Hmm.....today Goh Mui Lien v.funny.Dunno y everytime tok to her I must give her my tt silly smile.Strange.It is like especially to teachers like her and Lee Yan Yan..and oh ya..also Jackie Cheng and Loh Guat Bee back in st gabs then.Haha..mayb I find them v.funny.Dunno.Of coz I seize the opportunity to suan back her.But Goh is really a gd teacher.Not only crappy but also fun-loving.Today during GP dunno how I bypass tt 1 hr+ . Shi Yun suddenly msg me.Stupid girl. M.I.A for 1 mth liao then now come look for me.Basket. Didnt go 4 maths.Sian..they got test.Didnt study.Arghs.I really need help.My maths really hopeless..=(
Slack in the sch lab.The 3 ppl besides me kanna kp by the technician 4 playing yahoo pool...which is like..zzz.

Went out to have lunch with Yen @ central S-11.Guess who we bumped to.John Lim.God.
He was there with 3 other women.Our guess was tt 1 of them is his gf..the other 2 is the gf 's colleagues.Shld be.Lolx.
Today was also ..er...nvm.Dun want to elaborate.But I dunno wat to say. But I hope she will be alright.
Hist today was bad.TCP was angry coz a few ppl zhao.Lolx. Did source-based again.Die la..last time all of the stuff learnt frm Jackie Cheng like forgot everything.Arghs. Guessed I shld refered back to my PRIZED humanities exercise books containing my 'Jia Zuo' . Ah ha.
Jay 's new album release today.Somebody v.EXCITED sia.And is none other than dear ct rep , ZL.Lolx.
Try to dl in irc just now.Cannot la..the stupid queue damn long.Too many people downloading.Speak of support PIRACY.Lolx.
Got to complete all the stuffs dued b4 trying my luck later again to dl Jay 's new album. Will be a panda tml. Nitez

Today didnt really want to go sch at 1st. However , I still dragged myself to go. Bored.Stupid morning assembly.It 's like getting longer and longer.All of us r like..sweating like hell and had to stand there hear those ppl tok.Arghs.Today also kick off the countdown to National Day by singing some PATRIOTIC National Celebration Songs..starrting with NDP 2003 Song --> < 1 United People > By Sun Yan Zi.Stood there and rot.Lessons flew by today also. zzz..Econs getting tougher and tougher.Haiz..draw the stupid diagrams also damn hard.Sianz.The 5% essay tt was counted for end of the yr ..I got 14/25. Yay...Finally a pass. Chess later.Angela and Yen Zi damn siaoz today. zzzz...something wrong up there I guessed..Lolx.
Oh ya , Today someone damn bloody competitive.Arghs.Just hate it.Is so obvious...and I had ENOUGH loh.Knn.I wont lose to u 1. So just leave me alone.

Fuck off.

Sick today.Woke up late ...and to realise i am running a fever. Great. Just Great.

Huang Hun

Guo wan zheng ge xia tian, you shang bing mei you hao yi xie

Kai che xing shi zai gong lu wu ji wu bian, you li kai zi ji de gan jue

Chang bu wan yi shou ge, pi juan hai sheng xia hei yan quan,

Gan qing de shi jie, shang hai zai suo nan mian, huang hun zai mei zhong yao hei ye

Yi ran ji de cong ni kou zhong shuo chu zai jian jian jue ru tie

Hun'an zhong you zhong lie ri zhuo shen de cuo jue

Huang hun de di ping xian, hua chu yi ju li bie, ai qing jin ru yong ye

Yi ran ji de cong ni yan zhong hua luo de lei shang xin yu jue

Hun luan zhong you zhong re lei shao shang de cuo jue

Huang hun de di ping xian, ge duan xing fu xi yue, xiang ai yi jing huan mie

Translation:

Crosses the entire summer sad certainly does not have good somewhat
Drives boundlessly the travel has in the road leaves oneself the feeling
Sings one first song wearily does not remain the eye socket
The sentimental world injury is unavoidable the dusk again beautiful end wants the dark night
Still remembers from your mouth says the reappearance firm like iron
Dim center has the kind of hot sun burns the body the illusion
The dusk place even line delimits one leaves the love enters
Still remembers falls from your eye tear sad desire certainly
Chaotic center has which the kind of tears burns the illusion
The dusk place even line cut off the happiness joyful mutual love already vanishes

(Pardon for my broken and limited English)
This song has been played repeatedly over and over again in my media player these past few days.
And it is Huang Hun.

