Hmmmmm. I decided to stay at home today. =)

Woke up unexpectedly.Becoz of the rain.It was so sudden..and luckily my aircon was switched off earlier on then can hear..haha..flew to the kitchen immediately bring in all the clothes in in record time.LOlz..thanks to it I couldnt slp.So just watch repeated Shi Zi Lu Kou ..nv watched finished coz the guests a bit sian.Yeah..and saw NoNo wearing the faded jeans with horizontal markings too.Haha..cool cool..and he reminded me that I need to buy a new wallet chain too.Mine abt to be sent to museum even though it was only a yr+ ago since I bought it.Ah ha.And I gonna buy that funky shirt by this week.Couldnt stop tinking abt it.Haha..ya..hope that guy reserved for me becoz I wear it best. HAHA !! jk. zz.

Spent the day reading and working out.Hmm.Gotta be consistent in my work out routine..every time plan to work out but everytime too lazy.LOlz...been doing weights and I wanna achieve a much leaner , meaner body.Ah ha..let 's hope can perserve and do at least 50 pumps and 50 sit-ups everyday.Blasting my fav techno is the best too when working out.Sad songs are out..save them when is midnite and alone.Yup.Settled dinner myself.AGAIN.No surprise.Am sick of packed food almost everyday.I yearn home-cooked food and quite envious of ppl who get to eat home-cook meals everyday with their family.Nvm..I do enjoy the quietness alone at times anyway.Channel 8 's Home In Toa Payoh is nice.Even though when compare to Holland V is inferior but is somewhat interesting somehow.

Haha..a certain Miss Leong is getting crazier each day.Haha..but I am happy for her la..is good she learns to kan de kai more.That 's great.Hope she will be happy and stay like this everyday ..haha..then I will be glad too.If one can bring happiness around everybody especially those around you , y not ? Life will be so much brighter then.Bringing happiness that part can exclude me...ah haa.Oh ya..this time my instinct proves that I am wrong.LOlz..I thought I was right but then..nvm.Thanks anyway , "..." .

I noe everybody will be surprise but most LIKELY I will be spending New Year Eve at home.Hah..dunno la..dun feel like joining Jeff they all go partying and neither do I feel like following Jie ..Daniel they all go gallivanting.LOlz.ZL..Kenneth they all will be home-bound.Haiz.Tot this yr got them accompany.Nvm.Maybe I go some beach and see sunrise.A beer in hand is great too.LOlz.Am v.intrigue to this idea but on the other hand dun feel like being alone.Haiz...sian la.This reminds me of Sha Tan by Tao Zhe.No other meanings..lolz..I share the blue-ness only.Haha..and besides where is the love when they arent even 1 to begin with.Haha.Yup.


沙滩

空无一人 这片沙滩 风吹过来 冷冷海岸

我轻轻抖落鞋里的沙 看著我的脚印

OH 一个人一步步 好寂寞 看海有些绿

天有些蓝 那段爱情有些遗憾 向不知不觉

游向海天 到最深的地方 才发现你早已经

放弃我 我听到海浪 温柔的呼吸 我听到云朵

飘来飘去 有什么方法 让自己真的忘记

ONLY BLUE ONLY BLUE 爱让人好忧郁 我的心

我的心 蓝蓝地 我真的想找一条船 能远远

开这片沙滩 每次又回到同样海边 还是会对你想念

想念你有点BLUE 没有人能向你 留给我的回忆

有点 BLUE OH ONLY BLUE

Seaside

White pristine beach there's no one there
The wind whispers by and goes no where
I take a step and i look down at my lonely footprint
Walking all alone isn't the greatest feeling

The sea is so green the sky's so blue
When our love ended i began to miss you
The days and nights that we spend together
Were so sweet so deep
But when i look back i know you'd stopped loving me

I hear the sea sing a sad melody
I hear the clouds sigh as they float by
What can i do to erase you from my mind

Only blue Only blue
I loved you like a fool
My heart my heart was so true

I would sit on the next boat out today
Just to leave behind all the hurt and pain
Each time I look at the beach I begin to miss
Miss you till I feel blue
No one else loves you like I do
I love you Yes I do
So I am blue ohhh
Only blue


"..Walking all alone isn't the greatest feeling..."

Out today with Bernard to shop at Queensway.Decided not to go out with Bouncer they all.Didnt joined the forums ppl too.LOlz..and received Eric 's msg told me that James pang seh them then now my turn to pang seh him so he 's left with Serene and Eunice only.Haha..gd mahz...gd for him can take the chance to hint hint Serene since he likes her..aha..nx time then I join them for outing loh..lolz..zz.

Met Bernard aka YANDAO aka SHUAI @ central at 2+.LOlz ! Went to the uncle 's shop whom I often frequent to look for new clothes.Didnt found any to my liking.Proceeded to Queensway.Saw the faded jeans with horizontal markings I like almost at once and tried it.It was great.The price was much cheaper than those at Far East.Bought it of coz.Great Bargain.Haha..the latest "in" thing now is these type of faded jeans with horizontal markings on them.Bell-Bottoms are out. Boo ! Hah..Engineer Jeans are out..Baggy also not that popular..and cargo pants really can be thrown away.Straight-cuts are back in the trend again.LOlz.Walked around too..Ber managed to buy his 3 quarters and t-shirt too.Basically walked the whole 2nd level.Went to try some shirts too.I like especially one shop.The guy intro me some cool shirts and a jeans-pants and I really like it.Not to be bhb..but I look great in them.Haha ! Yea..just preferred shirts than t-shirts...becoz I like to dress up better.This is not vain but rather , to make one more confident in looking good.Hahaz.Anyway by the time we were out of Queensway it was already 6+.Went to Bugis via MRT.Shopped at Bugis and Bugis Village but nothing to our liking.In the end went back to Sgn Central Mac to have dinner.Saw a couple of ex-gabrielites..and some ny councillors but cant be bothered with those councillors la..haha.Dropped by uncle there b4 that.I tink I insulted him by bringing the stuff I bought to his shop.LOlz.Heck la..he dun have new stuff for me.Got..but not to my liking..and he sort of pissed I didnt buy anything for the 2nd time.Then I went off 1st and home I went.

Great shopping trip.Me and Bernard really has different taste.Haha..watever stuff I like to Bernard is too outlandish and too ah BENG.Haha..when it comes to dressing I dun have any restrictions.As long as I am comfortable ..as long is nice to me and as long the price is reasonable and within budget I will go for it.That y I regretted not buying that shirt ! nvm..will just head back to Queensway one day and snap it up.Ah ha..

