck Ghee neighbourhood.Met ZL and Ruijue to eat breakfast 1st b4 heading over to the gathering place at Teck Ghee CC.We were too early..so sat around b4 those student councillors and the LBA ppl arranged us into grps.Call it suay or wat..my class kanna this CIP for twice..today the rest of the J1s joined us.Anyway my grp..consist of 4 ppl nia ..1 guy absent.ZL was the leader (SUAY hor ? LOL).We were joined by some ASEAN students.They were the so called scholars.Yeah..all of them are now studying in NUS for a short stint.Anyway my grp got 2 girls and a guy.They were from Laos..Brunei..Vietnam respectively.Thus we split..becoz got 7 ppl and we covered 3 blocks..under the EFFICIENT leadership of ZL we were considered quite fast.Around 12:30 p.m. we finished.The LBA ppl at least noe how to zhuo ren la..treated us to carrot juice , bottled recycled water and hamburgers. (those 80 cents each MacDonald 's 1..cannot be Quarter Pounder right ? The guy will go broke sia ! ) .I took 2 ..but some ppl like the cheetah house captain took 3. zZz. Overall it was fun la..oh ya..not to 4get got Channel Newsasia ppl flim us ! It was quite fake..but well..got the chance to be on TV..cannot complained much.Lolx.
The whole CIP was quite good..just like tt time when we distribute fliers and recycled bags.It 's just tt this time got those ASEAN students ..so added some spice.Tok to all 3 of them..but chatted more with the girls becoz they were in my grp.The girl frm Laos chio wor ! The ideal girl in every guy 's dream..so sweet-looking and nice.Lolx.The other 1 was just as bubbly as well.Wanted to get the former 's contacts..or both their contacts..but didnt get the chance to.Haiz..nvm..got the chance to work with them gd liao..
Then after everything went to AMK to eat b4 parted with Ruijue , ZL and Ziyun.Dunno where they went to..but I tired liao.So I baleh kampong go home rest.Shi Yun came and visited me.Then wanted to do sth after that but burned out..ended slping early.

Mon : Sch as usual.Surprising I didnt avoid turbanator unlike ZL who is SCARED tt he will kanna lecture by turban kia.Went to him ..''Sir , I cut my hair liao" .Guess wat he said.."Hmm..." Then we looked at my back..my sideburn..my fringe..then he said "Make sure u keep it tt way.." I was abt to go off liao when he added " But it will grow long again"
He is refering to my front part. Told him tt "Then nx mth then I cut loh" .His reply " Then nx week we will catch u again"
Fucker right ? knn..I mustered a lot fo COURAGE to cut away my back ok..tears welled up in my eyes when my hairstylist , Kenneth cut it off..(LOL..not so kua zhang la..).Stupid turbanator.I bet if i remove ur fucking turban ur hair will be longer than mine (OBVIOUSLY).Not to mentioned all those cockroaches..lizards..all coming out..LOL.Racist again.There I go again.The rest of the day was nth new..zhao GP lecture with Zhen Ling and ZL.Rotted at the library using comps.At nite arranged all my stuffs.Finished liao then wanted to some work but ended collapsing on my bed and slept till nx morn.

Tues : Surprisingly I went to PE ! Lolx..kind of miss PE ..so LONG nv go liao..keke.Audrey Chiang was like so surprised.Haha..PE department teachers are like friends with me liao.LOlx.But she is so much better than John Lim.John Lim cannot take jokes or nonsense 1.But I noe he got lots of WOMEN frens la..haha.just ask him tt time at S-11 la.AO Maths..kanna suan by Lee Yan Yan..asked me if I want to go India there married.Lame loh.After tt decided to take early leave with Zhen Ling.He did not do anything for both kellett and GP presentation.As for me..I did not do Kellett 's work.Frankly , I dun like Kellett 's teaching at all.The way he teaches just sucks.Lecture read frm slides..tutorial just asked some questions ..and the answers can be found on the lecture notes itself.No other external stuffs for us to do.Sianz..this is wat I called FOREIGN TALENT sia.They say he xiao li chang dao (means appear to friend friend with u but will backstabbed u).Totally agree...he so fake.I tink he see me beh song la..well..I dun like him either.So that 's tt.
Went home alone..did more productive stuffs compared to the last few days.Took a much needed afternoon nap too.Ok la..off liao.Take care all.

CLA CA2 today.It 's quite okkkkkkk~~..but I am not satisfied at all.Spent too much time doodling over wat shld I write.Started in the usual fashion.But this time I guessed I over-done it.Too MUCH of it.Part 2----->The 1st few parts r a breeze as usual.The zhao ju..well..tink i forgot some words..shucks.But overall still ok.Compre was a killer.Once again time management is a deciding factor.Didnt complete Q5 and as usual Part F is not as good as well.Basket.WHEN can I LEARN TO MANAGE TIME ?!? Argh.

