School was alright today. Had CT and the class was alright.Still in 04A6.The original A6 ppl now left only me , Serene and Big Head Doll (Pronounce it in chinese. LOL).Even though is not exactly the fun-loving type but perhaps is better because will have more study atmosphere. Can motivate the easily slack me to push myself to strive hard. Yup. And luckily my CT is not Kellett as feared. PHEW. Is Mrs Leong. Good..haha..because by the look of her I doubt she will care much abt stuffs like hair check or wat. =)
After school went home and changed and met up with CG to go TJC.It 's my 2nd time there.He wanted to meet his friend but ended when we reached there ..yup..we saw her but she said that she still have lessons.We didnt stayed long either.After a while left TJ for Grandlink.Is been really long since I last stepped into my 2nd home.Haha. And me and CG like go picnic..bought food (2 bubble tea each and snacks) to eat while poking balls.Took the session today but not as satisfying as the previous session at Mambo.Then lame with CG..sibeh kp..haha..all the way till 7 then left for home. Nice day today.
Haven recover from my cough yet. Haiz. And is killing me and my sleep.
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Monday, March 29, 2004
hiyo...it's been long since I really blogged something..lolz..for the first time I am blogging using 1 of the computers in the school library.Finally the school did something satisfying..haha...upgrading the comps to Window XP.I have no lesson today..actually yes but only one hour of CLA which most probably they will repeat the 6 poems & translations.Dun think I will appear..lolz..I guess the purpose of coming today is to avoid staying at home.Maybe meeting up my bros during break time.Maybe do some revision later in the lib. Maybe meeting Shirlin for lunch later. Shall see.
Hmm..for the past week I had been down coz of all the stupid viruses attacking me.I thought that I had fully recovered on tuesday but on thursday the fever came back and this time cough and flu also joined in the party against me.Then went to see doctor and now left with cough.These few days because of cough I couldnt really sleep..damn..lost my precious sleep.So forget about the part about me not being down so easy.Guess I am not as strong as I thought I am. Haha.
Shang Jing told me that he is in the same class with Qing Hua in HCJC...haha..happy for my 2 pals.They can now gay with each other for the next 2 yrs..lolz..jk.And he owes me 1 HC T-shirt. haha.
Have not been galivanting out on the streets lately.Guess the plus side is that I managed to finally start saving some money..haiz..a lot of things I wanna buy. A new basketball , Ayumi 's Complete Clip Box , S.H.E 's 2 Versions Magical Journey Album..and...more clothes.I am always not satisfied with my wardrobe. haha.
Then yesterday watched the Channel U couple 's wedding on TV.It was very grand and fantasy. Although personally I felt is a bit extravagant but nevertheless is very very sweet. 2 person who is deeply in love with each other stepping onto the other end of the red carpet together.How romantic..and make people envy too by the true love they had for each other...haiz..including me too. aha.
I guess I am still waiting for yi1 ge4 bei4 wo3 gan3 dong4 de ren2 and vice versa to appear.No hurry.Patience
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Yu Jian (Sun Yanzi)
Hearing winter's departure , I wake up on a certain month of a certain year.
I wonder, I wait, I look forward, but the future can't undertake such arrangements.
On the evening of an overcast day,
A person from the future awaits outside the car window.
Looking to the left, right and straight ahead ,
How many turns must love make before it arrives?
Who will I meet, and what type of conversations would arise?
The one I'm waiting for, how far in the future is she?
I hear the wind originating from the subways and crowd,
I stand in the queue, holding a number tag of love.
I fly ahead,and past the tides of time. We have often been hurt amidst love too.
I gaze at the road. The gateway to (my) dreams seems so narrow ,
To meet you would be the most beautiful accident.
The day will eventually come, the day my riddle would be unravelled.
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Hmm..for the past week I had been down coz of all the stupid viruses attacking me.I thought that I had fully recovered on tuesday but on thursday the fever came back and this time cough and flu also joined in the party against me.Then went to see doctor and now left with cough.These few days because of cough I couldnt really sleep..damn..lost my precious sleep.So forget about the part about me not being down so easy.Guess I am not as strong as I thought I am. Haha.
Shang Jing told me that he is in the same class with Qing Hua in HCJC...haha..happy for my 2 pals.They can now gay with each other for the next 2 yrs..lolz..jk.And he owes me 1 HC T-shirt. haha.
Have not been galivanting out on the streets lately.Guess the plus side is that I managed to finally start saving some money..haiz..a lot of things I wanna buy. A new basketball , Ayumi 's Complete Clip Box , S.H.E 's 2 Versions Magical Journey Album..and...more clothes.I am always not satisfied with my wardrobe. haha.
Then yesterday watched the Channel U couple 's wedding on TV.It was very grand and fantasy. Although personally I felt is a bit extravagant but nevertheless is very very sweet. 2 person who is deeply in love with each other stepping onto the other end of the red carpet together.How romantic..and make people envy too by the true love they had for each other...haiz..including me too. aha.
I guess I am still waiting for yi1 ge4 bei4 wo3 gan3 dong4 de ren2 and vice versa to appear.No hurry.Patience
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Yu Jian (Sun Yanzi)
Hearing winter's departure , I wake up on a certain month of a certain year.
I wonder, I wait, I look forward, but the future can't undertake such arrangements.
On the evening of an overcast day,
A person from the future awaits outside the car window.
Looking to the left, right and straight ahead ,
How many turns must love make before it arrives?
Who will I meet, and what type of conversations would arise?
The one I'm waiting for, how far in the future is she?
I hear the wind originating from the subways and crowd,
I stand in the queue, holding a number tag of love.
I fly ahead,and past the tides of time. We have often been hurt amidst love too.
I gaze at the road. The gateway to (my) dreams seems so narrow ,
To meet you would be the most beautiful accident.
The day will eventually come, the day my riddle would be unravelled.
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Friday, March 26, 2004
The story of my life
Night falls
And you are in my dreams
So real
You are still here
Day breaks
And the hope that seems
So real
Seems to disappear
And I wake up with the missing words
That would have made you stay
And although I learned my lesson late
At least I'm on my way
But a voice inside me says
I should have been here yesterday
Ain't that just
The story of my life
After it's too late I find the key
Ain't that just
The story of my life
I pray it's not too late for you and me
I know
It will all work out
Someday
Lord knows when
Somehow
I will fight the doubt
Sheer will
Keeps me sane 'til then
When I look at the horizon
I can see you bright and clear
My mistakes are all behind me
A new chapter's drawing near
And I may have missed the boat
But I can meet you at the pier
Ain't that just
The story of my life
Still no one knows what we're heading to
And I trust
The story of my life
Will have a happy end when I'm with you
This doesn't have to end up as a tragedy
Or need to be a melancholy tale
And though I never seem to choose the easy path
I try and fail
But we'll prevail
Ain't that just
The story of my life
It will all be worth what I've been through
For I trust
The story of my life
Will reach a happy end when I'm with you
Night falls
And you're in my dreams
It's the story of my life.
