你就像是酒店里那六块钱的Carrot Cake 。。。而我像就是咖啡店里卖的菜
头棵。。。
Carrot Cake 外表 很诱人， 吃了很好吃。。。菜头棵也一样好吃 ，甜甜辣辣 的。。

但是 Carrot Cake 吃 了不但不腻反而令人更想再吃一口 ，菜头棵 吃久了却会
吃腻。。。

就算两人真的爱对方 ， 但贫富悬殊的社会和阶级地位还是得拆散这对苦命的
鸳鸯。。。。

Yup..familiar eh ? That wat JingJing told XiaoXin days ago in Holland V.This 7 p.m. Channel 8 bloackbaster is getting nicer and nicer.Even though the language is somehow broken..but the hidden meaning is there.LOL.Am becoming more CLA Siao.Speaking of CLA..yday 's test is a goner.I noe the whole world will not believe if I said I didnt study.Right anot ? Uh huh..results will tell.The last Yi Su Te Se I didnt read it at all.So last ques will kill me as I just smoked through.Fri took MC for nothing.Sian.. zhao with ZL go AMK Polyclinic go see cheap doctor.Must say is a really "eye-opener" for me...coz I nv step into a polyclinic see doctor b4..normally I see Dr Glenn or some other rubbish doctors nearby.Fooled around with the doctor..pay 5 bucks + for some disgusting medicine and MC b4 leaving around 10++.Reached home didnt even study..was downloading some latest Zhang Shan Wei 's songs + Sun Yanzi 's Yu Jian and S.H.E 's He Bin Gong Yuan MVs. All damn nice.And I ended eating a set of Nationalism notes instead of studying for the test..how to score well like this ? Aiyo..anyway nvm.Friday , we "F4" finally had some unity..all nv go sch..ah haha..leave Mr Desmond Loi alone have fun with the rest.Am not v.happy with him.This yandao has promise to show the 4 of us the brilliant script/masterpiece he had penned himself for the upcoming filming of video thing.But he still has yet to show us and cooked up some excuse say dun want show us first..kaoz loh.U ready liao then might as well show us..zzz..got a feeling he gong tua kang scarly nv write but I tink he did la..He is the selected male lead anyway..ah haha.Kenneth and Ming Hong crash into NY v.unexpectedly..lolz.Heard that b4 that they went for a run.Just nice..accompany me and ZL go climb the great wall down and out to Sgn Mac go there eat.Rotted around Central b4 I left early for Roots to cut hair.My hairstylist is finally back after 2 weeks of reservice.Can see that army did him gd la..coz he bo bian got to chop off his dirty blonde long hair and that wicked Manchu pigtail.Today he is kind of sombre so finally can enjoy some peace..lolz.He did intro me a new hair product and tried it on my hair.It smells exactly like the Loreal FX-Studio products but the price is not funny----->46 bucks.Ought to be shot if I bought it.Especially since I just lost my phone...Anyway that product is great..no residue at all unlike some rubbish hairsprays I used b4.Left 4 home after that..heard from Lau said got some E2 gathering..but not the whole class went...obviously.I didnt went..ended sleeping throughout the afternoon.Hope there is a proper E2 gathering which the whole class will turn up la.So long nv see them liao.Lolz.




Finally I have received the letter of invitation to the Gabrielite Old Boys' Dinner.LOL..as expected ..they mailed it to my old hse.Lousy st gabs management.Anyway nvm..tt dinner over liao and frm wat I noe lots of ppl nv turn up.I am just glad I am not condemned by the sch.Lolz.Am very , very proud of st gabs.The school rankings are out.
Top 50 Schools Express : St Gabriel 's Position : 45 (improvement of 1 position)
Top 40 Schools Normal : St Gabriel 's Position : 4 (improvement of 11 positions)
Top 20 Value-Added Schools for Express : St Gabriel's
Top 20 Value-Added Schools for Normal : St Gabriel's

Is a incredible fantastic news..I am sure Adolphus Tan is happy like siao now.LOlz.Compared to other fellow neighbourhood schs..St Gabs is 1 of the better schs around.The Graduating Batch 2002 (AHEM ! ) continue the trend of being value-added...for express is 5th/6th consecutive yr (If I not wrong)..for normal is 2nd/3rd yr (If I am not wrong).At this time last yr..we (graduating batch 2002) , were wondering if we could maintain the record..and we did it.Absolutely brilliant.We can proudly tell our graduated seniors b4 us that we didnt let them and the sch down.So the Gabrielite Juniors..especially the graduating batch this yr..dont xia suay us...instead push forward and cross the final hurdle.U wont be disappointed and will reap in the end for all the hard work u put in.

Let us live and thus prove
St Gabriel 's boys...