Went to CIP for Chess Club later.Surprised I went ? Ah haha..went to CK Tang there collect the flags.It is for diabetic society or sth.Anyway me and a fellow chess club member , Samuel , decided to slack instead.Ahhaha..not surprised.We had lunch at Lucky 's Mac 1st.Then we headed over to Cine to watch League Of Extraordinary Gentlemen...damn nice..recommended for watching.Is quite violent too..guessed it appeal more to the boys rather than the girls.Oh ya , the 2 of us sat at the wrong seats.It actually belonged to 2 giggling girls.They eventually took 'courage' to tell us to KINDLY move in after hovering around us..zzz.

Make no mistake: The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen is definitely and ultimately a 2-hour excuse to fire lots of movie-prop guns, bleed lots of movie-fake blood, and flex lots of special-effects enhanced muscle. Pick an action movie cliché at random, and this movie probably has it in spades. But the premise is just so darn cool.

Adopted from a graphic novel by the same name, League of Extraordinary Gentlemen takes place in 1899, which as the scrolling text at the beginning of the movie tells us (think Star Wars), is technologically impaired. That is, of course, until the opening scene, where heavily armed ‘German’ soldiers and a fur-wearing masked man rumble down the street in a massive tank, slam through an English bank, steal some stuff, and then kill all but one guard with automatic weapons. This point is further rammed into our skulls in the next scene, where the same creepy mask guy and a band of ‘English’ soldiers (the same German soldiers from before) raid a German facility, kidnap some scientists, pump some onlookers full of lead, and blow up some zeppelins.

With the entire world on the brink of war (I guess we’re supposed to assume that the masked dude and his roving band of interchangeable soldiers have attacked other places), Her Majesty sends Sanderson Reed (Tom Goodman-Hill) to Africa to recruit legendary hunter Allan Quatermain (Connery), or so Reed claims. Quatermain is on the verge of turning him down when they are attacked by the same soldier guys, sans their furry leader. A cheesy (by which I mean typical) fight scene ensues, with Quatermain taking out nine or ten heavily armed and armored bad dudes with a single-shot rifle, various pieces of furniture, and his bare fists. He even has the composure to remember that one of them escaped, and walks outside to find the guy running into the distance. He pulls out his rifle, and after grabbing his glasses, shoots the guy in the leg from, oh, I dunno, 900 feet. When the villagers drag the guy back he quickly swallows some poison, so Quatermain can’t question him. How convenient. Quatermain soon thereafter agrees to go back to England with Reed.

Now comes the exciting part: meeting the rest of the characters. After the film introduces M (Richard Roxburgh), the organizer of the League, the other members start filtering in. First is Captain Nemo (Naseeruddin Shah), of 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea fame. The Invisible Man’s protégé, Rodney Skinner (Tony Curran), is next, although he’s harder to notice. After him comes Mina Harker (Peta Wilson), whose sole purpose it seems is to recruit Dorian Gray (Stuart Townshend), an invulnerable murderer from Oscar Wilde’s The Picture of Dorian Gray. Tom Sawyer (Shane West) is permitted to join the League because of Quatermain’s appreciation of Sawyer’s firearm after he saves them from an ambush at Gray’s house, or so it seems. Last on the list is Dr. Jeykll/Mr. Hyde (Jason Flemyng), who is rampaging across the rooftops of Paris as the CG-animated Hyde. Soon after they capture him he reverts back to the mild-mannered Dr. Jekyll, and all is set.

So there are some cool dudes with some cool abilities in this League. The Invisible Man is, well, invisible. Gray is invincible and doesn’t age (so long as he never looks at the portrait of himself that ages for him). Dr. Jekyll’s got the whole Mr. Hyde thing going on. Mina is really a vampire and the wife of the guy who killed Dracula. Captain Nemo has some way cool gadgets, like a Rolls Royce clone and a giant submarine shaped like a sword. And Tom Sawyer is just Tom Sawyer—the comic relief. But of all these cool literary figures, Quatermain is the leader (insomuch as there is one). His power? Um… he’s accurate?

Actually, more likely Quatermain is the leader because he’s played by Sean Connery, the only major actor on the entire cast (although pretty boy Shane West is a close second). Connery turns in a passable, if uninspired performance as the aging hunter, while the rest of the performances range from decent (comic-relief Curran and West) to stony (Shah and Wilson). It doesn’t help that each character has the same singular motivation of confronting their past evils, and that this theme is so painfully obvious. Quatermain lost his son on an expedition and feels responsible, Nemo has his pirating days to atone for, Gray was once a murderer, and Mina lives by sucking other people’s blood.

On the plus side, the fight scenes are cool, though not awe-inspiring, even in their impossibility. Also, the dark, dreary scenery and spooky music tastefully spattered here and there add to the overall evil feel to of the movie. Finally, the dialogue is particularly inspired, cutting away from the typical action movie clichés and one-liners.

Despite adhering strictly to the Action Movie Handbook, which demands the requisite number of unnecessary plot twists, traitors, and character deaths, and of course, an unresolved ending (do I smell an LKG2?), The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen is almost good, coming across as a sort of Mystery Men squared. I can certainly think of worse ways to spend two hours.