Night falls
And you are in my dreams
So real
You are still here
Day breaks
And the hope that seems
So real
Seems to disappear
And I wake up with the missing words
That would have made you stay
And although I learned my lesson late
At least I'm on my way
But a voice inside me says
I should have been here yesterday
Ain't that just
The story of my life
After it's too late I find the key
Ain't that just
The story of my life
I pray it's not too late for you and me
I know
It will all work out
Someday
Lord knows when
Somehow
I will fight the doubt
Sheer will
Keeps me sane 'til then
When I look at the horizon
I can see you bright and clear
My mistakes are all behind me
A new chapter's drawing near
And I may have missed the boat
But I can meet you at the pier
Ain't that just
The story of my life
Still no one knows what we're heading to
And I trust
The story of my life
Will have a happy end when I'm with you
This doesn't have to end up as a tragedy
Or need to be a melancholy tale
And though I never seem to choose the easy path
I try and fail
But we'll prevail
Ain't that just
The story of my life
It will all be worth what I've been through
For I trust
The story of my life
Will reach a happy end when I'm with you
Night falls
And you're in my dreams
It's the story of my life.
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
I have recovered from the fever I had over the last few days of the holidays.It was hell , really.Especially wont forget the experience of dragging myself from town all the way back home with sensational headache and stinging hotness overpowering the entire me on friday and saturday.Yup.So is back to me again. ME. lolz. I am not down so easy man. Hahah..
Anyway is the start of term 2 and these few days were boring.Left school early and yesterday had time to meet up with Shirlin and Yong Jun for lunch at Novena.Saw Bouncer and his friends on the bus while on the way to MRT.Then I shopped around at Toa Payoh HDB Hub area alone then back home.Hmm..today was with Poh Keong the whole day. We are really two of a kind. Not enthu of stuffs but I really cant bring myself to be zealous on all these anyway.And at the end of the day my day was spoiled while talking to one imbecile freak.Initially I wanna kp but I thought better of it.I saved my comments instead.Wont let myself be affected by an idiot and her bitchy arrogance.Is hard to swallow..yeah..but I know I will prove to all those people who kua suay me that I will eventually make my mark one day.
I will have my own world one day.
Cut my hair at Hair Profile last Friday and it was not bad. I am impressed by the bunch of hairstylists and assistants.Very professional indeed but I dun tink I will go back there again unless it happens to be during the hols.Shall stick to Neo Geo from now on. I dunno if my hair spells trouble..is in the process of growing long to another style coz I wanna a diff way of styling and spiking so I dunno how to describe how it looks like. But let 's hope nobody catch me with long sideburns or long back or anything especially my "good friends" from the PE department.And I dun tink my colour now is that obvious even though ppl told me is still quite. Haha. *shrugs*
Their tone..their comical attacks ..and my self-contemptuous mind ..
Overcome them.
Anyway is the start of term 2 and these few days were boring.Left school early and yesterday had time to meet up with Shirlin and Yong Jun for lunch at Novena.Saw Bouncer and his friends on the bus while on the way to MRT.Then I shopped around at Toa Payoh HDB Hub area alone then back home.Hmm..today was with Poh Keong the whole day. We are really two of a kind. Not enthu of stuffs but I really cant bring myself to be zealous on all these anyway.And at the end of the day my day was spoiled while talking to one imbecile freak.Initially I wanna kp but I thought better of it.I saved my comments instead.Wont let myself be affected by an idiot and her bitchy arrogance.Is hard to swallow..yeah..but I know I will prove to all those people who kua suay me that I will eventually make my mark one day.
I will have my own world one day.
Cut my hair at Hair Profile last Friday and it was not bad. I am impressed by the bunch of hairstylists and assistants.Very professional indeed but I dun tink I will go back there again unless it happens to be during the hols.Shall stick to Neo Geo from now on. I dunno if my hair spells trouble..is in the process of growing long to another style coz I wanna a diff way of styling and spiking so I dunno how to describe how it looks like. But let 's hope nobody catch me with long sideburns or long back or anything especially my "good friends" from the PE department.And I dun tink my colour now is that obvious even though ppl told me is still quite. Haha. *shrugs*
Their tone..their comical attacks ..and my self-contemptuous mind ..
Overcome them.
Saturday, March 20, 2004
I am officially down with a high fever.
Damn.
Damn.
Thursday, March 18, 2004
These few days I have been catching up with my work and all.Hmm..wanna get a headstart when term 2 starts.Then yesterday afternoon went to Jeff 's house to hang out..Winning 11 as usual and yay..I thrashed him.Muaha.Besides that , he showed me a lot of his own brilliant compo stuffs..I was truly awe.Made me really wang4 chen2 mo4 ji2.My proficiency in both languages sucks to be frank.Argh.
Been enlightened a lot by those around me.They made me realised that I am really fortunate.Even though I am not exactly the happiest person on earth neither do I have everything I want but compared to others less fortunate , I should be contented le.I am lucky that I have my family and friends to be there for me too.Thanks a lot , pals.Especially to James Kor who talked sense into me the whole night yesterday.He told me that humility is not to deny one's strengths...but to accept one's weakness.and to deny ur strength is pride.True.Thanks Kor. I will learn to shed away my stubborness in my thinking , albeit hard.But still , I am determine to snap out of this state I am currently in.Is better to suffer setbacks now rather than in future.Because I didn't lose everything , I learnt something in fact. And I can do it , this I believe.
wo3 hui4 xue2 zhe ai4 xi1 wo3 zi4 ji3. Then can I have the right to love others.And I really need to focus on wat I am aiming for in life.I guess..the rest just let nature takes its course.If I said I have completely forgotten everything , it is a lie.I haven.It 's been nearly a month since we last talked and I wander how is she doing.Time will tell , this I believe.
Patience.
I changed my midi le. Enough of the depressing sound.
Anyway just now went to Goodwood Park Hotel with Mom , Auntie Esther and Jie to eat buffet.Ate until wanna explode le.LOLz.Not bad la..the food..but still preferred the buffet at Plaza Hotel.Then saw so many high class people wore until so high class..all speaking zai ang moh language..hmm..not used to it.I mean , I just cannot picture myself like themselves..lolz..dunno wat I talking also.
Here are the pics.
too bz eating.
Cranky..
Jie and me !
my dearest ma and me !
End off with the stupid face of mine
Eunice mei mei told me that my face v.chubby. LOlz. dun care la. neng2 chi1 shi4 fu2. Become yumzai liao. haha. The food is good stuff. shiok.
The rest gonna upload to imagestation soon.
Tml gonna go town cut hair then after that go for pool. Yup.
Been enlightened a lot by those around me.They made me realised that I am really fortunate.Even though I am not exactly the happiest person on earth neither do I have everything I want but compared to others less fortunate , I should be contented le.I am lucky that I have my family and friends to be there for me too.Thanks a lot , pals.Especially to James Kor who talked sense into me the whole night yesterday.He told me that humility is not to deny one's strengths...but to accept one's weakness.and to deny ur strength is pride.True.Thanks Kor. I will learn to shed away my stubborness in my thinking , albeit hard.But still , I am determine to snap out of this state I am currently in.Is better to suffer setbacks now rather than in future.Because I didn't lose everything , I learnt something in fact. And I can do it , this I believe.
wo3 hui4 xue2 zhe ai4 xi1 wo3 zi4 ji3. Then can I have the right to love others.And I really need to focus on wat I am aiming for in life.I guess..the rest just let nature takes its course.If I said I have completely forgotten everything , it is a lie.I haven.It 's been nearly a month since we last talked and I wander how is she doing.Time will tell , this I believe.