Sian..feel like slping now. Tired. Anyway today nth special. Lessons just fly by..zz. Today GP lecture totally sucks.Just hate tt DJ lecturing. Yucks..act ang moh beh ang moh..zzzz. Sick of the way he tok..his accent which is so much pretence. Lessons ended early today coz TCP suddenly decide to cancel hist tutorial due to Judo. Great. Oh ya , today our dear Miss Yen dunno wat happen..v. KL..XL...suddenly frm GP lecture onwards. zzz..WEIRD.

I have to complain and comment that Kai is damn 'guai lan', and damn 'zhuai' in school today. *BTH* His behaviour is like... dot dot dot... 'kua liao buay song'! *Wordless* I feel like laughing yet think that it's not funny too. Anyway, i think that the best way is to heck care. =p ------------>Taken frm her diary.

I got XL / KL meh ? weird. Mayb I do..mayb I did get carried away.Dunno.Nvm.Today lots of ppl also behave strangely.Sianz..nvm.Without them life still goes on.I tot some 1 will behave the most abnormal today , but her behaviour today ..like..totally surprised me. Nvm.
Sian...stupid Jing Wen..keep on beh on 1. Damn her. Last Sunday fly me aeroplane then today also.Msg her like wont reply.Forget it. Arghz.Anyway got to complete wat I ought to do later.Hand in lots of overdued hw today also..which is a good sign.There wont be any more procrastination frm me. Yeah. That 's the way. A good beginning.
Fed-up with my hair.Come this friday I am gonna cut it all off. I guess. Dunno..mayb go botak..go spiky..dunno.See how.

Physically and mentally tired . Sick of everything. Yesterday went sch with Mom and Auntie Esther to collect MYE result slips.Tok a lot....Teo is full of suans as usual , if not indirectly. Tok quite long..trying to find out wat is the remedy for me to WAKE up and start work. Mom is terribly upset and disappointed. Auntie Esther cheered me up and tried to motivate me.

My results r THRASH and SHITTY. Tat is all I can say. 1 Pass and 1 AO Pass . Is this wat u called ...a JC student 's results ?

Teo 's Remarks : Although Andrew shows interest in his studies , he lacks perseverance and self-discipline to strive harder.
He is capable of producing better results.

Mrs Ho ( NYJC Principal) 's remarks : Dear Andrew : No pain , no gain.The road to success is but sheer hard work.Please work harder and persevere.

Expected.Frankly speaking i dun blame them for not saying any gd words.I dun deserve any compliments.Only bad remarks are left for me.
I lacked the spirit and determination when I chiong for my 'O' levels back in sec 4. Sad , no doubt .

After much procrastination , I am abt to complete all my hw and owed hw..left abt 3 major hw..dued tml.
Meeting Jing Wen later. Argh , her fren tt Xiao Qi ..is like...eeks. Bloody typical chiongster. Attitude sucks. Sianz..wonder y this type of ppl can be my senior. *Yawns* .
Recently SHE msged me...to ask how am I and even sent morning greetings. I didnt msg back. I noe I am a Dao scoundrel but I wont msg her again frm today onwards. Yes , she is just a memory.

I am become Death, shatterer of worlds.
This is not the end , u wont see the last of me.Shake out of it .I will bounce back. U see if I dont. Rest assured.