The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen is rated PG-13 for intense sequences of fantasy violence, language and innuendo.

Cool huh ? definitely wont waste money.Is worth spending it..even if is on weekends at $7.50..which for the 1st time I didnt complained.Anyway after the movie we just walked back to Lucky/CK Tang (Is actually in between..at the end of CK Tang) to give back the collection.We actually changed some money into 10 cents and 20 cents then stuff it inside.LOL.I know is damn bad..but aiya ..sianz...dun feel liek doing.Moreover so many sec schs and jcs and volunteers r doing too..zz.Exclude the both of us wont die right..shesh.

Samuel went back home with his frens while I went to Toa Payoh to buy a new pencil case.My old 1 finally gave up on servicing after 2 ++ yrs.Didnt find another republica..couldn't find any to.So just bought a new 1.Saw Cherrie ! Surprisingly..she was with her parents.But she damn onz..accompany me go eat 1st b4 joining back to her parents.I famished mahz..haha.Cherrie..Thanks ! U r da best ! LOL.Not to forget I saw Will and his 68 too at heeren there.But he didnt saw me...nvm..didnt called out to him too.AND I SAW SITING !! Ok..Siting..for those who didnt watch Holland V..for ur information..is JAMIE YEO ! She is damn chio in real life..just like her in TV. Hhaaa..not really star struck though.Tension was inside heeren too.Guessed is some qian chang hui la.Heard them sing live.Not a fan of them..so didnt go in kapo around.Lolx.

Watch Happy Sunday.It rocks.Selina DAMN CHIO ! Ahaha..i hua chi ok..stop complaining.Is a fact Selina is sweet and beautiful.She and Hebe wear cheongsams..*drools*.Their figure damn nice !Especially Selina of coz...really suits her.Gai shou de di fan shou..gai fei de di fang fei..ah ..I am behaving like some bloody crocodile.

Tml got CIP...haiz.Shall blog again tml.

4 Days nv blog le.Hmm..I finally finish my part of PW.Did half the 1st Draft.Still remembered skipped some periods to finished.Hmm..I am surprised with some1 .Something just made me v.perplexed.Becoz this some1 is not easy to deal with.Basket, the more I tink of it the more dubious I am.Guessed I have to be vigilant.Who noe tt fucker is up to wat.KNN...we will see.

Anyway, the past few days were just the same routine...sch..and home..nth exciting.Oh ya , seems like everybody around me is sick.Mom is sick..and keep blaming me tt I spread the virus to her.Shi Yun is sick too..basket..dua me everytime.Hhaa..poor girl.I dun want blame her la..hmm..just started U ..offically ! Congrats ! Gonna follow ur footstep soon in a few years time ! =)
On wednesday...the class kanna the routined check.There has been quite a hype tt the girls will more likely to kanna than we boys.But it turned out to be another way round.Turbanator , Nathan and tt giraffe-looking guy did the check.Zhen Ling damn suay..Nathan asked him to comb down his armani.Actually , his armani is too long to spike liao and he wanted to cut it soon..so he requested tt Nathan give him some days to cut and let him off today.But tt bastard doesnt agreed to it..I guessed mayb he dislike the way Zhen Ling tok back to him.Haha..got 1 point damn funny , he even ask if Zhen Ling is Singaporean..LOL ! Then Turbanator damn extra..say wat put him in a circus coz he is a joker..zz.
As for ZL , hey..he TURNED TORO liao for those who doesnt noe.LOLx.His hair sibeh YANDAO sia.Is actually only the front part..the back part even if he wants to do it he cannot.Hahaa..actually is quite alright la.Turbanator warned him not to grow any longer..and I heard tt Teo suan him like siao today.As for me , Giraffe took quite sometimes to scrutinize me.1st..he looked at my back..then my sideburns..then my fringe..then in the end he want me to cut.Try arguing..nope..the turbanator had to come and spoiled the party.Bo bian..requested for nx mon..told him is a brand new day for a brand new week..but being a bastardised guy expectedly he said no.Friday.But today he didnt come and check on me.Lame guy.However , I still went to roots to cut anyway..spend the time toking to Kenneth and Chris there while having haircut.Ah ha..even shorter now..=X. Skipped PE again.Like wat is totally new.LOL.

The AO Maths paper was fucking screwed.Shant say much..but I expect to occupy the bottom position again.Like wat is totally new again.LOLx.Didnt studied yday night...did other stuffs.I am not banking this subject to promote...tt for sure.But I guessed I wont totally give up on this subject either.Chen Zu Ren today say something tt sounds really like my mom---->'' Ni Ji Rang Xuan Zhe Zhe Tiao Lu Jiu Yao Zhou Wan Ta '' . Sth like this.I tink this is an ominous sign..to stopped me frm going wayward and to pull me back to the route tt I am supposed to embarked on.Time is running out.