To "..." on my tagboard : Thanks.I appreciated wat u are trying to say.Yeah.Maybe I do really tink too much but gan qing stuff is not the only fan nao I have.Let 's just say there are other fan naos a 17 yr old will experience...normally..that is.But I have to admit it still constitutes the majority of wat I am tinking always.Just hope to be more optimistic.I want to be more ZAI..but it doesnt mean I will be cold-blooded from now on.U are right too..as in..at the end of the day..most of the difficulties we encountered we have to face them ourself.Others will be there to guide u along..but cannot accompany u to face it together.Haha..ya..ren sheng bu ru yi shi shi zhi ba jiu..and..nan er zhi zai shi fang.Shldnt be stuck upon these stuffs and zhi gan duo ruo.Yeah ? Yup.As long as everybody is happy including her , I shld be contented.The future is unpredictable.We shall see. =)

If is meant to be , it will . If is not , we shld learn to let it be.

Erhm. I would like noe who u are but I tink u wont let urself be known.Perhaps u can tell me in MSN.Haha..I tink my guess will not be wrong. =)

I Want To Be More Optimistic !!

It 's been long since I last blogged.A rather lazy weekend for me.R & R again.LOlz...but Saturday I regretted not joining Ming Hong they all go party at his friend 's house...but ended they didnt go after all.LOlz.Downloaded many songs and mvs to my collections.Both new and old ones.I like particular the FF10 MV.Is so nice.Suteki Da Ne.Makes me wanna play the game even more.Haha.And Xu Ruo Xuan 's Wo Ai Ni x4 MV.V.cool. She is so Kawaii ! Haha.Yeah.She 's so talented as a lyricist.I like all the lyrics she wrote for Jay.Hmm..Kai Bu Liao Kou..Ke Ai Nu Ren..Ai Qing Xuan Ya..Jian Dan Ai..Long Juan Feng..Yi Shi Dan Bao..yeah..and also Harlem Yu 's Tian Tang.Especially the 1st 2 songs..they expressed wat I want to say ..ha..zz.

So sian.Seems like this is the only place where I can rant and rant.Sometimes I wander..wat if one day I am really down and out...wat if my shi jie mo ri arrives..who will really be there for me ? Out of all my buddies , brothers , friends , or even hi-bye ppl..who will be there ? Haa.I have shared this question with a few others and asked them for their opinions to imagine if scarly they were in this situation....and most of the replies I get were dun know or depends on situation..if the time really comes will noe who will be there for them then.For me..to be frank.If I am able to use more than my fingers to count I will be considered the rarest.LOlz..really.I am sure it applies to everybody.This is a question worth pondering.

I am more towards the pessimistic side than the optimistic.So funny..everytime motivate ppl ask them be cheerful then when it comes to myself I am the opposite.Haha.Ironic huh.Fan Naos..I worried abt my future..and some other stuffs..

I thought I have done too much , but I had not done enough

I thought that I have tried my best , but I was being outdone

I thought I am always the initiative one , but It proved otherwise

I thought I will say out what I wanted to say all along , but I Kai Bu Liao Kou

Watched yesterday 's 11 p.m. movie on TV..that 9 people 1 ghost (direct translation from chinese) starring Edison Chen and Cookies.Even though the story plot is weak , I like the enriching ren sheng dao li they discussed about throughout the show.Those who have watched should noe.I liked especially this quoted from Stephy of Cookies..

...Each day I have my worries.But I dun want to think about it.Instead , I will think about how happy will I be when tomorrow comes...

In simpler terms , tomorrow will be better.But it does take a v.v.strong and a person who is willing to kan de v.kai to think like this.I hope to be one.Not say I will change immediately but I hope to look towards this direction one day.Really..but it will be v.hard for a person who has been having more downs than ups in his entire life.That 's me. The vexed one. -.-

Will be out to get some stuffs I want.Maybe go out with forums people..yea..Serene..James they all..the closer ones I keep in contact out of the many members in forums.Nv met them b4...haha..coz last time didnt went to autograph session when Selina and Hebe were in town..ha.Shall see how.

不要哭了吗
该哭的人是我吧
你都坦白爱上了他
我有什么办法 。。

Merry Christmas to All !

Christmas Dinner at home yday was cool ! The food was so nice.Especially the ham and the cream cheese cake ordered exclusively from Airport Canteen through Auntie Esther 's friend.Around 8+ left for Ming Hong house.Aiyo..dunno how to get to his hse coz he already moved house and then the place is quite remote..hmm..transport was quite inconvenient and nearly gotta arrange them come meet me take me there.LOlz.Luckily Auntie Esther was so nice.She kindly drove me there b4 leaving for a colleague 's Xmas Party with Mom.Reached there liao the lads were already there.They were Ming Hong , Kenneth , Zilong and Bouncer.LOlz.Went to the backyard for BBQ session.Immediately ZL handed a can of Carlsberg to me.Nice 1.He knows me well.Ah ha.Sat there a while and saw ZL a bit tipsy liao.He already started drinking few cups of Absolute Vodka b4 my arrival.Wah.Then Ming Hong and ZL best..poured a cup for me too.Ah ha ..I must said that this is by far the most intoxicated drink I ever had..is freaking strong..so got to mix 7-up or coke otherwise kanna flame throughout the body immediately.LOlz.Downed the 1st cup (those plastic cups btw).This made those drinks I had in the past seemed so inferior..(coz this stuff is 40% alcohol..heard that got stronger ones of the same brand like 50%..lolz).We were getting mad and started become more siao.Haha...especially me and ZL.The rest were not so high.Bouncer especially buey kan.Dun even want shang lian acc us.Ended I had 2.5 cups of Absolute Vodka and 1 Carlsberg.ZL more hiong..drank a bit more than me.Was not drunk..in fact still quite clear but the effect was too strong and the effect started coming in .We were really siao liao.Actually planned to go out but look at our conditions might as well forget it.Bouncer and Kenneth went town without us and the former nv came back anymore.LOlz.I managed to catch a 2hr nap.Ah..1 of the few rare occasions when I am down and out absolute.Must have said something stupid I even forgot.But then in front of these buddies were quite alright.Alright again after the nap.Left the four of us only.Chatted and rotted around..tok abt stuffs.Adelene once said that u boys always faced the same major dilemmas : Love , Money , Friends.Kinda true.Of coz..jie jiu xiao chou chou gen chou.That 2 hrs of nap seemed so song.Fan Naos all gone but after that , still come back to reality.No change at all.Back to square 1.Haiz.We all had our own stories which I wont elaborate here.Anyway tried to sleep a little later but cant so Zilong and I went out to the open space balcony just outside Ming Hong 's room.Sat at the bench there and chatted.A heartfelt buddy talk too.Topic same as just now.Nan Ren 's common Fan Naos..haa.Wont elaborate this too.Anyway chatted from 5+ till dawn.Saw sunrise ! The view was not that full from Ming Hong 's balcony here but is still beautiful.Hmm.One day may go to other places go see sunrise.V.nice.