*Yawns* So LONG nv blog le. Alright , here goes . Monday - nth special..but zhao with zhen ling and shi yen .Skip GP and TCP Hist.zzzz...Yen came my hse to slack around..also help me with my CLA Book Review. Tuesday - PE..lolx..damn lame..2 periods discuss abt the 8th of August thing.The class split into 2 groups.I am v.satisfied with my grp. =D .Wasnt paying real attention to econs and maths especially.Bored.No wonder lee yan yan and teo keep picking on me.Knn.Haiz..I am really losing my focus. Wednesday -->Racial Harmony Day.Only a few ppl in the class wear ethnic costumes.Lolx.Wanted to bring a SPOTLIGHT go sch shine around but decide not to.I noe I am a racist bastard. Blarghs. Play with zhen ling chess again..sian..he is better at me...tt I readily admit.The class did the RH -banner also.Forgot which idiot tink of the idea of hanging banners around the 2nd level.LAME.Oh ya..ZL got the position for CT Rep.Guess I have to call him DEAR CT REP frm now on.Nice huh ? =X. Thursday --->Tok to Joanna Gan.She is really kind.Sort of enlightened me.The rest is up to me , I guess. Went for Make-up PE.Similar as Mon ..Lee Yan Yan and teo paid special attention to me..especially the former.zZzZ.Friday aka Today -->Nth new.Just tt Lee Yan Yan again spotting me.Sianz...I no mood today to tok anything.Moodless.Just got to noe tt Nx sat must distribute fliers.Sianz.But then , I am satisfied with my grp. =) Decided to zhao PE (wat is new).Yen Zi came my hse to slack. *Sighs*..I did sth wrong today..really.I am totally confused.My brain MAXED out.Dunno wat am I tinking.Juz couldnt straightened my thoughts. I guessed I really fang bu xia.I am not ready to commit anything.I am afraid I will break my promise and become a VILLIAN. The one who peng weh. The one who failed . Sian..tml is shi jie mo ri. Parents' Day.Somebody can buy me a coffin ? I dun expect anything tt ex..as long as it is big enough for me to lie comfortably..I will be SATISFIED. =X

LC was easy today. Actually it was AO Chinese LC...irrelevant to me and my class coz we are CLA students.But then..they want us to take..so...zzz.Start @ 9:30 a.m. Basket..go there so early then so late start.Went for bball a while only..shoot some balls.My shooting accuracy dipped like siao. Play for 1/2 hr ++..instead of the usual 3 hrs +.Lunch @ air-con food court b4 baleh kampong while bouncer they all went to have fun.
zzzzzzzzz...lazy to type liao.I am off to paradise. Take care .

Damn tired...*yawns*...just finish typing out the chinese compo tt will be sent for competition.I am not the only 1 whose compo is selected.As far as I noe..got ZL..Yen Zi..Ruth 's compos also.Haiz.Just hate using NJ-Star..took me 2 hrs++ to type the whole damn thing out.Sianz...CLA...sucks again. 26/50.This is just thrash loh.Realised tt as wat the CL HOD said..is an easy paper.If only I had swallow everything properly.Too late.Overall is damn sad loh.Pathetic C. Knn. Went to change my hp cover.Finally change the blue ''toy'' cover.This cover damn jinx loh.Basket.drop the phone like..6 times since I changed it few mths ago.Kaoz.Then today during ao maths lesson drop again.kaoz.Settled for a new shiny black cover with white streaks all around the phone.It was nice.The seller was patient and cool. Not only give some suggestions..but also give me a discount.

This weekend will be damn bz for me. Hope to complete wat I want to complete over these 2 days.Later still got LC..argh..consecutive 2 sats.Y cant they juz let us slp/rest..is SAT la..BASKET.Still got wat test..still torture us. =X

BAD nitez...zzzzz

Today was suppose to be the day tt bring me some hope.In the end..nope.Big fat NO.I did so badly for GP i dun wanna elaborate.1st lesson..and my mood change totally.Argh..i sucks.I really am.Didnt really paid attention to AO Maths period..my WORST subject btw.Lee Yan Yan like v.strange..keep on noticing me and calling me..is not I bhb or wat..but is obvious.zzzz.Had make-up PE..ZL came along.Argh..my fitness sucks.I doubt I can maintain my fitness during NAPFA..especially my favs shuttle run and standing broad jump.Audrey Chiang was nice.Actually she was nt a bad person after all..juz..well..need to identify her real gender identity ?..LOL !.Seems tt most of us ex-gabrielites in NY at least failed some subjects..haiz.Juz miss the gd old days in st gabs..at least can slack a bit.Here..cannot afford to slack.knn..stupid life I am leading.Got back CLA results too.I got a B.Sure..I got it.But I am not happy.To me , it sucks.I lost again.I lost my aim.I lost everything.Argh..basket.Wondering y am I in a junior college.Can somebody juz intro me to a job in the coffeeshop ?....I want to sell coffee. =X
History haven got back.But..I doubt I can score well too.This whole mid-yr is being wasted.Sure..anger..sadness..are there.I am not giving any excuses for this flop.Rest assure.I will bounce back.Really will.