Am really glad econs test is postpone.It wont be so rush now.Finally , I can do wat I shld do.To hell with PW.CB..seriously..I dun see the need for any stupid project work.Hah..prefer to concentrate on solely on studies and SAT.Look forward to nx yr..Solo-ist ...put aside all fucking , distracting , time-wasting factors..to hell with them..and worked towards crossing the A-level hurdle.

CLA CA2 tml. I am determined to win. To score. I have lost enough. Is time to send some ppl packing. Yup.
Btw , stupid tag-board not going.CB...see la..I miss tagging..

< Ur winsome smile just keep me going..the thought of u just gets my adrenalin going. Is just so tantalizing..but sadly , all these are just wishful thinking part of me.All these are just a Fantasy.But nobody can take away the memories we both shared b4. Take care....god bless..Promised me that , my guardian angel...though I noe u are afar...but do look out for me..as I will look out for u..always...>

Surprise ..Surprise. I went to sch today. Actually , I wanted to go for just 2 reasons : CLA Make-up Test of Gong Zi Qi Jian Jia Dao and PW. The former was PERFECT. Did the test with Mr Desmond LOI. Lolx.Spikey-headed Huang Hao Wei trusted us so much as to let us do the mo xie alone.So me and Desmond did it.I am not sure whether he copied anot.But I can PROUDLY say I DIDNT. It turned out great.I remembered everything.Nth goes wrong I will get my full marks...to compensate for tt stupid 1st mo xie which I lose out to practically the whole world. PW 's report is due this week. Have to rush and complete my part for Draft 1. ZzZ. I just hate PW. I dun see y is there a need for this damn thing.Rather have more tests.Really..I prefer concentrating on studies then this stupid thing.

Not in the mood to tok / laugh / joke today. I have not recovered.My voice still weird.Sneezing and coughing everywhere. Many tests r coming up soon. Feel like ponning 1 of these days to finish up PW and revision for tests.We shall see.

One of the worst day in my life.Woke up early today for GP CA2.Was coughing constantly.Nevertheless , still took a cab to sch.The paper was in 2 sections..compo and compre.Paper 1 was ok..wanted to do terrorism but ended doing education instead.Then come Paper 2.I did not felt anything during Paper 1..only some slight sneezing.Throughout Paper 2 I was sniffling uncontrollably and uncomfortably.It was hellish.Those sitting around me are damn suay....My whole body was v.'heaty'..could feel the heat rushing through.Realise I am running a fever.Dong until left the mini summary question and AQ part.Nearly wanted to give up..but never.Rushed thru AQ but didnt elaborate y I supported the festival thing.Basket.Just wonder how I survived the whole tormenting ordeal.This is definitely not fun loh.Didnt read through my little secret book yday night.Slept v.early as I was unwell...haiz.The whole paper was quite ok..have to pass no matter wat.I wont settle for a fail.

Was a walking zombie throughout the morning.Just ask ZL.Didnt join him and Ruijue to eat.Ended going home.Had a hot shower b4 collapsing to my bed.Slept the whole afternoon.Finally gave in to my tired body.Over exerted myself for this past one week.Too many late nights.The weather is not v.gd these days.Raining cats and dogs for days and nights.Wat the hell.

I am dying..besides the irritating constant coughing..I am still nursing a heavy flu.Just checked my temperature----->38.5 degrees. Damn. Nx week is a super xiong week with 3 tests to go.And I am still like this. My schedule has also stopped abruptly , as much as I hate it. Precious time that could be use for doing my work are all wasted.KNN.

Go rest liao..*sighs*. PLS RECOVER SOON !! =X

SICK

Ok , definitely not in the best of mood these few days.Absent again yday.I tink everybody is sick of me everytime ponning sch.Haiz...down with throat infection and slight fever.Must be all the late nights that attributed to this.Lost my voice in the morning yday.Right now still feel a bit queer...is like sensing a fever coming but no..it is still playing catching with me.Come or dun come. =X .Today back in sch again..skip hist lecture just to study gong zhi qi jian jia dao for the CLA test later.Sadly I ended doodling there instead.Partly is becoz a bunch of girls sitting at the nx table made so much noise with their bitchy chatting session.Basket..but at least got sth inside la..the test later ..hmm..used entirely my own words for the 'yu yi' part.The 1st part some copied from the one sitting in front of me.Lolx..LT2 and LT3 are such ideal places to take exams and tests.Y ? Becoz it is so easy to cheat.I didnt MEANT to cheat of coz..but...got to eventually..dun wanna fail.Haiz.Tok to Teo today also.Sort of enlightened me.I guess..he is right..I shldnt b procrastinating any longer.Shld work doubly hard...so as not to lag behind.Lee Yan Yan as usual super suan today.Suaned me..basket.I will prove to her I wont failed tt subject 1.U just see.
Tml got GP CA2..better pass this time.A timely morale boosting came today.Got back an essay..score 29/50.Not exactly the kind of gd marks..but I tink is the highest 2gether with Pee Hua.Gan 's standard pretty high too.But Gan didnt photocopied mine as reference for others..guess she see me beh song la..everytime zhao her tutorials....
Wish me luck tml. =)

Wah...BEST.I have just spent 2 hrs ++ fixing the new virus found in my comp.Shan't curse or swear or invite my ancestors out or my parents or sth (dun be surprised) .But really , I am glad I didn't give up and continue trying despite knowing nuts about fixing virus stuffs.Did not update my Norton Virus thing for ages..didnt accept the updates stuff for my comp..and I paid the price for it.