Went to Jalan Kayu later for roti prata.Wonder what 's the big hula hu over it.To me the prata there tasted like any typical kopitiam roti prata.Can get the same even from the coffeeshop near my house.LOlz.Anyway later went to my 2nd Home Grandlink for pool.We were early.Usual table and today 's form was the same as the performance previously at SSC.Played arcade a while too b4 leaving for home.Ate lunch , took a hot shower , and off to bed.LOlz.Need to catch up some sleep.


"Fate starts our journey and let us see what we want to achieve in goal , but one is the master of his Destiny.Is up to him on how he will use this to lead himself to this quest and towards greater heights..."

All I Want For Christmas Is You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is
You... yea yea

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
(and I) Don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You baby

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere (so brightly yea)
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing (oh yea)
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You (You) baby

All I want for Christmas is you baby... (repeat)

Christmas Eve today.Hmm..wander how 's the plans later coz everything not confirm but tentatively it will be Christmas Dinner at home..then 8+ go meet the rest then dunno go where.Might go chiong.Ah ha.Hope so la.It 's been long.Maybe go Monks join Jie..Evon they all.I wanna go Sparkscanto ! Lolz.Sparks 484.But some1 once told me Sparks is for those xiao ginnas which I dun tink so.Is quite fun loh.Hmm..dunno.Shall see how later.

My midi nice ? Ah ha.Now is Ni Bu Zai instead of Gui Ji.Gui Ji..is not appropriate..at least for now ? Haa.Will put up the translation and lyrics of this midi soon.More abt this soon.Btw.. Ni Zai ma ? haha. =(


All I want for Christmas is YOU...

Monday

Even though I went offline early last night , I still couldnt sleep at all.Insomnia.Was reading some fanfics written by some Forum Members.V.interesting.Finally slept at 5+ and woke up 7 hrs later.Feeling blue-ish.Met Cheng Guan at Serangoon MRT at 2+ then headed to SSC for pool.Luckily I booked table b4 hand.Ah ha.So we waited a while only.Saw my cousin with his group of friends.. but I didnt even bother to call out to him.Just dun like my maternal side 's relatives.They bring nothing but trouble.I tink he saw me too.Ah..watever.Played 24 games and I won 15.Inconsistency is my conclusion for today 's performance.Especially the first few games..was so frustrated by some stupid shots I made.Been trying to master a particular shot but it seems that everytime the effort was futile.I am a bad player after all. *shrugs*

Left the place around 7+.It was already night time.Went town..hmm..becoz Cheng Guan needed to take some "artistic" pics for his art and partly I wanna go Far East shop.Ah ha..we stopped at a few points to take those pics.Helped him carry the tripod needed to position the camera along the way and back to PS.Gou Peng You right ? LOlz..hmm..we were like betting how many shou ren we will see in town and we were right.I saw a ZHPS sch mate with his gf..lolz..so funny..they were cuddling so close and when the guy caught sight of me he tried to release his hands.LOlz.Wat 's there to be ashamed of ? zz.Also saw Yong Jie..and Clarence too on the way back to PS.Stopped at Far East.Went to the shop which Ber bought his jeans last time.The jeans i want is so nice ! Is the latest 1.Faded type of jeans with a touch or ruggedness.I like it.The auntie intro me the 3 latest types..all so cool.But I have 2nd thoughts on buying.Nv splurge so much on pants b4.Sian.Somemore after pool my cash with me was not enough.The jeans cost more than a blue note.Basket.Shall consider whether going back to buy it.I still haven shop for clothes yet ! zz.Went to 77th Street..Since not buying clothes 1st so just settle accessories today.Ah..77th Street 's founder Elim Chew attended to me ! Is an honour.1st time see her in person after reading so many news abt her and her entrepreneurship stories online and in the papers.She 's nice.Intro me the latest stuffs but I ended buying a new bracelet only.Finally something to cheer on.Is v.nice.I like it.Wanted to buy a new choker but couldnt find any I like.Mad Factory closed down I dun even noe.LOlz.Went to other 77th Street outlets and other places in town but couldnt find any to my liking.Haiz.Went home via NEL.Reached home around 10+.Lucky manage to watch Shi Zi Lu Kou but today 's guests all suck. LOL


Today
Same as yesterday.But this time I played survivor.Tried to.But Mok still won.LOlz.Left my comp running again throughout the night coz need to dl MVs.R & R at home today.Hmm..thought of going back to my old neighbourhood central the uncle there shop for clothes.But I overslept..hah..took an afternoon nap until 7+.Hahaz.Looks like it will have to wait till after Christmas then.

Tml is Christmas Eve.I still dunno the plans for tml and Christmas frankly.Haiz..Let 's hope the ppl involve will be zai tml.I dun wanna be alone tml night cooping in my room with me , myself and only.We shall see.

Happy Birthday , Evan !
And Many Happy Returns Of The Day...

Practically on my comp throughout yesterday night..coz I was downloading some MVs and that Adobe programme thing..hmm..take so long..so tired.Around 4+ slept and planned to wake up at 5 a.m. to off comp (in between give it time to finish downloading..) but in the end slept till 11+.LOlz.So I guessed I was the survivor last nite.Mok , u lost !! LOlz.Anyway today went out with Jackson.By the time I left house was close to 3 and it started pouring.So Suay.I am not an umbrella guy.But luckily shared a cab (on Jie 's expense) with Evon who was at my house earlier on.Alighted opposite Jackson 's hse there.Walked Evon to her block there b4 meeting Jackson.Hmm..was raining v.heavily.Went to Causeway Point walked around.Today actually thought of buying clothes..but forgot to bring more cash..sian.Then stopped at 77th 's thought of buying a new bracelet but in the end nv..haiz..today kinda wishy-washy.Keep on pondering whether to buy a new 1 to add to my collection.Normally Causeway 's 77th Street is normally where I bought most of my accessories as compared to other 77th outlets in other places (e.g. my wallet chain , my first 2 bracelets all bought from there 1).Not that I didnt see something I like..nvm..will get it some other day.Jackson didnt buy his jigsaw stuff either.Wanted to go Bugis..but Jackson said it was too far and it was raining too.I couldnt possibly just suddenly pang seh him and go off myself..haiz..so in the end went Bishan instead to stroll around b4 leaving for dinner near my house.Fried Rice @ the Coffeeshop beside the Mosque.Then went off to my 2nd home "Grandlink" for pool.Played 9 games with 7 games in favour of me.But today 's session is disgusting.My shots sucked to put it simply.Guess dun have motivation....zz.Left the place 2 hrs later and reached home around 10+.So early. Even earlier than my Mom who was out with Auntie Esther whole day.LOLz.