Sch as usual today.Bored.Haniss damn funny.walk up till besides me then smile at me.LOlx..hair problem again.Repeat wat I said to Audrey Chiang yday.Wanted to say by nx TUES..instead..argh..nvm..settled for MON.Hahha..haniss..i guessed i am a familiar face during spot checks now and then..haha..he still recognise me loh.Bloody 'male mouse become female mouse'.....zzzzz.Sian..twice in a row kanna caught for hair.Not my fault right..is the black dye drop right..bits of kim colour more obvious right..ZzZ.Nvm.
Today the new hist teacher..lolx...Mr Tan Chee Peng...haha..joke.The way he speak..hmm..can tell he frm a chinese -speaking environment loh..Tok ji teh ji teh 1..sometimes searching for the right words to use.Nah..didnt laugh at him.Lolx..coz I also got this problem !..haha..speaking in proper english is juz not my forte.Anyway..the whole lesson is a joke..1st..he nt sure abt where nam taught till.Some of us laughed at him..due to the way he spoke..lolx..damn bad.Somemore got 1 girl and 1 guy who was seated behind me and ZL keep on toking loh..knn.adulterous pair.Sianz....today econs change venue to LT2 in the midst of class in LT3.Wat the heck.Got such thing 1..zz.Anyway..today is juz whole day econs..econs..and econs.Went to chess today.Surprise I went.haha.Lame club.Getting more and more sad..attendance like..so little..where have all the bookish ppl gone to ?..lolx..no offence.
BEST OGL Angela came along today.Lolx..qie with her 5 matches.Damn funny.1st 3 matches eat her all botak..4th 1 defeat her by ''Shuang Pao Jiang'...then the last 1 I LOST !..=X..actually the last one could have draw..but..argh..OGL pro ~~~..lolx...won me by 1 soldier and 1 car.The main highlight was the 1st 1..3 soldiers were in line..to kill her..lolx..damn funny.damn xia suay for her too..i guessed..=)
Slp soon..nt doing anything tonite....zzzzzz.Pray tt tml I will smile ..GP pass..juz a D/C will do...CLA..a B will make me smile the whole day...c'mon..I can do it. =X

FUCK..FUCK..FUCK.As I said, today is the start of a hellish wk for me.It was true.It granted my wish.First thing woke up in the morning ,while preparing for sch..I couldnt find my belt. Today heard tt got spot check on attire ..basket.Without tie = DIE.In the end found out tt I left it in the master bedroom 's bathroom the other day..Wat the..zzz.In the rush of to sch to find tt there was no spot check.NVM.PE...my grp was under Audrey Chiang..for soccer.b4 tt..kaoz..they announce those who need to make up for PE..kaoz..call out my name in front of the mass ppl..knn.tt is not ALL.After went to see Chiang for the make-up PE thing.Then whilst toking to her..zzz..a fellow teacher sabo me." Miss Audrey..the boy u r toking to now has LONG fringe and TINTED hair." ....CB..Wat a loudmouth.Tt bitch.Sibeh extra 1.Chiang didnt even notice loh..zzz..ZL also kanna caught..obvious..his hair so long. Tok crap with her in the end say by nx tues dye it black.Went for AO Maths..got back SHIT results.Expected.Deserved it. =(
Then came the Oral...the scenerio was v.similar to the scenerio back then during the O lvl Chinese Oral.Kaoz..the passage..was quite alright..but i stumble here and there a bit.The conversation..argh..they didnt even wait for me to say b4 shooting some ques.Basket.Watever.This is juz AO chinese anyway. =X .Fuck care.Guess I could juz manage a miser Merit..if they pity me. =X
After tt got Econs.Once again...it 's thrash.Got my SHIT results.Twice in a row today.Argh.Kanna suan again by Teo.Knn.Expected.
Sadded.Went back home alone.Then went off to meet Cherrie @ the usual place.Tok to her for a while.Glad tt she was willing to lend a listening ear to me..thanks..pal..=)
Haiz......thrash.Look at others..all scored so well..look at mine..thrash.ARGH..knn.
This is sad. IF I FAIL PROMO ..I JOLLY WELL QUIT JC AND DROP OUT SELL COFFEE.
This is the last straw. Gonna buck up. SERIOUS.
If not..Poly..here I come...=X

Finally receive her msg this morn.Juz a plain simple gd morning.I guess..this is the last time I will hear frm her.