Patience.
I changed my midi le. Enough of the depressing sound.
Anyway just now went to Goodwood Park Hotel with Mom , Auntie Esther and Jie to eat buffet.Ate until wanna explode le.LOLz.Not bad la..the food..but still preferred the buffet at Plaza Hotel.Then saw so many high class people wore until so high class..all speaking zai ang moh language..hmm..not used to it.I mean , I just cannot picture myself like themselves..lolz..dunno wat I talking also.
Here are the pics.
too bz eating.
Cranky..
Jie and me !
my dearest ma and me !
End off with the stupid face of mine
Eunice mei mei told me that my face v.chubby. LOlz. dun care la. neng2 chi1 shi4 fu2. Become yumzai liao. haha. The food is good stuff. shiok.
The rest gonna upload to imagestation soon.
Tml gonna go town cut hair then after that go for pool. Yup.
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Story Of Fate & Enlightenment.
There was a scholar who was to marry his fiancee, but on the day of marriage, his fiancee changed her mind and married someone else. The scholar was devastated and fell ill. His family seek all kinds of medical treatment for him, but still he showed no sign of recovery. They were about to give up hope on him when a wandering monk passed by. After learning about the scholar's condition, the monk walked to the
scholar's bed and took out a mirror for the dying man to see.
In the mirror, the scholar saw a vast ocean, and the naked body of a
murdered woman lay on the beach. A man passed by, looked at the
body, shook his head and left. Another man who passed by saw the body, took off
his robes to cover the body and left. Finally came a man passing by who saw the body, dug a hole and laid the body carefully to rest before burying it.
The scene in the mirror suddenly changed. The scholar saw his fiancee in a nuptial chamber and another man was lifting her wedding veil...
The scholar blinked at the monk, confused.
Slowly the monk explained, "The woman whose body you saw on the beach was your fiancee in her previous life. In your previous life, you were the second man who gave her his robes to cover her body. To repay your kindness in this lifetime, she loved you for a period of time and became your fiancee. However, ultimately the man whose favor she has to return for the rest of her life is the third man who buried her. And that man is now her husband."
Enlightened, the scholar sat up and recovered from his depression.
It is truly amazing -- this thing called "Fate".
There was a movie in which the theme song went like this: "You can say it is a big world, you can say it is a small world. But for the promise of this lifetime, we shall spend our entire lives to fulfil."
All of us are in this big grand masquerade, among the throng of people, we seek expectantly... in that electrifying moment when our fingers touch, the masks are removed to reveal our true selves.
Before this moment, we were drifting aimlessly, not knowing what we really wanted. Till you meet this particular person, you finally realize what you really want is not what you have wished for in the first place. It amazes you that standing in front of this person is a different you! You without any mask!
Fate is not something meant to be forced upon. What is yours will eventually come to your arms; what is not yours will never come to be. In any case, we should not lose heart and give up on our hopes for love that is true, good and beautiful.
The value of life, in a certain sense, is determined by the maturity of how we love. Of how we give and accept love.
Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...
Time is Eternity.
There was a scholar who was to marry his fiancee, but on the day of marriage, his fiancee changed her mind and married someone else. The scholar was devastated and fell ill. His family seek all kinds of medical treatment for him, but still he showed no sign of recovery. They were about to give up hope on him when a wandering monk passed by. After learning about the scholar's condition, the monk walked to the
scholar's bed and took out a mirror for the dying man to see.
In the mirror, the scholar saw a vast ocean, and the naked body of a
murdered woman lay on the beach. A man passed by, looked at the
body, shook his head and left. Another man who passed by saw the body, took off
his robes to cover the body and left. Finally came a man passing by who saw the body, dug a hole and laid the body carefully to rest before burying it.
The scene in the mirror suddenly changed. The scholar saw his fiancee in a nuptial chamber and another man was lifting her wedding veil...
The scholar blinked at the monk, confused.
Slowly the monk explained, "The woman whose body you saw on the beach was your fiancee in her previous life. In your previous life, you were the second man who gave her his robes to cover her body. To repay your kindness in this lifetime, she loved you for a period of time and became your fiancee. However, ultimately the man whose favor she has to return for the rest of her life is the third man who buried her. And that man is now her husband."
Enlightened, the scholar sat up and recovered from his depression.
It is truly amazing -- this thing called "Fate".
There was a movie in which the theme song went like this: "You can say it is a big world, you can say it is a small world. But for the promise of this lifetime, we shall spend our entire lives to fulfil."
All of us are in this big grand masquerade, among the throng of people, we seek expectantly... in that electrifying moment when our fingers touch, the masks are removed to reveal our true selves.
Before this moment, we were drifting aimlessly, not knowing what we really wanted. Till you meet this particular person, you finally realize what you really want is not what you have wished for in the first place. It amazes you that standing in front of this person is a different you! You without any mask!
Fate is not something meant to be forced upon. What is yours will eventually come to your arms; what is not yours will never come to be. In any case, we should not lose heart and give up on our hopes for love that is true, good and beautiful.
The value of life, in a certain sense, is determined by the maturity of how we love. Of how we give and accept love.
Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...
Time is Eternity.
Monday, March 15, 2004
Will just summarise everything in a nutshell.
Pool at SSC and Bball at SRJC with CG today. Quite a fun and fulfilling day..considered that I did 2 of my most favourite activities in a single day.Both of us were in SAJC 's Venn house t-shirt (that time bought as souvenirs..)..v. XL..lolz.And XL is the size I wore loh..so can imagine machiam like wearing machi didi 's clothes. But I like la..I find it nice to wear baggy for a change even though hip-hop is not my style and fashion route.Then the SSC auntie v.funny..she asked me "wah..u change t-shirt again ah?" ..coz I appeared there in AJ..NY shirts b4..lolz.Super suan. zz.Quite satisfied with my performances in these two activities today but room for improvement as usual.Especially bball.My stamina like sai4.Gotta improve.
Here Without You
A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It get hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
But tonight girl it's only you and me
This song like keep playing in my head these few days.Actually when I 1st heard this song it doesnt really carved out to be a gd song which is worth to be mentioned but then dunno y after hearing a few more times my opinion of this song changed.Maybe that time at TJC 's carnival when they played this song as their encore helped.Definitely one of the few english songs I like.Great song , especially the lyrics.
I wander within a hundred days wat will happen.Will probably felt even worse than being older.
Pool at SSC and Bball at SRJC with CG today. Quite a fun and fulfilling day..considered that I did 2 of my most favourite activities in a single day.Both of us were in SAJC 's Venn house t-shirt (that time bought as souvenirs..)..v. XL..lolz.And XL is the size I wore loh..so can imagine machiam like wearing machi didi 's clothes. But I like la..I find it nice to wear baggy for a change even though hip-hop is not my style and fashion route.Then the SSC auntie v.funny..she asked me "wah..u change t-shirt again ah?" ..coz I appeared there in AJ..NY shirts b4..lolz.Super suan. zz.Quite satisfied with my performances in these two activities today but room for improvement as usual.Especially bball.My stamina like sai4.Gotta improve.