Wah.Today rained the whole day..been walking in the rain for like how many times today but was not totally drenched.Image all lost..basket.LOlz..used to it...ah haa...the price of not carrying an umbrella but I wont be caught dead in an umbrella.Just dun like to carry it.So leh ceh. zz.

The rain seems like tears.Even Heaven must have been tearing why today I didnt made a better effort when I ought to have made it..haa..

Finally able to blog...

Wednesday

Woke up early today to go play bball with Alvin Lim , Mok and Jackson @ at my old hse 's bball court there near Peicai.Hmm..feels good to be back again at the court I had been hanging out most often since I started playing bball when I was P4.Started at 9:30 a.m...so kudos to myself for actually waking up at such an unearthly hour (for now..that is) and not to forget those who are still in bed (they made me proud of myself for being an early bird..LOLz).Fun and laughter as usual.The 1st few shots I released were complete crap.Shooting accuracy dipped like siao.Expected coz it 's been months since I last touched bball.No good at all.Got red and tired out easily than b4.Haiz..bloody nua.Played till around 12 + then me , Alvin and Mok went to eat at the coffeeshop opposite Serangoon Stadium.Western Food on my recommendation.I am 1 of the regular customer there b4 I moved house...ah..the good old days.LOlz..Western Food is 1 of my fav cuisines too.Then they came my house played PS and PC and listened to music and slacked around.Winning 11..and all sorts of games.While playing also criticise PS1 too.Sucks..I have to wait till nx yr then get PS2 most probs.Get sick of PS1.I wanna try especially PS2 's Winning 11 and FF10.Haiz..sianz.Oh ya..we watched "15" on my PC.The 24-min version Ken Yee helped me burn 1.LOlz..this is the dunno umpteen times I have watched..can memorise the dui bais liao..(that y can have our own version of "15" especially with ZL. LOlz..)."15" is such a nice movie but too bad is R(A)....damn basket 1 loh.Ate at "147" Coffeeshop there with Mok at 6+ later and that pretty summed up the day.Yeah..talk a lot abt the good old days too back in St Gabs..haiz..sometimes really xiang hui dao guo qu.No fan naos , just enjoyable moments to recall.So Song.St Gabriel's really rocks man.Yeah..Once a Gabrielite , always a Gabrielite.Gabrielites wan sui. =))

Today

Today..couldnt sleep at all last nite.Only fell asleep at 5+ even though I wasnt the survivor yesterday. (among those contacts in msn that are actually "alive" , not including those bai sui contacts leave there machiam like hua ping.).Cant sleep.WTH.Deep in thought as usual.Yesterday online ZL and Lau "invited" me go play table tennis at ZL hse there..they must be out of their minds.LOlX.I sucked in this sport and dun like it anyway.If is bball it will be anytime , anywhere of coz but table tennis..zzz..LOlz..of coz I didnt go.Any sane person will do the same.Dun wanna be their object of SUAN especially ZL..(SUAN Jiao Zhu..).The 2 of them so PRO then I kns go there xia suay..lolz.Was supposed to go lunching with Cherrie and Yong Zhi but too bad rain.Cancelled it.In fact I cancelled all programmes today..haa..tot can have lunch with 2 of my buddies then go meet Cheng Guan @ SSC for pool session..actually today was different.They were zai.I am the buey zai 1.Didnt even agree to go out with Wen Cui or join Lau they all for pool @ my "2nd home" Grandlink just now in the evening.Surprise huh..not saving money definitely.No mood.Dun feel like hitting the streets today so just stayed at home.Gaming and nap.Btw..I replayed FF8 again.This is is my 4th time.Dunno y not sian after completing thrice previously.LOlz.I love the game...in fact..it is my fav out of the FF Series.This is also the 1st FF game I played after my cousin Wilson introduced me to play..so nice.Wat to do..no choice made do with my old PS1..haha.Tml will be a better day. I hope...

People that are alone all by themselves,
the lost feeling is the best (for the best)
Having them retrieved will just make it worse.
Hoping everything will always be good for you.
In your dreams there is a feeling of excitement.
I seem to be lost and not aware of where to go...


I seem to be lost and not aware of where to go...

Oh Man..these few days have been suffering from serious insomnia..lolz..everyday 3+ 4+ then sleep..then the next day sleep until like ZHU..(that wat my mom described..)..lolz..then if go out de hua confirm late 1..ah haha.Yea..and also v.used to midnite supper.Guess that makes up of my breakfast too coz will be sleeping throughout the morning anyway.These few days' weather has been extremely cooling..thus no need on air-con..haha..too used to on-ing the air-con whenever I in my room..yeah..

Was supposed to be out with Cheng Guan today but yesterday he told me suddenly say that he cant make it.Best..zz..nvm.So I went out alone today then.Dun feel like calling other frens to accompany me.Needs to be alone coz of some stuffs..haa..I want to straighten out wat is in my mind but actually I dun even noe wat am I tinking.Funny huh.Not in the best of mood definitely.Anyway around 3+ went back to my old neighbourhood..actually got purpose 1.Strolled around b4 going for "usual break" at 1 of my fav spots @ Serangoon Park there b4 heading to Funan.Strolled around there too.Dun have my stuffs.Basket.But it wasnt exactly a wasted trip there coz I picked up some personal stuffs at Guardian's.Hmm..then walked to City Hall take train.Nearly got lost.Haha ! I am always blur there coz a bit complicated and nearly boarded the wrong train meant to go for Pasir Ris.Really duh loh..but finally found my way and took the right train to AMK Central.Yeah..1 of my fav hangouts.Didnt bump into any of the AMK kakis for the 1st time.Ah aha..saw some TV ppl (but dunno whether is Mediacorp or Mediaworks) filming some cosmetics stuff.Hmm..went to look for a while but couldnt recognise any familiar faces.But the woman looks like Huang Biren.Make-up so thick.LOlz..cant shop at 2nd level due to that.Basket....in the end went to Sportslink where I bought some stuffs again.Continue to walk around central..hmm..walked past the mini stall where I 1st got my piercing..feel like piercing once again..haha....used to have 2 holes on my ear lobe and 1 at the top of the ear but coz nv maintain then closed..now left only 1 hole on the earlobe.But no incentive for me to pierce though.Drop the idea and continue wandering a bit more b4 heading back to 147 coffeeshop near my hse to have dinner with Jie.Is on her btw.LOlz.Already spent a blue note today and a bit xin tong.Haha..but there are neccessities so bo bian.More to spend next when I go shop for clothes.LOlz...zz