Slack the whole day as usual today.Woke up @ 11:30 a.m. Pom then around 2 + went to Caroline 's hse to spend the whole afternoon there.Kaoz..she juz woke up when I reached her hse.Hahha...still ask me over...ZzZz.This is the 1st time I see her in this manner..lol...dun worry la..still as chio..=X. Anyway hang around there till 5:15 p.m. b4 we headed over to hougang mall.She meeting her frens there.So i just pei her go b4 parting with her there.

Reach home around 6:30 p.m.Bored..on the comp do a bit of webbing.Haiz..stupid web..can throw away.zzzzzzzzzzz.

At nite , decided to call her.The phone rang for a long time b4 somebody picked up.It was her.Finally.She didnt moved hse at all.She seemed bz..nt excited at all upon receiving my sudden call.In fact , she sounded so incredulous tt i nearly wanted to hang up. =X
She didnt sound too happy.Didnt expected this.Her voice kind of rough and rugged.Can sense her mentality changed a lot.She sounded....different.Sort of...can feel a distance between me and her..Haiz..Sadded.
Tok for a while only.Throughout the whole conversation her mind seems to be drifting away.
Bored..she is juz not interested.Eventually hanged up..becoz she wanted to continue cooking her food in the kitchen.
Best.Heard tt she is still with him.A new 1.This him..I know him.Of all person..she chose to go with him.And the him happened to be the one I intro to her.Got her hp no. eventually.Wat 's the use.Msg her...but she didn even bothered to reply.
..........This is...fate. Not destined to be together. 4get it.She is happy. Both of them are contented .There is nth I can do.Except to face up to reality.

Dunno how to react.Cry..4get it. Sad..I have been sad till I feel nth at all.Ma mu le.This is the world.I guessed.

A mighty pain to love it is, tis a pain that pain to miss; but of all the pains, the greatest pain is to love, but love in vain
How true......Tink I am gonna slp soon..try to 4get everything.

Homework haven do..tml most likely get back thrash results..this will be a HELLISH wk for me.Wat a stupid life.

*Yawns*...sian.Now is 1++ liao and I haven slp..still online.Sianz..wanted to touch on my holiday homework..but seems like cannot..zzz..Slept for 3 hrs ++ juz now yday noon....a bit tired.Guess long time nv nite outing liao.Somemore bball the whole day + games ..no time to rest.Jia lat..I am dead.So many haven done..then tml sch reopen liao...basket.Also I tink..the rest of the wk are all DOOMSDAYS for me..shi jie mo ri...tian hui hui...hui bu hui.......zzzzz

Tok to SY juz now.Attempt to clear up wat happened recently.I noe she finds it weird y I so provoked...over wat seems like a little joke over the sms-es she sent over the wk.Yah...Dun wish to eleborate here.Every pieces and bits there.Bored.I have thought abt it.Seriously , I dun even noe y I found fault in her.The sms-es seemed no harm , yet I made a big fuss out of it.I will said tt most of it is becoz I linked to something...a bit of the rest is due to some of SY 's actions.I guess I cant stand flirty styles.My shou hu tian shi.I tot of her..she used to be even worst.In front of me..still.No considerations at all.So simliar.But then..I am wrong to find fault with SY.Is her life anyway..her style.I am in no position to meddle or watsoever.Besides , she is not my wat.So....4get it. My fault.

Her fault...I dun like the way she msg me tt time.Sarcasm to the maximum.Is not funny loh.She tinks is funny..but I dun tink so.Besides , I was nt in the mood to joke tt day...so.............zzzzzz...

Weird and strange.I tink so too.........zzzzz......4get it.Nobody understand anyway.

To SY : Try to piece up everything if u can.But i doubt so.Anyway..let's juz forget everything ok ?..Still treat u as gd fren.Hope u do as well.

To other Readers : Sorry for this weird entry.Juz treat it as a lunatic 's work. =X

Slping soon..hope I feel better. =X. As for the homework.....argh....4get it...go to hell.