Here Without You
A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It get hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
But tonight girl it's only you and me
This song like keep playing in my head these few days.Actually when I 1st heard this song it doesnt really carved out to be a gd song which is worth to be mentioned but then dunno y after hearing a few more times my opinion of this song changed.Maybe that time at TJC 's carnival when they played this song as their encore helped.Definitely one of the few english songs I like.Great song , especially the lyrics.
I wander within a hundred days wat will happen.Will probably felt even worse than being older.
Sunday, March 14, 2004
Yesterday met up with CG at 3+ and proceeded to Bugis.Went there to walk around and...we just walked around aimlessly in Bugis then went to Bugis Village..then walked passed si4 ma3 lu4 there so just shun4 lu4 went to the temple to bai4 bai4.Then went to Sim Lim Square to shop around.Then came back to Bugis..was v.surprised to receive Zhenling 's call coz I didnt noe he came down to Bugis so we just met for a while and chatted.Then we left.Yeah.Eventually we left Bugis close to 7 and he went off to meet his friend while me and CG took 133 back to NY for the "Odyssey".I was reluctant to leave to be honest.But I supposed my existence does not serve any importance anyway.Is more of a hindrance.Maybe not to disturb is my tenderness ba.
Was raining heavily while on the way to NY and my thoughts were like the rain..xi1 xi1 li4 li4.Then arrived le saw CG 's angel sitting alone at the bus-stop there.This is really fate.But they nv say anything to each other.Haiz..dunno wat is he tinking sometimes.Then went to join Fengji and watched Odyssey by the English Drama Club.Though I dun really noe how to appreciate ang moh production but I must really say is really not bad..as nice as bai2 yun2 gang1.Their theme was "what does it mean , to love , to live ? " Yeah.Really sets me to ponder..and tink and tink..
The whole thing ended around 9:45 p.m. then we went to SSC for pool but was too packed so we ended in Monster Cue.And CG for the FIRST time WON me by one game.Haha..he is the no. 1 kio sai king la.But he played well yday ..haha..gd for him.Then managed to pia the last train and last bus home. Phew. Saved the energy and the dread of having to walk home from SR MRT.
And is super irritating when ppl cant make up their mind whether to go out anot and cannot even at least bothered to confirm either yes or no as they gave their word they will confirm.Is as if I am inviting a dua pai.Is courtesy to at least inform loh , for christ 's sake.
Pics taken yday.
Me and Evon
Another 1
The xia lan me..
Last but not least ..the sticker I got from donating to the Handicaps Association.
I look damn ugly.
Seriously , I am v. zi bei over my looks. No wonder ppl are scared off by me. Haa.
不想太多了..go zzz.Tml going to train bball.
Was raining heavily while on the way to NY and my thoughts were like the rain..xi1 xi1 li4 li4.Then arrived le saw CG 's angel sitting alone at the bus-stop there.This is really fate.But they nv say anything to each other.Haiz..dunno wat is he tinking sometimes.Then went to join Fengji and watched Odyssey by the English Drama Club.Though I dun really noe how to appreciate ang moh production but I must really say is really not bad..as nice as bai2 yun2 gang1.Their theme was "what does it mean , to love , to live ? " Yeah.Really sets me to ponder..and tink and tink..
The whole thing ended around 9:45 p.m. then we went to SSC for pool but was too packed so we ended in Monster Cue.And CG for the FIRST time WON me by one game.Haha..he is the no. 1 kio sai king la.But he played well yday ..haha..gd for him.Then managed to pia the last train and last bus home. Phew. Saved the energy and the dread of having to walk home from SR MRT.
And is super irritating when ppl cant make up their mind whether to go out anot and cannot even at least bothered to confirm either yes or no as they gave their word they will confirm.Is as if I am inviting a dua pai.Is courtesy to at least inform loh , for christ 's sake.
Pics taken yday.
Me and Evon
Another 1
The xia lan me..
Last but not least ..the sticker I got from donating to the Handicaps Association.
I look damn ugly.
Seriously , I am v. zi bei over my looks. No wonder ppl are scared off by me. Haa.
不想太多了..go zzz.Tml going to train bball.
Friday, March 12, 2004
How time flies.
Today was quite an emotional day.All of us that were present today wore the class t-shirts.The more I look at the t-shirt the more I tink is v.nice.It 's designed by the girls (we boys just slacked around..lolz..).Is actually a blue-inked-drawn boy in front of the tee and a pink-inked-drawn girl behind for the boys and vice-versa for the girls.All the t-shirts are black.Took some photos too.First 3 months going to be over le.Tian xia mei you bu shan de yan xi and all of us are going to fen dao yang biao regardless whether staying or leaving but I am sure the friendships among all of us will continue.04A6 rocks.
Anyway today went SSC for pool with my clique SJ ,PK and QH after school.SJ and PK left earlier while me and QH continued till 3+ then left for home.S.H.E was in town today for autograph session and once again I didnt turn up.Haiz.I noe either tml or some day Kelvin and Eunice mei mei they all sure come kp me why I fly aeroplane everytime.Not that I dun want to go..but I haven buy their album yet.Cant expect me to burn a cd with their songs and let them sign..(they will sure have a fit if they see piracy..haha..).Moreover , I guessed I dun have the mood.Next event I will go la..haa.Dunno.Nvm..mom took off today so I accompanied her buy things and eat dinner.1 week mu zi liang only eat together like once? twice ? how sad loh.I probably should cut down on galivanting too much outside and try to stay in for dinner more often.Not probably , but a must.
There 's always some stuffs I dun understand.
But the irony is , I was able to riddle out some light of it.The more facts made known , the greater the fear that tears wont be able to hold once again.
Your words really hurt me a lot.Maybe u dun meant it.Maybe u heard it wrongly.Maybe u misintepreted wrongly.I dunno. I really dun.Time will tell , I am sure. And I am waiting.
Anyway tml night I am going for the Odyssey by the English Drama Club.Last week went for bai yun gang then this week go for this..ha.Free admission for me for both consecutive saturdays le.Hah.
Today was quite an emotional day.All of us that were present today wore the class t-shirts.The more I look at the t-shirt the more I tink is v.nice.It 's designed by the girls (we boys just slacked around..lolz..).Is actually a blue-inked-drawn boy in front of the tee and a pink-inked-drawn girl behind for the boys and vice-versa for the girls.All the t-shirts are black.Took some photos too.First 3 months going to be over le.Tian xia mei you bu shan de yan xi and all of us are going to fen dao yang biao regardless whether staying or leaving but I am sure the friendships among all of us will continue.04A6 rocks.
Anyway today went SSC for pool with my clique SJ ,PK and QH after school.SJ and PK left earlier while me and QH continued till 3+ then left for home.S.H.E was in town today for autograph session and once again I didnt turn up.Haiz.I noe either tml or some day Kelvin and Eunice mei mei they all sure come kp me why I fly aeroplane everytime.Not that I dun want to go..but I haven buy their album yet.Cant expect me to burn a cd with their songs and let them sign..(they will sure have a fit if they see piracy..haha..).Moreover , I guessed I dun have the mood.Next event I will go la..haa.Dunno.Nvm..mom took off today so I accompanied her buy things and eat dinner.1 week mu zi liang only eat together like once? twice ? how sad loh.I probably should cut down on galivanting too much outside and try to stay in for dinner more often.Not probably , but a must.