Today. Return Of The Son. To My 2nd "Home" : Grandlink. LOLz !!
Yeah..went to Grandlink today after a 4 - day absence and the feeling was great.LOlz..really..dunno y always got some euphoria whenever I go to Grandlink.Tink have fallen in love with that place.Ah haha !! Anyway pool with Yong Jie in the noon.LOlz..these few days have been playing online pool and always kanna thrashed..haha !! bo bian.. I am really sucky on it.Moreover is time to whack some balls (REAL ones..) after hibernating at home for 2 days consecutively and of coz..vent out my dulan-ness over stupid Haka Zhong and muddles over some problem. The biggest problem lies within myself ......nvm.Unsolved riddle I guess..until the day it comes but I guess this day wont come.Lianster girl not around this time.Dunno out of nowhere came out this 2 new Kim Moh lians at the counter.Ah ha..1 of my fav tables were taken but luckily the other 1 Table 38 nobody so we took that 1.Played 22 games and I won 16.Today 's session not bad but my shooting especially for longer distance 1 has to be consistant.Everytime 1 in and the next moment cant shoot in.Yong Jie did "Aladdin" again.LOlz.I joined in the fun by zham-ing some unbelievable shots.Especially the time when my striped ball was stuck at a corner near the last pocket and at the edge and cant seem to get out.So I just zham the white ball towards it and strangely the striped ball enter in the pocket but the white ball whizzed out of the table.LOlz !! ask Yong Jie.He did some unbelievable shots too.As usual , same habits like white and black balls follow thru and all.LOlz..anyway it was fun.But then time tickled away so fast whilst in the fun and around 6+ we left.Went to meet Jeff for a drink and a short chat b4 returning home to have dinner.Watched some TV..finally I watch SNAP 3..argh..that time missed it when the 1st episode got 5566 and Cyndi Wang..sian..today 's 1 is on Ke Ai wa wa aged between 1 - 3 yrs old ...they are very. Ke Ai ! Yea..small children are v.adorable.Innocent and carefree..not like us in the adult/teenage world having so many fan nao and all...haa..and Channel 8 now at nite sucks.Both prime time 7 p.m. and 9 p.m. got that damn Fann Wong starring in both shows.Sucks loh.I dun like and nv did like her.So old liao still want to ACBC. zzzz.

Btw , Happy Belated Birthday to Miko Jie !! LOlz..that 's was actually 5 days ago..hmm..aiyo..Di a bit bo xim but I hope all ur wishes come true ! =))

I am not working anymore.Yeah..had stopped work at that stupid Haka Zhong.Offically , since Tuesday onwards.Am so bloody pissed by everything. Called it quits after getting my 2nd pay.The 2 old folks so damn kan hum ji...dun even wanna tell me 1st hand notice..only relay the message thru their two sons Yu Long and Ben.They were not even around loh on Tues..dulan is the word.I knew they see me not happy I also kua them buey song already...a few more days to Saturday my official stop-work day they dun even wanna let me earn more.Good.Nice going.Is not as if is so fantastic there..pay miser ..slog machiam like slaves.Not that I cant take hardships (if I cant I would have already quitted after the 1st day) , but is really too much.Washed practically ALL the stuffs in there.One can prescient but is hard becoz u have to be there to experience live telecast.Nvm.I sounds whiny here.But I cant help it.Injustice.Jackson continues till Saturday then he quits.Oh well , I conclude that is expected.I am the more vocal 1.Anything not happy I tell them.Jackson is vice-versa.No wonder they kick me off 1st.Sometimes I just dun understand...like let 's say..after do everything finished then eat.And by the time he ate is already like..after work hours liao.Wat the hell loh..eating break shld be considered part of the required working hours...not excluding it.Jackson is silly.He really is.Slog like hell yet they treat us so shabbily.Wat the use ? Details wont be mentioned here becoz it takes 1 to experience live telecast there.I will nv forget the time the old witch indirectly accuse me of stealing fried wantons.Like I really gonna do that..who xi han ur stupid food anyway.
Anyway forget it.Just an experience.Nx time I am into F&B job again I will rather go find a restaurant instead.Ya..like LDF.No way am I gonna work in any stupid eateries/small-scale eating shops with low pays anymore.Dun intro me that.
*Stares at Mr Kenneth Er*. Taking over me and Jackson is an auntie.Expected.I dun noe any other young ppl who will go work at that dog place.Lots of ppl already asked why am I working at such a place with such conditions..haa.One day I might go back eat and yaya around possibly with a big group of my kakis.Really.I feel like going back insult that old witch...and that god damn place by the name of Haka Zhong.To hell with it anyway.

These 2 days have been at home hibernating...for the 1st time since these hols I guess..consecutive 2 days at home.LOlz...brilliant weather these few days..v.cooling and windy.Not exactly bored coz everyday my day starts around 2+...(Normally will sleep in till noon if no programmes).Then tidy up my room..cleared the newspapers I haven read since the day I started working...then Winning 11..then read magazines..sleep..online.My room looks neater now.LOlz.Mom has always been complaining my room looks like a home for dogs.LOlz.

So back to carefree life again.Not gonna look for jobs coz is like..only 3 more weeks left for hols (around there) and somemore end of yr has some hard-partying..(I hope those in concerned are really ZAI this time round..).Somemore if 1 wants to look now is like too late..coz the O/A lvl ppl already like..er..all scrambling for jobs and all.Ruiling 's description to this is like animals released from cages.LOlz..so bad.But can understand coz we were once like them also..and that was just a yr ago.Is good to take up experiences rather then rot time away.Hmm..Gonna line-up some programmes for myself to spend the rest of the hols...I hope those I ask will be free..haa...and vice-versa.I am on type.Dun worry.LOlz.And I really wanna shoot some hoops.Is been real long since I last suit up for a bball game/match.Can bet my life my shooting accuracy is like sai now.Haiz..zz.

Monday.