 9,1Fairytale says:
hai
 9,1Fairytale says:
tt's life
 9,1Fairytale says:
in life we cant always get wat we want--------------------------->I have to agree with SY.

Stupid World..tt is.

BACK LIAO !...LOLx.Look at the time now.Is 3:10...GD MORNING !..haha.Back frm watching "Twins Effects".IT ROCKS !...Is nice and cool loh.Anyway..Just now went to watch with zl..kenneth..alvin..and JACKSON.Yeah..really surprised he could come.haha..the more the merrier mah.Then took NEL...(FOR THE 1ST TIME).Kaoz..I really felt like a moutain tortoise..bth.Quite cool..v.fast also.The dhoby gaut station is like a MAZE.Kaoz..I really damn sua ku..haha.If got time must really EXPLORE the place...lolx.Our intention was to go PS and watch.Sadly..only left the 3rd row.We decided not to watch @ PS..instead..head over to Lido.Lido was cool.We got fantastic places..yeah..near the toilet..zzzzz.Actually not bad la..at least the front ppl nt kp.But b4 we enter the cinema got this bunch of malay guys ..sibeh extra loh.Watch them eat their popcorn v.funny..like juz release frm starvation camp.Kaoz..eat like pig.When allow to enter the cinema..they all like make such a lot of noises loh.Then everybody is like..staring at them.zzz.Dun understand...this show is a chinese show..how come they chose to watch this movie ?..Not say i racist or wat la..but hor..u mean they understand wat the hell is toking meh.Lame..aiya ..watever..juz some thrash...society rubbish.Let them rot in hell..who cares..=X

Back to the movie..wah !...lots of effects and stunts loh.The fighting stunts v.cool.Twins (Gillian & Charlene) DAMN CHIO LOH !..Kaoz..begin to like them liao.especially Gillian.wahahha.Dun like Edison Chen..but got to admit he v.gd -looking in the show.Not to forget Ekin Cheng..and the extras like Anthony Wong..Karen Mok..Jackie Chan.Damn funny..they all..some parts laugh till pengz. =D.

About the film
Gillian Chung and Charlene Choi, popularly known as 'Twins', are Asia's hottest pop act. In their action movie debut, they play a pair of vampire slayers bonded in blood as they take on an ancient evil. Guiding them in their battle is a high-kicking Hong Kong paramedic, played, in a special appearance, by international action superstar Jackie Chan. Behind the camera, the film combines the talents of award-winning filmmaker Dante Lam, from 'Beast Cops', and action director Donnie Yen, of 'Blade 2'.

Also in the cast are Ekin Cheng, from the sfx actioner 'Stormriders', teen idol Edison Chen, of 'Gen-Y Cops' fame, Josie Ho, from the Cannes Festival-nominated 'Tai Tai', and Anthony Wong, the award-winning actor from 'Beast Cops'. Swiss-born European actor Mickey Hardt, star of the German action TV series 'Der Puma', plays the villain of the piece.

"The Twins Effect" is the latest actioner from EMG, producers of the forthcoming US$40m Jackie Chan blockbuster 'Highbinders', and was shot on location in Hong Kong and Thailand.


Synopsis
Ace vampire slayer Reeve (Ekin Cheng) tracks his arch-enemy, the Duke Dekotes (Mickey Hardt) to Hong Kong. The Duke is hunting for Kazaf (Edison Chen), the fifth prince of the vampire nation. With Kazaf's blood and the ancient vampire bible, the Duke will bring a new age of darkness. On arrival, Reeve learns that he has a new partner, a feisty but inexperienced young beauty named Gypsy (Gillian Chung). Matters are further complicated when Reeve's innocent younger sister, Helen (Charlene Choi), develops a romantic relationship with Kazaf. With all the odds against them, our heroes get some unexpected help in the form of high-kicking paramedic Jackie Fong (Jackie Chan). In a high impact final reel, Reeve, Gypsy and Helen join forces to fight the Duke and his minions¡K

Horror, comedy and high impact martial arts action collide in 'The Twins Effect'!