There 's always some stuffs I dun understand.
But the irony is , I was able to riddle out some light of it.The more facts made known , the greater the fear that tears wont be able to hold once again.
Your words really hurt me a lot.Maybe u dun meant it.Maybe u heard it wrongly.Maybe u misintepreted wrongly.I dunno. I really dun.Time will tell , I am sure. And I am waiting.
Anyway tml night I am going for the Odyssey by the English Drama Club.Last week went for bai yun gang then this week go for this..ha.Free admission for me for both consecutive saturdays le.Hah.
Thursday, March 11, 2004
Serene is such a sweet and thoughtful girl.She wrote notes of well-wishes and gave little flowers to the entire class regardless of whether those who are staying or leaving.Really glad to have her as a friend and a classmate.
Everyday routine again in school and nothing interesting happened as usual.Sorry , but my life is just boring.Pool after school with the 2 ZLs and Bernard at SSC.Today I played like newbie..totally disgusted with my performance.Even my fav shots especially centre pockets regardless whether is qie softly or straight shots couldnt enter smoothly.Damn.
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In conclusion , I am v.v. disappointed..so disappointed that my heart just sank to the bottom pit.
I am just a v. pessimistic person who gave it all to the girl whom I like and cherish the most.
But I was being doubted by my everything , after all.
Everyday routine again in school and nothing interesting happened as usual.Sorry , but my life is just boring.Pool after school with the 2 ZLs and Bernard at SSC.Today I played like newbie..totally disgusted with my performance.Even my fav shots especially centre pockets regardless whether is qie softly or straight shots couldnt enter smoothly.Damn.
The rest of the original content is deleted.Sorry for the editing , but considered that it's a public blog , I have no choice.
In conclusion , I am v.v. disappointed..so disappointed that my heart just sank to the bottom pit.
I am just a v. pessimistic person who gave it all to the girl whom I like and cherish the most.
But I was being doubted by my everything , after all.
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Wat a day today. Was very tired since I had just 4 hrs+ of slp the day before.Lessons as usual today..break time in lib as usual with my pals..SJ didnt come today..v. ps loh.Econs tutorial Lawrence shot me so many questions and I was stumped...sian...but I got hand up his work so kinda shut him up a bit.After school went home rest then changed to bball gear then met up with CG.We went SAJC ! So nice the school.No wonder ppl say that SA is full of funk and life..v.true.Lots of cool people with those type of cool attitude around..and saw a handful of cute girls including the girl who was mandling the bookshop and was smiling at us and all (I didnt made up this..not bian tai till resort to this).So obvious we were crashers.But me and CG are not desperados who go there hunt or stalk or anything la...anyway SA reminded me of NY old building..they also have those container buildings..something like temporary block last year...then the LTs and all.But still , AJ is my no. 1 fav. Always. haha..
Then took NEL back to Kovan then went to Heartland Mall walked about b4 leaving for SRJC for bball..my fav place to train bball now.Dinner at Hougang Mall as usual then left for home.Tiring day.
Wanted to blog more but I will save it for next time.
Then took NEL back to Kovan then went to Heartland Mall walked about b4 leaving for SRJC for bball..my fav place to train bball now.Dinner at Hougang Mall as usual then left for home.Tiring day.
Wanted to blog more but I will save it for next time.
Monday, March 08, 2004
A super rainy day today..from morning till now.Finally got the chance to sit down and blog while sipping my hot cereal. =)
Early in the morning I heard a piece of news that was totally shattering.As if disappointments are not enough..here comes another.I cant believe it..really cannot..
You noe u are wu ke qu dai..nobody can replace your place in my heart..you just noe..really..
Anyway in school today nothing interesting happened so shant elaborate.Reached home early at 2+..then went to SSC for pool with Zhenling.Argh , today 's performance not good at all..to me , that is.Rained whole day and still continue to rain when we stepped out of the building at around 8 p.m. ..haiz..as if I wet le not enough when I reached SSC earlier..this time round drenched again.Both of us took NEL and by the time I reached Serangoon..reached my block..haa..dunno how to describe.Like an english sheepbird as a conclusion.The price of not bringing an umbrella out...but then ok la..not as if I ah gua scared of the rain and being drenched and all..kinda used to it.Take it as the sky is tearing for me.That 's my fav term for raining. Haa.
Today 's monday. Song for the week will be quite an old song..but is a hit song and famous throughout Asia..number 1 K-Song.It 's Huang Hun by Zhou Chuan Xiong.
黄昏
过完整个夏天 忧伤并没有好一些
开车行驶在公路无际无边 有离开自己的感觉
唱不完一首歌 疲倦还剩下黑眼圈 感情的世界
伤害在所难免 黄昏再美终要黑夜依然记得
从你口中说出再现坚决如铁 昏暗中有种烈日
灼身的错觉黄昏的地平线 划出一句离别
爱情进入永夜依然记得从你眼中滑落的泪伤心欲绝
混乱中有种热泪烧伤的错觉黄昏的地平线
割断幸福喜悦 相爱已经幻灭
Translation
Crosses the entire summer sad certainly does not have good somewhat
Drives boundlessly the travel has in the road leaves oneself the feeling
Sings one first song wearily does not remain the eye socket
The sentimental world injury is unavoidable the dusk again beautiful end wants the dark night
Still remembers from your mouth says the reappearance firm like iron
Dim center has the kind of hot sun burns the body the illusion
The dusk place even line delimits one leaves the love enters
Still remembers falls from your eye tear sad desire certainly
Chaotic center has which the kind of tears burns the illusion
The dusk place even line cut off the happiness joyful mutual love already vanishes
P/S : Sorry for the broken english if there is any.
This song is real sad.I really love this song..definitely 1 of the song I played everyday in my cd player and definitely suits my mood right now.
Tml either crash SA or bball at SR after school but then must really depend on the weather.This few days weather is not too gd but hopefully both plans can be carry out.
Hmmm.Must continue econs tutorial..tml 1st thing must hand in to Lawrence in the morning. *yawns*. zz.
Early in the morning I heard a piece of news that was totally shattering.As if disappointments are not enough..here comes another.I cant believe it..really cannot..
You noe u are wu ke qu dai..nobody can replace your place in my heart..you just noe..really..
Anyway in school today nothing interesting happened so shant elaborate.Reached home early at 2+..then went to SSC for pool with Zhenling.Argh , today 's performance not good at all..to me , that is.Rained whole day and still continue to rain when we stepped out of the building at around 8 p.m. ..haiz..as if I wet le not enough when I reached SSC earlier..this time round drenched again.Both of us took NEL and by the time I reached Serangoon..reached my block..haa..dunno how to describe.Like an english sheepbird as a conclusion.The price of not bringing an umbrella out...but then ok la..not as if I ah gua scared of the rain and being drenched and all..kinda used to it.Take it as the sky is tearing for me.That 's my fav term for raining. Haa.
Today 's monday. Song for the week will be quite an old song..but is a hit song and famous throughout Asia..number 1 K-Song.It 's Huang Hun by Zhou Chuan Xiong.