Didnt realised today actually has no work 1..woke up in a blurry state at around 10:45 ..then call Haka Zhong see whether I can work earlier anot to earn more..nobody pick up..god..then I remembered is Monday..off day for the chao slackers by the name of HAKA ZHONG.So well..back to slp and woke up at 12.Realised I have to meet Cheng Guan ! Kaoz..faster went pom...and is a record 10 mins then out of the shower LOlz..(too fast for me usually..)..then went Sgn Central meet him.He was already there since 12 p.m. LOlz..and I reached there around 1.So paiseh loh..2nd time make him wait for me.Lunch at S-11 then headed for pool @ Grandlink.Table 35 occupied so I asked lianster girl to give me corner table.Table 38.I preferred corner corner type.Better...not many distractions around.Not so hiong today.Only played 22 games which I won 17.Cheng Guan this guy really nv fails to amaze me with his lameness..LOlz..again everything to him is tyco and then wah lao..some of his shots really amazing..have u heard of ppl one cue result in 1st enter the ball he suppose to shoot..then suay suay tio black ball..then white ball follow thru ? he did that. LOlz..real cool...particular when he chipped the white ball at times to shoot other balls..funky is the word.Today I joined his style a bit..got a shot I zham too hard till the white ball flew out of the table and rolled to the other table...haha !!
Not happy with today 's performance..shooting accuracy like shit..some shots really too nua liao.. and frankly..I tink is becoz Cheng Guan suay..somehow or other he like always ended giving me ball-in-hand opportunities.He could have won more.Nvm.Look forward to next session for improvements.

Played till 6+ then went home 1st to have dinner with my Mom 1st.Then off to Roots to cut hair.I booked the last appointment of the day...b4 me was a little girl..she was so tiny and fragile..ya..around 4 yr old I guessed..then Kenneth was cutting her hair for her and the Mom was like cajoling her to stand still (she cant sit coz too small cant cut..)..so Ke Ai ! Waited till pengz then my turn.My hairstylist seemed so indifferent today.Maybe becoz is the end of the day and everybody is tired.LOlz.I kept my length and just thinned my hair.Evon asked me to cut spikes..lolz ! No way !!..ah haha..I am not like last time during sec sch everytime changed hairstyles..like from G.I ..armani..spikes.."Macdonald wet look style" (that 's those typical beng "butterfly" style)..Messy (Out-of-the-bed) look..and all.I still like my present style and besides..the back of my hair is still not long enough to my liking (even though is already jagged and touch collar) ..argh.More abt hairstyles in the nx entry.

Tuesday

Same routine again..work later.Oh ya , I missed that OGL thing.LOlz.Forget it.I have to work.I got my 1st pay on Sunday..quite miserly..lolz..haiz...is a stupid job anyway.I am damn pissed by the lady boss loh..she doesnt believe it when I told her the amount of money I shld get and requested I explained to her.Like hello ?! I tot u shld be the one keeping track of it.Fuck loh..is already 10+ after work and is getting late and I wanna go home liao..luckily I keep track of the total time I worked since day 1 and showed her the paper I recorded it down.Plain bitch.Then I still have to copy another 1 for her.CB..that y I warned Jackson immediately better prepared a list of the time he worked in total then showed her today as he is getting his pay...otherwise she will like disbelieve and all that.The worst thing is that I was like standing in front of her waiting for her to automatic give me my pay (I ought to get it on Saturday but she told me said today)..then she stared at me and give me those L J Bin like waiting for me to say bye to her and get lost.Damn dulan.Buey Zi Dong 1..ended I reminded her in a POLITE tone.Reached home le I gave my parents a blue note each out of my pay.They were surpised and happy.I noe to some ppl is like v.little but it 's really the thought that counts.They have been providing for me everything for the past 17 yrs and it 's only right that I start to repay them..and this is the money I earned by using both my hands..not thru cheating or gambling.Guess the thought of changing my hp is gone..haiz..nvm..hp can wait for nx yr.Luckily got enough to set aside for buying clothes and accessories.Look forward to changing my wardrobe ! LOlz.

103 now does not goes to Raffles Place anymore..haiz.The furthest they go is Jalan Kayu now and starts offically since 7th Dec.On Sun I was still blur..took the bus then I dunno ended every1 had to drop off at Sgn Mrt there..their purpose is becoz they want more commuters to take train mah..not that I dislike taking trains but if there is a straight bus to get there..y shld I take MRT instead ? Sian..ended I taking NEL to Chinatown and hiked all the way to Haka Zhong.Guess later I will take 147 earlier.Need to reach there earlier too to gou1 tong1 with the lady boss.Need to discuss with her something. =X

Already a bit sick of explaining to ppl where Haka Zhong is. LOlz...the latest addition to add to the total list of ppl who asked me is Adelene.Ok..the damn eatery shop is actually opposite DBS Bank @ Amoy Street.China Square..beside that is Far East Square...(which there is Planet Fitness there)..then beside it is DBS Bank.Nearest MRT is Raffles Place/Chinatown.Hmm..if anybody wants to find me make it this week..lolz..I abt to quit soon.Sianzation.More updates abt life there the day I quit.

I wonder how is Jackson doing so far.LOlz...scarly the old witch buey zi dong again and then if Jackson too paiseh to speak up..wah..then really must kpkb liao.Really..this type of ppl just makes the world a real sad place to live in. LOlz !!

[-=Everyday, everyday, everyday, I think of you..
This sort of sweetness makes me start to believe in fate...
I'm grateful to gravity for letting me bump into you...=-]

5th Dec .....Part 2...

Ok..woke up super early today..around 9+..and the day began.Prepared and bathe and all and got out of the hse.Went to meet Jeff and Cherrie 1st at Hougang.They treat me eat breakfast...(even though I already ate at home earlier).Actually is nothing..only had kopi and some toast..lolz..pian2 yi2 them la..zz..then tok tok until forgot time.Rushed to Grandlink to meet Yong Jie for pool and I was late.Anyway we headed down to my 2nd "home" start our 3 hr marathon..but ended up making it a total of 4 hr.So pang seh Lau nv go town with him.LOlz..siao huh ..ah haaa..but this session is too nice la...v.fun.Played a total of 23 games and I won 16.The funny thing was that it seemed that most of the matches are dued to becoz of the black ball hitting in the pockets early..haha..machiam like some curse like that.Both of us played well...gd shots made and all.Today I finally witnessed a new style : "Aladdin" style. LOlz ! Yong Jie damn funny..he climbed on top of the table and sat on it twice and shot the ball.LOlz..he did it twice and haha..really laughed till pengz..really eye-opener 1st time see this..haha..joker la he..lolz.After our session time to pay then is our pockets ' turn to be funny.LOlz..even the lianster counter girl also cant help smiling at our shock upon seeing the bill.Haha..nvm..most importantly is happy jiu ok. LOlz.