Is really a nice show..recommendable.No harm spending time and money watching this type of movie.Action pack..yet is nice.The only thing is..the vampires at the v.beginning seems so diff. to kill..but ending where Twins slashed slashed here and there..they looked so simple to kill..zzz.Twins Effects..as they said..is a movie tt promotes largely on Twins nia.Meaning of twins effects are becoz they combined their power to kill the duke...I guessed.Had some sad scenes too..like the part where Gypsy killed Reeve with her own hands..imagine..killing ur beloved with ur own hands.Also the part where Helen risked her life..just to get Kazaf some food..her anxiousness..and fear..all showed clearly her feelings towards him...And the part where Kazaf confesses to Helen he is a vampire..etc.V.touching.

After the movie went home liao.Sian..the rest dun 1 ton.No kick...zzzzz.Reach home around 2:10 a.m.Basket.SO EARLY.

Yawns..Slping liao..tired......Gd 'Nitez'......zzzzzzz

Hey Hey !...Fun day today !. =DD.Woke up later today.6++.Decided to take a cab today.Hahah..feeling rich today ,I guess.Went sch 1st to take the stupid Chinese LC.Kaoz...Duration they put is 2 hrs loh..then ended up last 30 mins nia.Just as I expected.Easy paper.Full marks..if everything goes well.Haha..went to eat 1st b4 going back to my old hse there play bball with alvin..jackson...brendon and wenfeng and zl.Kaoz..so many peicai ppl loh.Those thrash..not those decent 1s..zzz.Decided to head over to my hse there..the bball court..also packed..in the end went to zl hse there play.Play and play..then suddenly got Yen Zi and BEST OGL Angela.Sianz.Recently in conflict with SY loh.=X..Greet Angela but nv greet her.Cant b bothered.Didnt tok to her at all. Went for lunch with the rest b4 heading to Zl hse for some PS Games.Play till 7 5 ++ b4 heading back for home.

Later going to watch midnite with ZL ..Alvin...Kenneth..!..Possibly with bouncer and jackson and wen cui too.
Hahah..so many times later movies 1st time with them loh.Finally they r so ON..haha...Be back later to update !..=DD

Another slacking day.Woke up @ 1 p.m. Went into msn happen to find bouncer and alvin lim inside.So tok to them.Chat for a while b4 went to wash up..had late lunch.Watch wan quan yu le.Lolx..so long nv watch le.Wang ren fu and zhang shan wei still as lame as ever..haha.After tt continue do the html stuff for my web.Abt to finish liao..ah ha.I know I have said tt a lot of times.95 % completed ?...lolx..reminds me of NY building.Stupid contractor bankrupt.Basket.Thanks to it we had to do exams at the old building. =X

Evening time went amk slack and loiter around.No new stuff to buy.Boring.Saw Cherrie with her grp of frens @ S-11 there.Hang around to chat with them b4 I headed over to my usual fav arcade. Saw Yong Jun there swaying away at the para para machine.Kaoz.Wat a coincidence.Bump into 2 person @ 1 day.Didnt call out to him.Cant be bothered.Play a few rounds of fighting games.Snk included.Argh..skills like shit ..keep on losing.After tt qia bo baleh kampong liao.

Haiz.amk.Is so near her hse loh.Got the urge to go and find her.But then.........forget it.It 's never meant to be anyway.
..................Try to call her but nobody picks up.Not surprise.Is this wat u call fate ?.....
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Sianz...tml still got the stupid LC ..frm 8 to 10.Kaoz..LC need so much time meh ?..weird loh.Guess must wait or wat.For my opinion..around 30 mins enough liao loh..kaoz..still 2 hrs..zzzzzzzz
Tink I go koon liao la..after confirm abt the bball thing with the others. Nitez..zzzzzZzzZzzzzzz

Sian..wat a day today.Bored to death.No dates no nothing.Woke up @ 12 +.Basically do nth ..slack the whole day in my room listen to songs and arranging all my stuff.Kaoz..so messy.Had late lunch + breakfast combined together.Lolx.Also did my webby..haiz..dunno when can launch.I am still figuring out some html codes for both blogs and web.Basket.I am a comp idiot.
Today keep on listening to the same songs..dunno y.Haiz...strange.4 songs out of 450++ songs in my list.Weird huh ?..
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1) Who Do U Love--------> The Moffatts
2) Hao Xin Fen Shou------> Wang Lee Hom & Lu Qiao Ying
3) Huang Hun--------------> Zhou Zhuan Xiong aka Xiao Gang
4) Di Yi Ci-------------------->Guang Liang