黄昏
过完整个夏天 忧伤并没有好一些
开车行驶在公路无际无边 有离开自己的感觉
唱不完一首歌 疲倦还剩下黑眼圈 感情的世界
伤害在所难免 黄昏再美终要黑夜依然记得
从你口中说出再现坚决如铁 昏暗中有种烈日
灼身的错觉黄昏的地平线 划出一句离别
爱情进入永夜依然记得从你眼中滑落的泪伤心欲绝
混乱中有种热泪烧伤的错觉黄昏的地平线
割断幸福喜悦 相爱已经幻灭
Translation
Crosses the entire summer sad certainly does not have good somewhat
Drives boundlessly the travel has in the road leaves oneself the feeling
Sings one first song wearily does not remain the eye socket
The sentimental world injury is unavoidable the dusk again beautiful end wants the dark night
Still remembers from your mouth says the reappearance firm like iron
Dim center has the kind of hot sun burns the body the illusion
The dusk place even line delimits one leaves the love enters
Still remembers falls from your eye tear sad desire certainly
Chaotic center has which the kind of tears burns the illusion
The dusk place even line cut off the happiness joyful mutual love already vanishes
P/S : Sorry for the broken english if there is any.
This song is real sad.I really love this song..definitely 1 of the song I played everyday in my cd player and definitely suits my mood right now.
Tml either crash SA or bball at SR after school but then must really depend on the weather.This few days weather is not too gd but hopefully both plans can be carry out.
Hmmm.Must continue econs tutorial..tml 1st thing must hand in to Lawrence in the morning. *yawns*. zz.
Sunday, March 07, 2004
Yesterday went back to NY for bai2 yun2 gang1 at night with my gabrielite friends and CG.But b4 that the 8 of us went PS to eat dinner 1st then we went back to central to meet up with another 4 friends who joined us.The whole drama was quite nice and personally I preferred the 1st segment about relationships between wife , husband , and wife 's mother-in-law.Hmmmm.V.interesting and real..which makes me think when marriage comes and the time of setting up a family..will it be like this same as the drama? Certainly not. I wouldnt expect or want my partner in future to be disrespectful and rude to elders because I detest that.The least is to work out a cordial relationship between my wife and my mom.That is because since I have the responsibility to take care of my parents as I am the son.Couldnt possibly find a girl who cant join hands with me to raise the family.Maybe I am just being too traditional , but I believe in this. Anyway still long la..lolz..cant believe that just a drama keeps me tinking so much.
People has always been telling me that I tend to tink too much...then ended being too depressed and all.Cant help it..Maybe is in the genes loh..
And I was such a bore yesterday.Didnt talk much and wasnt the slightest amused by any jokes cracked among us.Wat happened to me ? Haiz. V.sian.
The main highlight of the day was of coz Zilong presenting flowers to his mainland angel after the show..so the 10 of us (minus Kenneth and his friend who left earlier) waited for a while.He managed to give and his angel was surprised and all and we kinda gave him support by making some sounds from our seats..causing quite a commotion la.Yup..and the rest of the night he was in a euphoria and wang4 wo3 state but cant blame him la.He should.Felt happy for my brother , but at the same time feeling sad for myself.Nobody will understand this type of feeling.
The group of us actually wanted to hit town for pool but the numbers keen to go gradually reduced to 4..left only me , ZL , CG , JY. SSC got tables which was very unusual coz it was saturday and the night was supposed to be young.Anyway we played from 12 to 1+ a.m. and CG left earlier.Whilst we were leaving saw many chiongsters outside Paradigm..while we were playing pool can hear the music..not bad la..techno rocks.But the songs a bit old.Then the funny thing came.We were outside the building then walking to PS then saw a group of guys and girls leaning against the building and 1 of them came to ask me if I got lighter can lend him coz he wanna SHK then no lighter.Out of the 3 of us he asked me only , wat does it implied ? Haa..then kanna laughed by JY and ZL for having the paikia look and all...zz.Used to all these impression that I am some bengster and all..but seriously , do I looked and behaved like 1 ? Seems like can hear YES sounding almost everywhere but well , I noe I am not can le.I am for who I am.But wont be surprised if next time ppl ask me if can treat them for a drink at some club or sth. zz.The three of us cabbed home and calling a saturday to an end.
People has always been telling me that I tend to tink too much...then ended being too depressed and all.Cant help it..Maybe is in the genes loh..
And I was such a bore yesterday.Didnt talk much and wasnt the slightest amused by any jokes cracked among us.Wat happened to me ? Haiz. V.sian.
The main highlight of the day was of coz Zilong presenting flowers to his mainland angel after the show..so the 10 of us (minus Kenneth and his friend who left earlier) waited for a while.He managed to give and his angel was surprised and all and we kinda gave him support by making some sounds from our seats..causing quite a commotion la.Yup..and the rest of the night he was in a euphoria and wang4 wo3 state but cant blame him la.He should.Felt happy for my brother , but at the same time feeling sad for myself.Nobody will understand this type of feeling.
The group of us actually wanted to hit town for pool but the numbers keen to go gradually reduced to 4..left only me , ZL , CG , JY. SSC got tables which was very unusual coz it was saturday and the night was supposed to be young.Anyway we played from 12 to 1+ a.m. and CG left earlier.Whilst we were leaving saw many chiongsters outside Paradigm..while we were playing pool can hear the music..not bad la..techno rocks.But the songs a bit old.Then the funny thing came.We were outside the building then walking to PS then saw a group of guys and girls leaning against the building and 1 of them came to ask me if I got lighter can lend him coz he wanna SHK then no lighter.Out of the 3 of us he asked me only , wat does it implied ? Haa..then kanna laughed by JY and ZL for having the paikia look and all...zz.Used to all these impression that I am some bengster and all..but seriously , do I looked and behaved like 1 ? Seems like can hear YES sounding almost everywhere but well , I noe I am not can le.I am for who I am.But wont be surprised if next time ppl ask me if can treat them for a drink at some club or sth. zz.The three of us cabbed home and calling a saturday to an end.
Friday, March 05, 2004
Absolute rotten day today.Forgot to bring my watch today and I missed my usual bus.Didnt want to waste money rush cab so I just took the next bus and met up with Evon who still waited for me.Of course we were late.But luckily Wu Mei Lien let only the 2 of us off out of all the latecomers because the gate was banged shut just as we arrived and she saw that.Phew.How lucky.1st period her tutorial was cancelled.Great..v.terrific.Then met up with Serene go library..she was telling me abt her stay in NY and perhaps her switch of combis and all..then GP..read time magazines for 2 periods.WTH.SJ didnt come to sch..then PK say he going back to YJC collect his A lvl results even though he is certain he will flunk..QH dunno go where then left me alone.Was in the library with Eve and just read my stuffs and napped a while...
AO Chinese results out today too.I was v.v. disappointed with my score of B3.That moment of collecting my slip from Teo was just..shattering.My heart seemed to stop and a sudden chill just seize and completely took over me.Why is this feeling back again? ..
My fav and strongest subject but this time I performed well below par.
Utter disgrace. And I tink b4 collect results outside staffroom I was being v.rude..
Nevertheless , I am proud of my bros and friends who got their A1s , A2s.
Seeing those seniors coming back to sch to collect their A lvl results..makes me tink..how time flies..my batch will be collecting theirs nx year..and..wat abt me ? I have still a long way to go.