W32.Blaster.Worm
Discovered on: August 11, 2003
W32.Blaster.Worm is a worm that exploits the DCOM RPC vulnerability (described in Microsoft Security Bulletin MS03-026) using TCP port 135. This worm attempts to download and run the Msblast.exe file.
Block access to TCP port 4444 at the firewall level, and then block the following ports, if they do not use the applications listed:
TCP Port 135, "DCOM RPC"
UDP Port 69, "TFTP"
The worm also attempts to perform a Denial of Service (DoS) on Windows Update. This is an attempt to prevent you from applying a patch on your computer against the DCOM RPC vulnerability.

W32/Lovsan.worm [McAfee], Win32.Poza [CA], Lovsan [F-Secure], WORM_MSBLAST.A [Trend], W32/Blaster-A [Sophos], W32/Blaster [Panda]
Type: Worm
Infection Length: 6,176 bytes
Systems Affected: Windows 2000, Windows XP
Systems Not Affected: Linux, Macintosh, OS/2, UNIX, Windows 95, Windows 98, Windows Me
CVE References: CAN-2003-0352

SONG anot ? One can imagine urself.This wormy thing is a virus that cause auto shut down to ur PC.With a countdown timer set from 1 min.I still dun understand a single thing..but from wat I gather for the past 2 HOURS..I think is some RPC stuff..some coding..zz.Have to dl a patch suitable for my Windows XP (in my case is Windows XP 32 Bit) to kill out the worm.Then follow the instruction on some security response webby..dl the tools..and wipe out the worm and its remains.Temporary disable System Restore for XP users.Lastly not to forget , UPDATE the NORTON ANTIVIRUS or SYMANTEC ANTIVIRUS. =X

Think I have lost count on how many times my comp has been auto shut due to this stupid virus.Sianz.Wasted the whole night.Thought I can complete all my work and slp early 2nite..yday was hell.Slept at 2 sth and in the end today pon PE to catch up my slp..in..guess where ? Central 's Mac.LOL.Of all places there huh ? Haha..cant tink of any place cooling yet comfortable for me to rest.Mom wont allow me to just slp late and go to sch aftertt.Ha..she will just ask me to either get up and get lost in time for morning assembly..or another choice is to skip sch.Nahz..dun see any reason y I shld skip sch today. Haiz..then come home face the damn virus thing..zZ.

Tempted to miss sch tml.LOLx.I noe is a bit irony..but then..sianz..tml got econs stuff and I want to go sch listen.Or at least just turn up and make my attendance look NICER a bit. I am already the PRESIDENT liao. President of Absentees/Pon-sch/Skipping lessons/Late-coming CLUB. Yup..undisputed 1.Haiz..nvm.I will just continue my stuff and forgo my slp. Shall blog later.

Damn it. Damn fucking frustrated now. So many things not done yet. Took half day dunno for wat.Sure I have completed everything on GP.And my outline for kellett 's hw is ok. But still got A Maths..and..PW !! Fuck , just hate PW.Damn fucking time consuming.Knn..I am still stuck at doing those stupid graphs.Paid the price of rotting over the weekend.Stupid National Day.Fuck it.Looks like is gonna be another sleepless nite for me becoz I really got to finish everything..dun wanna lag behind schedule.Looks like is gonna be another sleepless night for me. CB. Shall blog later.