All sad sad songs......haiz...Saded.Makes me even worst.
A mighty pain to love it is, tis a pain that pain to miss; but of all the pains, the greatest pain is to love, but love in vain.------->My new nick in msn.
Really suits me.
Actually wanted to call her..but....i didnt.Instead..I switch off my phone instead. =X
Thinking of her..but does she noes ?..Nah..she doesnt..I am sure.
Bored. Moody. I tink I will juz isolate myself today and tml..slack in my room stare @ for walls.Hope tt after Sat I am ok..continue to my usual self.
Oh ya..actually plan for midnite movie 1..but then..all beh on.Expected.Not surprised.Mayb see how..on sat then say..
Piss by Shi Yen today.Basket.Eh..charbo..is not funny loh..the things u say.Tok to Gin juz now..lol..trying to physco her nt to be an extra go arrange do PW. Haha..let me relax this long weekend mah. =X

Bored Bored Bored.....zzzzz

BACK !...Wah..finally back.Miss blogging !.Nv blog for so many wks le.Sianz..Just finish mid-yr exams. *sighs*..I AM DONE FOR.Yeah. I am dead. Sianz..these 3 days...haiz..i dunno how i survived it.Pull through it , no doubt.But then I dont have the satisfaction of completing exams ..ya noe ?...*bleah*...sucks.

Monday (30th June)---->GP : Basically quite ok.The paper 1 compo..arrrrrr..realised my general knowledge sucks to the core.Paid the price of not reading newspapers but instead search for entertainment news..i guessed.Paper 2..was easy...to me..can score..really hope I do.If nv pass GP..I wonder wat am I doing in NY..really..=x

Tuesday (1st July )--->AO MATHS : sucks..SUCKS..SUCKS ! Not enough practise...couldnt grasp the concepts well.Never really studied.Strange huh ?..normally I did my tutorials..then everytime exams/tests I fumble.Basket..2nd time liao..I stoned there struggling..Argh..I am not cut out to be a maths student.If i took the frigging subject back in Os..now i would already take GSC and acing thru it..=X
---->Econs.....no better.Lagi worse.Last minute study doesnt HELP at all.It makes u worst.Screw up everything..especially the essay paper.Can u believe tt i did 2 QUES when only REQUIRES to DO 1 QUES ?!?!..Argh..I am blind. Bastard. Just hate myself for being such fool..=X

Wednesday (2nd July )--->CLA : Paper 1--->Perhaps my strongest subject.I did everything all gd except the last ques which stood for 20 marks.I only list out 3 pts. AR !..time management..time management. Paper 2--->Easy...but I hate the comprehension. Nearly fell asleep while doing it.Lousy passage.I tot I was early but nope..in the end rush thru last Ques of comprehension and chang wen shuo duan.Kaoz. Guarantee pass..but question is..can I get high marks ?..give me B..I jump up and down.

----->History : Same like econs.Banked on this subject to pass..but seems like cannot.Smoke thru.Cant believe it.Guess I paid the price again of not eating everything earlier.Reading thru is no use.=X


HOW ?!?!!..argh. I see myself failing 3 subjects. I see myself giving the black face to every1 nx wk upon collecting back. I see myself being angry.Wat the use to regret now ?..
Eh..bastard. U shld have start preparations earlier.Not last min.Imagine the day b4 a major exam can still be online.Yah..tt me..lame huh ?..=X..tt me..

Went home after exams finished.See others like satisfied. I look at myself and my efforts.I have no comments.=X
Rest for a while b4 changing to outside clothes.Met Yanting to return her the stuff i owed her.Then took a cab went bugis find jie. We went shopping Bought some stufs @ Bugis village. Haiz..tat shop nv open.Basket.So suay.Bugis getting more and more boring. Especially 'THE EDGE' .It simply sucks.all expensive stuffs aside.There doesnt seemed to have anything nice to me.Except mayb..77th street.But then also limited company. zzzz

Haiz...nowadays really no motivation.Dunno y. Sianz...dunno wat has come to me.Life seems so sucking..Boring..

Moodless.
She seems so near ...yet..everytime have to watch her afar...quietly admiring....It pains when there isnt a chance to express ur feelings....

Haiz..forget it..Life juz sucks.

Hiyo !