Went home after that and reached home like 5+.Rest a bit and after that wait for Auntie Esther come and Jie to come home after work then celebrate.Had KFC and fried noodles for dinner.Cake-cutting ceremony..lolz..1 yr older liao.Haa..then take some pics frm Auntie Esther 's newly bought LG 7100..ya..the swivel screen 1..wah lao..the phone is so damn bloody nice..v.cool...not as bulky as I tot.That y I said LG phone really rocks..camera also take pic so clear..way clearer than some of the other flip phones around.Hmm..wait for Auntie to upload to comp then I post in here..ah ha.
After that 8+ met up with Lay Hoon at my hse downstairs de playground.It 's been really long...4 yrs actually since I last saw her.We are live like only 1 block away but yet nv seen each other b4 around the neighbourhood.LOlz...really funny.Hmm..she hasnt changed much and yea..become more happening now..anything also ok.Guessed her fav phrase is "Anything"..lolz..haiz..if everybody can be like her so shuang kuai then gd le..haiz..anyway we went GRANDLINK again.LOlz ! Ya..and is a gd thing we went to becoz ...I actually left my IC there ! Basket..I didnt even realised it till when I wanna book table then I realised.Luckily the counter girl (not the lianster..but the other 1..) recognised me and gave me my IC..I left it there earlier on.zZ..kaoz.I dun want spend extra money go make new one loh..and ya..Yong Jie..we USED the SAME TABLE again.Table 35.LOlz...so qiao huh ? ahah aha..pool the whole day.Really siaoz.Played 9 games in all and score was 5 - 4 in favour of me.Great session too.Lay Hoon played well too...despite er..her phone v.busy with all the messages coming in.Haha..managed to catch the last bus.Decided against going boatquay to join Jie..Daniel they all go have a drink or sth..I tot of meeting Miko Jie earlier on to have a drink at there but she didnt called me after her work.Somemore a few hours more me got that stupid SAT to sit for and Lay Hoon need to report for camp the nx day too.Nvm..managed to hop on the er..2nd last bus of the day.Walked her home b4 returning to my own block.So...5th Dec just ended like this...so short..but quite a nice day.

After I posted the previous entry logged online immediately received from well-wishes from frens..buddies..frankly..frankly speaking..I tot today I will be all alone. Jeff and company pang seh me loh..(even though i met him earlier for breakfast)..they dunno go where happy without jioing me along.Best.AMK siaoz like Xin Hong..Winnie they all also beh steady 1.My fellow "F4" bros also like beh zai one..and and..haiz..nvm...nth to say.And after work yday Thurs 4th Dec..was like sad..do u noe how does it feel when it's ur bday and the possibility of rotting at home with nth..no programmes..and I even tot of working today one...to keep myself and my mind occupied and all..(but ended telling them I got to go sch..cant work..haa..dun expect me slog on my day huh..) . Ya..anyway would like to thank all those who had wished me..dun expect any presents from u all but it 's the thought that counts.And that 's really more than enough.Serene so sweet..she sang zhu ni sheng ri kuai le x4 over msn..lolz..and ya..Eunice also wished me..my 2 xiao mei meis from forums.Haha..no wonder SOME1 is crazy over Serene..LOlz...*u noe I noe la*.Tim also sang English Version one over the phone while on the way back from Grandlink and Daniel so lame loh..sang the LAME Version of Happy Bday..didnt listened to it entirely coz I let Lay Hoon listened a while..ah haha..laughed till pengz. I received practical gifts this yr : hongbaos. Ah haa..cool cool.Money is the best gift in this world.No money no talk as always...haha..the world is practical.

6th Dec , Today

3 hrs of sleep nia ! Sian..yday stayed up too late even though I reached home around 12+. Stupid SAT..thanks to it I cant chiong full shift today and less money ! 3 hrs sit until cant tahan..can even fell asleep a bit whilst doing the paper..lolz.Dunno la..heck...most likely will screw up.Wretched SAT.I zhao immediately after that and didnt join Zhenling and Zilong for lunch.And stupid Zhenling msged me sth..kaoz..he noes that is my most concern thing and still try to make a joke out of it.Kaoz...wat kind of brother is this ? wah lao..not funny loh..haiz.4get it.

Slogged later at evening shift. Bday over now continue SLOG Days..Haaaaaaa..zzzz..

Happy Birthday To Me...Happy Birthday To Me..Happy Birthday To Me..Happy Birthday To Me.........

17 yrs old le. ..Dunno whether shld be happy or sad...

Nvm.

Accompany me now is just a can of Carlsberg. And looks like it will be a dreadful day from now onwards..haiz.

More updates later.

Abstracted this from an email my cousin Joseph sent me..something abt the personalities/characteristics of which ever months a person is born in...I am a Dec Baby..so let's see..

DECEMBER

* Loyal and generous

* Patriotic

* Active in games and interactions

* Impatient and hasty

* Ambitious

* Influential in organizations

* Fun to be with

* Loves to socialize

* Loves praises

* Loves attention

* Loves to be loved

* Honest and trustworthy

* Not pretending

* Short tempered

* Changing personality

* Not egoistic

* Takes high pride in oneself

* Hates restrictions

* Loves to joke

* Good sense of humor

* Logical

LOlz....I will have to admit more than half of the above 21 personalities are quite true on me...ok..maybe slightly..Ah Ha..but I definitely hates attention.I dun do things to attract attention coz I dun like to be in the limelight.Rather be low-profiled.But in terms of dressing I dun care abt all these though.Ah ha.Oh well..just something interesting that 's all.A person 's personalities and characteristics is better known through himself/herself and how other ppl judge him/her anyway.

I lost a younger cousin just recently.My Xiao3 Shu4 and Xiao3 Shen3 lost their 1st baby.He died prematurely due to the sudden stop of heartbeat and is actually due to be born..to come to this world tml.Imagine how cool will it be if I have a cousin who shares the same birthday as me , albeit younger by 17 yrs.Real sad.A great misfortune indeed..was sharing with Evan abt this sad news..and ya..agree with wat she said..maybe all this is fate loh. Let 's hope Xiao3 Shu4 and Xiao3 Shen3 can overcome their grief asap and look ahead...yeah..

Yesterday was super dulan by the sudden no-need-work call by Haka Zhong.Kaoz loh..was ready and all and prepare to go out when suddenly receive the call.They decided to close earlier ..bloody chao slack.Not that I cared abt their business..but I care abt my MONEY ok..no work no pay.Damn.The funny thing was yesterday I was like..quite late..4:10 p.m. still at home..(need at least 40 mins to go there)..lucky was not on the bus already..otherwise I sure kpkb 1.KNN...buey zi dong 1..close early shld say earlier wat.And I wasted yesterday altogether. No work , no pay , less income. Fuck it. Haka Zhong sucks to the core.

Just past 3..scarly later call again say close early..wah lao I tell u..I will sure go vandalise their damn shop. zZZ.. but I still want my money. Haiz...must REN !! zZ.

Slog at evening shift later. Take Care , Folks.

I noe this sounds abit lame..coz I dun really believe this kind of thing but well..I actually formulated a wishlist for my upcoming 17th Bday..lolz..while I was in dreamland last nite...gonna jot it down now..