Happy Birthday SINGAPORE ! Lolx.Today Singapore you lao le yi sui ...turns 38 le.Actually still YOUNG la..lolx.Anyway today basically just rotted at home and doing my stuff.Dun feel like going where. In the morning watch Jolin 's 'Magic Kan Wo 72 Bian Qing Gong Yan ' .Actually this is long shown b4 by SCV liao..but I POOR mah...cannot AFFORD cable mah..so watch # 8 la..Jolin so chio and glamorous..hmm..the whole concert was alright..but the part where Jolin sang Bu La Ge Guang Chang was super lame.Think the record company must have gone thru lots of efforts to do this.Y ? Becoz this song has parts where Jay Chou was suppose to rap.U noe la..the rumours of Jay and Jolin..then..zz.Kaoz..They skipped the part where Jay was supposed to rap..which means Jolin only sang her part (that is the chorus part)..then I tink bo bian..then Xiao Zhu (the only special guest for this mini-concert) rap a bit.He cant sing really , look at Jolin 's awkward smile u noe liao.Guess he better stick to hosting (I prefer him host too).Then the 2 of them dance..sianz.Might as well ask Jay to come.But then heck the company ppl to death they also wont (the news of Sony sueing Metro Radio executive for asking this 'RUMOURED' couple to pose together proves it). Then evening..NDP 2003 ! The whole parade was as nice as previous yrs..if not , better.My fav part was still the 'Jian Yue Yi Zhang' part.The elite of the SAF damn sui loh.Hmm..then the celebrations also cool.Lots of new special effects.Lighting and sound effects also not bad.Then got those mediacorp creatures extra there 'dai dong' the ppl..zzz.This yr also add on lots of street cultural and hip-hop stuffs.Sun Yanzi sang the One United People (This Yr 's NDP theme). Cool..definitely not as commercial as last yr.Yanzi also looks better than last yr.Last yr tt 1 too 'AYUMI' liao..prefer her plain looking coz it suits better for her. The only negative thing is that she didnt sing the chinese version of the theme.Basket.
Whole thing end at 8:20 p.m. Jun Lin and company wanted to go out but I decided not to join them.Coz I wanna watch Happy Sunday ! Lolx.Just started last sat..all these again shown b4 by SCV..but SAD mah..hse no cable. The whole show damn funny..and nice.Like the part Qun Xing Hui .Ella acted as Jay..sibeh YANDAO.Then Energy 's Niu Nai acted as Alex Du..Toro as Aaron Kwok..the rest of the 3 as Grasshoppers..damn cool..(wonder if Goh Mui Lien got watch anot..lolx.).Then got smaller version of Energy..they were made up of 5 small boys.Damn cute and cool.Especially the little 'Toro' and the little 'Niu Nai' .The funniest part is where Xiao Zhu , Ah Liang and Jiao Jiao impersonated as Shan Liang San Jie Mei ..haha..laugh till pengz.So '''CHIO'''...haha.

Wah..today like watch TV non-stop..die la..so many things to do..and I haven do. DIE.

One Singapore.......One Nation Strong And Free......A Thousands Different Voices....Sing In Harmony.
We will stand together..together hand in hand..As One United People..For Singapore..My homeland.

Today is National Day Eve . Hmm..the morning kick off with a small parade..then sing the national songs and stuff like this.Then after tt is the Cultural Adventure.This event is to go to places of worships of diff religions situated within 5 KM of radius frm NYJC.Each team with a guide was suppose to try to complete all the 12 places of worships (but tt is kind of difficult) and return to sch by 11:00 A.M. After tt any entries will b disqualified. Top 3 teams will have prizes . I was the guide of a particular group frm the science faculty.As guides our job is to 'jagar' them and guide them and give them tips and hints on wat to do and to remind them of the time.But to say in a degoratory term is to follow them like a dog.The group I was guiding was not bad.Everybody co-operated and planned where...which...and how they r gonna get to these places.They are all a fun-loving bunch..but the girls are more livelier and chatty while the boys tend to b more solemn.I swear this job of guiding is not easy man.There is a price to pay.That is we have to follow them..regardless of wat means of transport they r using.And this group happen to prefer walking.Spent most of the time walking. Total we visited 4/5 places and collected 30 something pts (tt is quite SAD compared to other groups).Then at the ending part then they decide to chiong by taking cabs...zz.I dun mind walking becoz I am used to walking long distances back in st gabs..but then..in this kind of stupid weather..is like zz. Perspire like siao.At least we noe the answers to the questions posed by the teachers stationed there (but this is no surprise coz everybody does).Oh ya , damn dulan too. At 1 particular checkpoint..forgot the name..but is some sort of mission thing (also the place where I saw some of my classmates too) , I kanna KAN by an Indian teacher (dunno who is she but she is kind of familiar).Fuck , say liao also dulan.Tt TEACHER was alone and so many groups were like swarming over to her for her questions.Naturally I went over too with my grp.But she asked me to wait.So I wait.But she 4gotted us and attended to another grp.I had to call out to her again as I dun want the whole team to lack behind. She like a bit beh song.Gave the questions then my team went inside the museum to find the ans while I waited outside.Tok to some of the fellow chess club guides who were waiting for their teams too. Then this TEACHER , pointed at me and a chess club guide and told another guide (I dunno who) tt we were the worst guides.Like wat the fuck ,y r u accusing us loh.Knn..the both of us were like surprised. Wat did we do loh .Then I said 'Eh ,dun anyhow accused us'' .Then she teh gong.Fucker.My group came out and there she was attending to some groups again.I can understand tt she had some constraints and difficulties as she told me later tt she was alone and all the groups are like swarming over to her. But is so obvious she is bias to us.I dulan ..I ji tao told her tt She is holding us back loh.Then she menstrate..kp say my attitude sucks and tt this is not just pts but is also on prinicple of humanity and all those crap. I wanted to tok back but decided against it. It 's better to shut up then to make things worse and eventually held up there.Then she not happy rejected the grp 's ans and asked them go find again.Kaoz..time wasting.I noe is wrong for me to tok back to her..but I dun like her attitude towards us too.Machiam like any better than mine too.Fucking cb bitch.We got out of there after like spending 20 mins ? Wat the hell.
Back in NY eventually at 11 on the dot.Lots of teams disqualified and they were stopped by Ms Tang. I heck , cut the queue and line up .Ask the team leader , Joseph to give back tt entry.The top teams r definitely not us.Dunno how they chalked up to so many pts..confirm got chartered transportation or sth 1.How can they be so fast ? Unless is CAB all the way.CAB-tural adventure.Today those cabs confirm had a field day.Money earned frm ferrying NYJCians around.That is.Overall I would say this adventure was quite ok , interesting..but not fun enough and a bit sianz. 1 problem is tt they shld station more teachers at the checkpts in future. Dumb man , is like v.time consuming when lots of groups swarmed over at the same time to only 2 or worse..1 teacher who are in charge of asking those ques. Then wont so SUAY kanna KAN again in future..zz.Guess the olny thing gd abt this activity is tt I got to interact with more science ppl and fellow chess club ppl.Actually I preferred just some stupid performance for National Day Eve can liao. Just like wat Nicole told me. SR actually only had performance then all of them were released like around 10 sth.So Song.Sure is boring..but better than ours..zz.
Went home afterwards 1st. Didnt join Ruijue they all to eat.Went home changed 1st b4 meeting Cherrie and Joy.Rotted at the usual hangout , AMK.Basically is just to have a late lunch and chit-chat.Reached home @ 6.Watch TV till now..hmm..ash blonde/ash brown like damn in now.Saw Energy in the entertainment news of 'Zhou Wu Yue Live Yue Jin Cai '' ..kaoz..all blonde-brownish..damn cool. Even Jay Chou also..zz.Saw Sun YanZi 's new hairstyle.The front part is so short.Overall..I dun really like it.Lolx.Sianz..2nite is the best nite to chiong coz tml no need go sch and a long weekend too.But then nobody jio.Sad sia. Nvm..I can do my work. I will do wat I am supposed to finished then. =X