Really..sometimes I dun understand..we are all humans..but y do I suffer disappointments time and time again while others can be happy at all times and doesnt seem to have any worries.And y must I depend on a smile to tide me through all these stuffs and pretend nth has happened at all..just for the sake of the best in all situations? Is not as if I dun feel a thing.I am not cold-blooded u noe.
I really want to laugh off everything to disguise the tears that are flowing , but I wander about my ability to.Can I ignore my senses and just get it over and done with ? I dunno.
Suan le. Another setback. Is not as if is the first time.
Maybe fate is against will. Wander when will be the day I will be dead without any emotions left.
AO Chinese results out today too.I was v.v. disappointed with my score of B3.That moment of collecting my slip from Teo was just..shattering.My heart seemed to stop and a sudden chill just seize and completely took over me.Why is this feeling back again? ..
My fav and strongest subject but this time I performed well below par.
Utter disgrace. And I tink b4 collect results outside staffroom I was being v.rude..
Nevertheless , I am proud of my bros and friends who got their A1s , A2s.
Seeing those seniors coming back to sch to collect their A lvl results..makes me tink..how time flies..my batch will be collecting theirs nx year..and..wat abt me ? I have still a long way to go.
Really..sometimes I dun understand..we are all humans..but y do I suffer disappointments time and time again while others can be happy at all times and doesnt seem to have any worries.And y must I depend on a smile to tide me through all these stuffs and pretend nth has happened at all..just for the sake of the best in all situations? Is not as if I dun feel a thing.I am not cold-blooded u noe.
I really want to laugh off everything to disguise the tears that are flowing , but I wander about my ability to.Can I ignore my senses and just get it over and done with ? I dunno.
Suan le. Another setback. Is not as if is the first time.
Maybe fate is against will. Wander when will be the day I will be dead without any emotions left.
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
Wah..today went on a crashing spree with Poh Keong..super fun.We went to SRJC , AJC , CJC from 12+ to 3+..yeah..great time.Walked around these 3 school compounds and explored quite a bit.Didnt saw any of my friends who studied at these 3 JCs..hmm...a bit disappointed but then it was so fun..looking at how other JCs work and their facilities.
We went back to Toa Payoh interchange then separated for home.Gotta rushed back coz Cherrie is coming to my house.Either Pool with Zhenling at SSC or Basketball with CG later but in the end SSC so fully booked today...so bball in the end but it was raining..the weather these few days quite bad and PK was like telling me..even the sky is tearing for us..haa..sounds v.familiar..I said that b4 too..then went back home and along the way bought a da4 bao1 and 4 siew mais..yeah..my fav! was tinking of enjoying my this late lunch then the drizzle stopped..then CG called me asked me go down SR..lolz..my 2nd trip to SR in a day! So faster wolfed down my lunch..(try imagining that..) and suited up for bball then was abt to leave the house when Cherrie called saying she reached my house nearby.No choice..she cant stay..so I just sent my dear buddy back to the bus-stop b4 I took 136 ..felt v. bad..nvm..will catch up with her some other day.
Reached SR le v. funny...I told CG that I will appear in NY t-shirt but I ended up in AJ PE T-shirt..haha! Everybody was like staring and wandering what the hell is this guy "from" AJ coming to SR for bball for..lolz...aiya..just let me shuang3 for this few hours.Satisfy my xu1 rong2 xin1..I guessed not many ppl noe..but..AJC is my dream JC since pri sch..I had always thought of entering there after my Os and although I did qualify for Arts stream just on the dot but I knew I wont survived there..too tough for sure..so come to NY.. haa..I am sounding like I regretted coming to NY. I am not. No. I AM NOT LOH. If I hadnt come to NY..I wouldnt have known more of my friends I hanging out with now here...I wouldnt have had my "F4" gang ..I wouldnt have see my fellow peers here..some old pals..and...I wouldnt have met her..and known her..and..having the chance of really liking and cherishing a person for the 1st time...even though things ended in disappointment and ..all.
Regret is never in my dictionary. I only look ahead , not backwards.
But then seriously AJ Pe T-shirt shuai4 loh..I like..haha..even Cherrie commented is not so dull..hah..ok la..not as if I wear is shuai4 but then the colours rock.And today 's work out super gd.My shooting accuracy can proudly say was around 75% of all shots I delivered..even CG today like ate steroids..v. zhun too.Luckily nv xia suay the t-shirt I wearing..lolz.Then went to Hougang Mall eat dinner then went back home.
Looking forward to this sat ! Dunno y ..but cant help feeling excited. LOlz.
We went back to Toa Payoh interchange then separated for home.Gotta rushed back coz Cherrie is coming to my house.Either Pool with Zhenling at SSC or Basketball with CG later but in the end SSC so fully booked today...so bball in the end but it was raining..the weather these few days quite bad and PK was like telling me..even the sky is tearing for us..haa..sounds v.familiar..I said that b4 too..then went back home and along the way bought a da4 bao1 and 4 siew mais..yeah..my fav! was tinking of enjoying my this late lunch then the drizzle stopped..then CG called me asked me go down SR..lolz..my 2nd trip to SR in a day! So faster wolfed down my lunch..(try imagining that..) and suited up for bball then was abt to leave the house when Cherrie called saying she reached my house nearby.No choice..she cant stay..so I just sent my dear buddy back to the bus-stop b4 I took 136 ..felt v. bad..nvm..will catch up with her some other day.
Reached SR le v. funny...I told CG that I will appear in NY t-shirt but I ended up in AJ PE T-shirt..haha! Everybody was like staring and wandering what the hell is this guy "from" AJ coming to SR for bball for..lolz...aiya..just let me shuang3 for this few hours.Satisfy my xu1 rong2 xin1..I guessed not many ppl noe..but..AJC is my dream JC since pri sch..I had always thought of entering there after my Os and although I did qualify for Arts stream just on the dot but I knew I wont survived there..too tough for sure..so come to NY.. haa..I am sounding like I regretted coming to NY. I am not. No. I AM NOT LOH. If I hadnt come to NY..I wouldnt have known more of my friends I hanging out with now here...I wouldnt have had my "F4" gang ..I wouldnt have see my fellow peers here..some old pals..and...I wouldnt have met her..and known her..and..having the chance of really liking and cherishing a person for the 1st time...even though things ended in disappointment and ..all.
Regret is never in my dictionary. I only look ahead , not backwards.
But then seriously AJ Pe T-shirt shuai4 loh..I like..haha..even Cherrie commented is not so dull..hah..ok la..not as if I wear is shuai4 but then the colours rock.And today 's work out super gd.My shooting accuracy can proudly say was around 75% of all shots I delivered..even CG today like ate steroids..v. zhun too.Luckily nv xia suay the t-shirt I wearing..lolz.Then went to Hougang Mall eat dinner then went back home.
Looking forward to this sat ! Dunno y ..but cant help feeling excited. LOlz.