Bday Wishlist' 2003

1) PS2 / XBOX
2) A new wallet
3) A new hp
4) More Accessories : Chokers , Rings & Bracelets
5) New Clothes (Tops) : Shirts , T-Shirts
6) New Clothes (Bottom) : Faded Jeans & 1 or 2 more Bell-Bottoms or Baggy Pants
7) Bandanna
8) A Hooded Sweater
9) *A Hidden Wish*

Let 's analyse.......

Actually Xiao3 Gu1 already sponsored me the money for PS2 liao..but mom is holding back the money ..saying wat doesnt want me to play too much...kaoz..oh well..nvm..if no PS2 means more time out on the streets then.Wont be caught dead staying at home and rotting.

Wallet..yea..my JPG wallet shld long gone belong to the museum..lolz..2 yrs already and the metal part even dropped off.Haiz.Is time for a new one then.

Hp..I have already promised myself to get an even better phone than the wretched 7210 that I lost a few mths ago.Damn..I wont ever 4get the day I lost it.Anyway is over..in the past..and yes..to hell to that bugger who is holding on my lost phone now.Fuck him/her.Already sick of the current temporary 8850 I holding on.Nokia is out..is getting boring.LG really rocks ! Hope to land myself 1 but I am earning peanuts now..u tink I can get it ? Sian. zz

Needless to say..nv will I be satisfied with the accessories I owned now..lolz.Already saw a few new cool chokers at 77th 's..they are like waving to me to get my hands on them.LOlz.Beaded ones are out.They are not my type.

Shirts..much prefer shirts to t-shirts.Hope to get some more new retro shirts..I just bought one a mth ago and really like the funky prints on it..way cool.Am looking for those long-sleeved shirts..something like wat Desmond Koh (Xu Zhen Rong) always wear on TV..damn nice.Not those plain white ones..but rather..white ones with a print on the shirt or something..a touch of flamboyance...haha ! That 's my kind of liking ! LOlz.Any colours will do but not pink.Saw a guy wearing long-sleeved hot pink shirt at China Square a few days ago..and was like..uh huh.Too CHIO liao la. LOlz.

Jeans..Tight , Straight cut jeans are out.I hate those.Engineer Jeans also outdated.Faded Jeans are back in the trend again..(look at WanWan of Holland V..look at Pan Wei Bo during his autograph session a few weeks ago in SG..all wearing faded jeans).Wanna get the 1 I intro Bernard buy at Far East that time most probs.The latest one..so cool.And is quite affordable..rather than at Levi's !! I dun own a bank neither do I noe how to print money notes.So..zZ.Feel like adding a few more bell-bottoms to my collection.A white one perhaps ? Maybe..I ask round b4 for opinions and all say will look like one bloody bengster.Kaoz...I find it nice though.And 4get abt asking ZL ..he confirm say..aiyo..u wear anything also look like beng.Basket..shit him la..ah ha.

I am intrigued by Ah Di of Energy 's style when Energy 1st chu dao.The thing he wrapped around his head damn cool. Izit a Bandanna or just some hotel towel ? LOlz..dunno.If I have it most probs wont wear it coz Hip-Hop is not my style.But it shld be fun trying it out though.LOlz.

SG this type of weather will get heat stroke if wear those hooded sweaters..zhi4 tao3 ku3 chi1 ..but I dun mind owning 1.Ah Ha.

The last one is a hidden one. Is a secret.

Hope I dun sound too greedy. Actually to me , the best present besides the hidden wish is to have some1 to accompany me to spend this day. That will be the best gift ever rather than the above mention ones.Those are secondary.I rather have this primary gift then.

2 more days.

Off Day Today...ok..I mean yesterday coz now is already 2++ Tues morning..lolz.Was making plans for yday since Sun..I dun wanna stuck at home even though I knew some will advice me to stay at home rest since off and no need work..but u look at me u tink I will stay at home ? LOlz.Everybody is like beh steady 1..haiz..all bz..nvm.Woke up at 1+ today.Nan De can sleep more so just sleep.I need my precious sleep.Tot will be stuck at home the whole day with no plans but LUCKILY ..got my "F4" brothers.Made plans to go out.All Guys around..go where then ? Pool of coz..dun expect us to go window shopping huh..LOlz.RJ didnt come along.Is been quite some time since last heard of his news.Alvin was supposed to come 1..treat it as lan yu chong su ? LOlz..no la..just help us fill in the "F4" spirit..4 person mah..4 ppl then can have actual spirit..(not saying he is replacement or extra if u get wat I mean..lolz)..but then heard from Zilong say Alvin saw his friends then pang seh us...oh well , zZ.

Anyway went for pool at SSC.LOlz.Not sick of it.In fact..nowadays I tink the happiest moment for me is besides chatting in msn with friends especially . . . . the next thing is to hold a cue and whack balls.LOlz.F3 pool session.Didnt really count the number of games played..lolz..too many jokes around liao.Had my fair share of winnings but Zhenling still reigned la..he too shen liao.Won him 2 games only becoz he accidentally caused the black ball to go into the pocket.Anyway I increased my personal record ! LOlz..one cue killed off 5 balls straight in a row.Cool.Nearly won Zhenling in that match but cant la.Haiz.Room for improvement as always.Played till 7++ then we 3 went for dinner at Emerald Plaza Foodcourt @ Somerset.Since last friday have been eating Niang Tou Fu Soup + Rice mixed with cai dao (in Teochew..dunno how to explain..some sort of veggie) and dao gua ( in Teochew too..dry beancurd I guess ? ) for lunch and dinner at Haka Zhong loh..eat till damn frigging sian.So just wanna eat better.Had sweet & sour chicken rice then ice kachang with durian.Cool.Finally a satisfying meal.LOlz..then stupid Zhenling say wat wanna "live telecast" wanna show us then walk to Heeren but "nothing available" so in the end go PS try luck but dun have ended me and Zilong watching him complete Capcom 2 @ Star Factory instead. Zz..after that went home via 103 at Paradiz. 103 again ! Did I mention that at nite around 10/11 + dun take 147/103 ..the whole bus machiam like become refugee bus once after leaving the stop at Mustafa there..overcrowded with..haha ! Really.If u get wat I mean...haha..racist me again.But on Sun after my full shift took 147 nearly die of suffocation. =P

Sudden craving for Swensen 's ice cream.Nvm..I already made do with Meadow Gold's..just finished a supper of choco nut raisin ice cream I treated myself to.LOlz.

Koon Time. Later evening shift.Haiz..be slogger again.Still pondering whether tml I shld go over to ZL 's hse pak game or not b4 leaving for work...*yawns*

Good Nite , World.