Boring and unproductive day today.Lessons as usual.Nth interesting.During CT . The Vice-Principal gave an overview of the Mid-Yr Performance by we J1s in LT3. zzZzz...remind me of my atrocious results. Slept a bit..so tired.During Econs tutorial , we went thru the Ten-yr series MCQ.Stupid Teo suddenly shock me.I was like falling asleep then he suddeny stood in front of me and ask 'HOW IZIT ? '.Kaoz..I jumped up sia.Basket.Scare the hell out of me.Damn tired.Dunno y..recently like in a sleeping spell. *sighs*. Today Teo asked me whether I was serious in switching to taking GSC and dropping AO Maths.Haiz..dunno. He said tt if I am I have to see Mdm Tan (HOD for Chinese) as soon as possible. Shld I switch ? or shld I not ? Sianz..I am still mulling over this . Izit wise for me to switch ? ....haiz. Tell me wat shld I do..*sighs*

I am damn BAD today. *Sighs*.Zhao PE and AO Maths. Tok to Lee Yan Yan afterwards.She was with Teo.Let Teo suan again.Argh...I noe is my fault tat I zhao again..but.....haiz.Wanted to take early leave ended up never.CLA...Goh Mui Lien is as usual damn SUAN.Dunno y keep on giving me tt stupid smile everytime she looked at my direction.Got back my compo.40/70.Compo kanna criticised as being outdated.
=( .*Sighs*. Everybody laughing at me.Although Goh didnt mention my name out to every1...but then..the feeling is not good. Sianz..everything also so sucky.I tink I am the worst student really. I noe I already gave ppl the bad impression tt I am some sort of paikia who zhao class at least once a wk.Sian diao.Tok abt ambitions..Suddenly she asked me wat is my ambition.I was like..*huh*.Hate ppl to ask me wat are my ambitions.I DUNNO.Haven tink of it and dunno when i will plan for it.Right now cant even cope.Recently have been mulling over whether to drop AO Maths for GSC.Seriously , I am pondering.Just so disappointed in maths.Totally lose interest.GSC is basically abt language..write essay.Tat is my fav.I love to write chinese essays.To score in this subject guaranteed no problem at all.Heard frm my classmates who took GSC is damn easy.However , on the hand it would limit my options in the U.Business will be out without AO Maths.So does Arts & Social Science if I not wrong..so..haiz.
I really dunno wat to do nx. Promos are just 10 wks away but I am still procrastinating away. I am DEAD.