Monday, March 01, 2004
Yesterday met up with Zhenling in the evening in town.Usual stuff we do..pool 1st at Pool World and yesterday was also the last day Pool World will operate at Hello Singtel basement there..it will relocate to Hard Rock Cafe there starting from this month.I lost again..3 - 5 to my personal trainer.Last session there also dun let me take..zz..haha.Then went to Taka Basement food court eat and went walking around.I tot I saw a NY guy with his gf..hmm.While we were just abt to enter Heeren both of us saw a familiar face.Actually was Zhenling who 1st saw and let out those "shocked" sound then my attention was caught.Cant believe so qiao3.We were tinking..y did we dress until like ..uh.I was just in a black shirt and 3 quarters and flip-flops and Zhenling was almost the same.But wat am I tinking ? Haiz. I dunno whether I will believe in this type of thing again.The "rope" in this type of thing has been taken back.Forget it if u dun noe wat I mean.Then we rotted around outside PS then went back home.Throughout the train ride back home the "old" me started to sink in.Was just feeling..rotten.Actually these days except occasionally mood start to swing I am still quite alright..didnt really tink much and still is the me who tries to look life more positively..dunno.Perhaps I am trying too hard to look things at a brighter way when the other side of me just want to let out and escape to somewhere where there is no one. Only me , just me.
Today was supposed to meet Jeff and Cherrie but was cancelled.So just stay at home continue wat I ought to do and also took some time off to change some of my blog stuffs.Izit nice ? Comments pls..haa.Quote changed too..if anybody can understand.I have decided that from this week onwards every week 's monday I will put up a song with its translations..those songs which I tink has really meaningful lyrics and has great tune..yup..that 's wat I look for in songs anyway.Partly to spice up my blog besides relating wat I do and wat happened in my everyday life..and also , I love music. Music can be used to communicate with anybody with no barriers at all. This I believe. =) So I start off with my blog midi...which is my fav song out of 5566 's 2nd album Zhi Ai.It 's Track 9 and is called Shou Hou.
守候
满天星星 你的眼睛 像旧电影反复剪辑我们的回忆
是那颗星 我非常确定 会永远 闪烁在我心里
雨后的夜里 夜空变得好美好干净 眼前的你忽然的沉静
风吹过发际 无声轮廓有一双眼睛 纯洁而透明
我最爱的你 刹那变记忆温度冷冷地
最怕自己一个人呼吸 穿得再厚也变得多余
身边少了你 说话只剩空荡的回音 好想抱紧你
我最爱的你 如今在哪里幸福时候 别来找我
带著你的快乐和他继续往前走 不属于我
我不会难过 我知道 有一样的天空
幸福走后 请记得我 我会紧握拳头把那伤心都赶走
你要记得 至少还有我 一直在 为你默默守候
Translations
The sky is full of stars, your eyes is like an old film with our memories
It's that star, I'm very sure, will always be in my heart
The night sky after the rain, became very beautiful and clean
The you in front of me suddenly became quiet
The wind blew through the hair, the eyes in the middle of silence
Pure and see through, you that I love the most
A moment became memories
The temperature is cold, most scared of being alone
Even when I wear thick clothes is still no use
Without you by my side, speaking seems like a blank memory
Really want to hug you, you that I love the most
Where are you now
The time of happiness don't look for me
Bring your happiness with him in moving forward
You're not for me, I'm not going to be sad
I know there's still the same sky
After happiness has gone, please remember me
I'll hold tight my hand, chasing away those sadness
You should remember, there is still me
Always here, silently waiting for you
=========================================================
Everytime I hear this song it always made me kinda chu4 jing3 shang1 qing2.Haha..if this song I happened to hear a few years ago I will tink is crap.I will probably tink..does it really worth to be so magnanimous and so devoted in this beautiful but strange thing called love? Haa. Years past , now , I believe that is worth it.Love is selfish , but love cant be possessed.Love cant be forced , but love can be pursued.At least there are beautiful memories to recall even if the outcome is not one want to have.And I believe not all men are heartless..men are humans too..and have feelings.Real men do cry , real men do get emotional , but many circumstances and difficulties reminded men not to show it all out.But seriously , is it a crime to show out one 's feelings ? If is so , I am not sure about others , but I am definitely willing to be guilty of it.Ahh..getting more and more fantasy le..shall stop here.
Bball tml at SRJC. Yeah! CG , if u are reading this confirm with me asap and dun dua me tml hor..I wanna shoot some hoops. =)
Today was supposed to meet Jeff and Cherrie but was cancelled.So just stay at home continue wat I ought to do and also took some time off to change some of my blog stuffs.Izit nice ? Comments pls..haa.Quote changed too..if anybody can understand.I have decided that from this week onwards every week 's monday I will put up a song with its translations..those songs which I tink has really meaningful lyrics and has great tune..yup..that 's wat I look for in songs anyway.Partly to spice up my blog besides relating wat I do and wat happened in my everyday life..and also , I love music. Music can be used to communicate with anybody with no barriers at all. This I believe. =) So I start off with my blog midi...which is my fav song out of 5566 's 2nd album Zhi Ai.It 's Track 9 and is called Shou Hou.
守候
满天星星 你的眼睛 像旧电影反复剪辑我们的回忆
是那颗星 我非常确定 会永远 闪烁在我心里
雨后的夜里 夜空变得好美好干净 眼前的你忽然的沉静
风吹过发际 无声轮廓有一双眼睛 纯洁而透明
我最爱的你 刹那变记忆温度冷冷地
最怕自己一个人呼吸 穿得再厚也变得多余
身边少了你 说话只剩空荡的回音 好想抱紧你
我最爱的你 如今在哪里幸福时候 别来找我
带著你的快乐和他继续往前走 不属于我
我不会难过 我知道 有一样的天空
幸福走后 请记得我 我会紧握拳头把那伤心都赶走
你要记得 至少还有我 一直在 为你默默守候
Translations
The sky is full of stars, your eyes is like an old film with our memories
It's that star, I'm very sure, will always be in my heart
The night sky after the rain, became very beautiful and clean
The you in front of me suddenly became quiet
The wind blew through the hair, the eyes in the middle of silence
Pure and see through, you that I love the most
A moment became memories
The temperature is cold, most scared of being alone
Even when I wear thick clothes is still no use
Without you by my side, speaking seems like a blank memory
Really want to hug you, you that I love the most
Where are you now
The time of happiness don't look for me
Bring your happiness with him in moving forward
You're not for me, I'm not going to be sad
I know there's still the same sky
After happiness has gone, please remember me
I'll hold tight my hand, chasing away those sadness
You should remember, there is still me
Always here, silently waiting for you
=========================================================
Everytime I hear this song it always made me kinda chu4 jing3 shang1 qing2.Haha..if this song I happened to hear a few years ago I will tink is crap.I will probably tink..does it really worth to be so magnanimous and so devoted in this beautiful but strange thing called love? Haa. Years past , now , I believe that is worth it.Love is selfish , but love cant be possessed.Love cant be forced , but love can be pursued.At least there are beautiful memories to recall even if the outcome is not one want to have.And I believe not all men are heartless..men are humans too..and have feelings.Real men do cry , real men do get emotional , but many circumstances and difficulties reminded men not to show it all out.But seriously , is it a crime to show out one 's feelings ? If is so , I am not sure about others , but I am definitely willing to be guilty of it.Ahh..getting more and more fantasy le..shall stop here.
Bball tml at SRJC. Yeah! CG , if u are reading this confirm with me asap and dun dua me tml hor..I wanna shoot some hoops. =)