Today was another brand new day for a brand new week.Dragged myself up at 5:00 a.m. to try to swallow the CLA stuffs tat required for the mo xie later.Sadly , I forgot some words while struggling with the short test later.Half the day passed quickly.Spent the break b4 econs lecture and skipped GP lecture to complete my long dued S.E.A essay.Finally handed up.*sighs*. GP tutorial was boring.Split into groups.Other groups were discussing abt the media essay stuff while me..Yen..and ah LOI were bz joking and toking crap.Lolx. Damn slack. History tutorial...sianz.Got 17/25 for my source-based test.Super disappointed.My skills back in sec sch like dunno go where.Must have returned to Jackie Cheng perhaps. =X.The rest like scored v.well.Top 3 highest , (if I am not wrong) , in the whole J1 history cohort in my class.Arghs.Damn zibei.Look at them so clever.Look at myself , I feel like dropping dead just then. Sianz...simply sucks.
I was damn sarcastic and full of suans today.My main targets r Angela , ZL , BERNARD and Yen in sch.Damn funny...and damn KL too.In one of my suans mood again. Oh ya , I said sth so loudly just now and I wonder if others have heard it.The 4 of us at the back were like laughing so loudly over wat I said. Lolx. zzzzz.
Got to complete lots of stuffs by 2nite.
1) GP Newspaper Cutting
2) Study AO Maths for the make-up test and for lesson
3) Prepare Kellett 's tutorial hw
4) Start studying econs...history. ( If possible , but I guessed not today )
Sianz. I noe I will be dog-tired tml.Cant afford to skip sch again.I am already the President for
absentism/pon-ten/late-coming club. If absent again Teo will surely come and hong kan me.Lolx.The most I skip PE tml and go library koon. *Sighs* .Never ending workload.

Went to sch early in the morning to take the hist test. TCP 's paper was a fluke. The source-based was actually the 1 he went thru during tutorial.Sadly , I forgot some of the things discussed.However was still gd.I am counting for tt for my hope of passing becoz kellett 's paper I didnt study.Too tired yday.Slept instead.Hard to kick this procrastination habit. =X

After tt went to Kebun Baru Neighbourhood there for CIP.We are collaborating with the Lions Befriender Service Association for a project of collecting all recyclable items to raise $20 000 for eldercare services at the LBSA 's two sub-centres in AMK. As for we Nyjcians , our task was to distribute the bags for storing used items and distribution of fliers. zZ

My grp was Luvena , Pee Hua , Yen and me. Our leader was Sherin..v.EFFICIENT and ENERGETIC.Tt is true..she is simply v.active and not easily tired at all..zz.The work was strenuous and demanding (It 's not easy to rush up and down storeys after storeys and door to door wearing tt stupid NY half-U/Full-U ) .Not that happy..coz such a hot weather expect us to run here and there.Nevertheless , it 's fun and interesting. Most residents were kind of like expecting our presence. They were friendly and accepted the things we gave them graciously. However , the area there is kind of sad la.A bit run down...zzzzZ
Our grp actually was quite slow loh..compared to others.We finish everything @ around 5++ b4 our kind zone leaders gave the 4 of us a ride to AMK central for our convenience.Our dear leader went off alone but we saw her later at the Mrt control station. Me and Yen went to Causeway Point to slack and rot around b4 leaving at 8p.m. Half-way to the journey for home rain quite heavily.Basket..nv bring umbrella.zzz..Reach home around 9.p.m.
Wah lao..Finally got Jay Chou 's the whole album de songs le. Cool..but not as gd as the 3 albums b4 this.
Song recommended : Track 3 --Qing Tian (MUST DL...IT 'S DAMN NICE) , Track 2 --Nuo Fu , Track 8 --Ta De Jie Mao

Tonite will start clearing my stuffs.Hope I wont fall asleep. zzz. *PEACE*

Stupid day. That is.Start with Kellett 1st. This cb guy suddenly announce tml got test------>History on both European and S.E.A.Then everybody is like 'HAR !!!' . Totally surprised.Cant help noticing Kellett 's smug look on his face.Bloody saddist.Is like..tml got the fucking distribution fliers stuff tt will toiled till 5:00 P.M. Wanted to finish wat I want to finish 2nite , but sadly..looks like is not possible.Got to study for the lame test.Knn. Went to find Lee Yan Yan.Taking the res-test on mon.Didnt get the chance to speak to her properly.Coz she in the stuff room and oh ya , got one bitch teacher comment abt something tt I find it hard to swallow.Fuck her.Is not as if I skipped lesson for fun.Knn..mind ur damn business lar , bitch.
CLA later...then went to eat with Yen , or rather she accompanied me eat. After she went home and me , ZL and Ruijue slacked till 2 sth then went for basketball 1st b4 PE. Argh..my shooting accuracy really like shit. =(
Went to Roots to cut hair afterwards.DAMN DULAN. My appointment was 6 ..but wait till 7 sth then is my turn.Stupid Kenneth and Chris..today their business damn gd.Nvm...zz.Got 2 bloody poly kias dye-ing their hair back black mahz.Might as well just D.I.Y instead of wasting money at salon. ( Take me as a live example).Just hate it when somebody is dye-ing hair b4 my appointment.Waste my bloody damn time there waited 4 1 hr ++ when I wanted to just rush home and do my stuff.Wat 's more these 2 bastardised ppl r noisy and showy.Acting machiam like is like their home. Bloody fuckers.
Reach home at 8:30 p.m. Tired..hungry..and angry.Snapped at my mom. Ignored my dad. Poor them.Sorry...=X
Sianz...Dl Jay 's songs now.Hope by 2nite can finish dl the whole album.Got to study later also.Argh...Stupid life.