ZHPS ROCKS ! Ya...still felt v.much attached to Zhonghua Pri which I spent 5 yrs of education there compared to Guangyang Pri which I spent only 1 yr there.Felt proud when learnt that zhps achieved the sustained achievement award.Kind of miss Mrs Chua..Mrs Goh..and Mrs Ang who taught me during my years there.Till today I am still grateful to them.And of coz my little buddies who were under my wings during P5/P6.
Wei Jun & Tze Hin ------>my charges during canteen time.
Yvonne , Yi Zheng ,Gwee Yeong -->my reading buddies under the Buddy Reading System...yeah..I still remembered them...in fact I just saw Wei Jun a few weeks ago in Zhonghua Sec uniform..all of them are in Sec 1 now..how time flies.And of coz my kiddy bro YongZhi..and fellow peers and frens..memories are still etched in the back of my mind..is been long since I last went back there.Mayb find 1 day go back..

We aim high..always on the go
Doing well today , and even better tomorrow..

Offically I am crippled.
Feels that somebody has just hacked off my right arm.
Lost Hp on the bus this damn morning.
Upon my horror while walking to the much dreaded side gate then realise.
Great , keep it up.
Swearing and cursing are invalid now
All my stuffs inside my phone is being cruelly taken away.
That 's it.
Dun bother me these few days/few weeks unless absolutely need to.
Plagued with anguish and torment.
But wont be languishing in them.
Unforgiven sin for this moment of folly.
Excruciatingly unforgivable.
But wat has happened has already happened.
God want it this way , so be it.
No , dun need any sympathy at all.
No need any gloating or smirking too.
Not funny at all , so save it.
Phone can be lost , Memories cannot be taken away.
Bubble we both shared is burst.
That is FATE.

Re-reading my previous entry I tink I am too overboard in some sense.I knew that after I post that entry I am sure to attract lots of comments and views over it.Damn dulan and hot-headed when I wrote that entry.In fact the whole day of Saturday itself I could have rush to kill somebody.Keeping Cool is not my forte.But I dun regret wat I said , and I won't retract what I have said.Never intended to portay myself as some1 wallowing up in self-pity nor to bring down the other party in concern intentionally.Just my 2 cents' worth.No rights and wrongs over it.It might be awkward in some way for daily life in sch.So be it.Concerns might turned out to be backstabs.So be it.Topic is off.No comments over it.

Skipped sch again today.Visited a diff doc..ah haha.Wonder how's the maths test..nvm.I heard that the rest of the boys zhao.Sounds unbelievable.Nvm..confirm tml.Offically I am giving up on Maths.Clear the rest of the subjects will do.Countdown 2 more weeks to Promos , wonder will I be ready by then.Tml is CLA Test.Only improvement , no deprovement...which means by all means I am gonna get my B.

Jay 's Tong Yi Zhong Tiao Tiao MV is out. Totally Awesome.

Took cab to sch early today for CLA test at LT4.That chief invigilator was one fuck-up bitch.I was like ...huh..who 's tt KL teacher over there.Nv saw her b4..and she shouted like some mother-hen at every1 in the LT.Anyway CLA was alright as usual.It 's a thinking paper..but I shld be able to improve frm my marks compared to the previous paper 's SHIT marks if nothing goes wrong.In terms of time management I managed just on time too compared to previous paper.Finally could finished everything.Maybe the comprehension passage is interesting..ah haha.Was raining cats and dogs but me and Zilong took the route of taking 105 and then 315 for me while he went off to his parents' office.Shucks..forget to take the CDs frm Ruijue..nvm..Mon take frm him..

Yesterday nite was studying for the test today and around 10 something came online although I haven finished.Went online was to do some admin stuff in my # and then chatted with fellow S.H.E forum members in the forum.Then suddenly got 1 particular slut came to zee siao over msn.I tot I had made things clear , but apparently..I take it either she is deaf or blind or suffered from some handicaps..she did not.That 's it.U have encroached into the "thunder" area within me and u have pushed my sanity to the limit.

To that SLUT : Actually I tot u are already dead becoz ur existence is equal to ur non-existence in the views of mine.But since yday u suddenly come in with a fuck-up mood...I will reply u in a fuck-up mood too.Firstly , stop going around accusing something which I had not done.U tink I damn boliao as to go around talking about u in front of others ? I have better topics to chat with the others.So stop fabricating stories and accusations.My diary is open to the public..and I have got my fair share of support frm readers ranging frm frens to strangers.So if u wanna get lost..just kindly get lost.I dun need ur support in reading it.And my diary is my daily thoughts and rants.Pardon me for my conceit in my blogging..but no one is to dictate me on how shld I blog.Stop being so BHB too as to tink I shld write anything abt u , believe me , I will rather write any Tom , Dick or Harry out on the streets than abt u , u whore.Orh..I get it.U are just concerned over that ur "popularity" might waned ? Talk of maturity.I am ungentleman I noe..that is me..and u suay , u happened to be the 1st girl and in fact the 1st person to discover this dark side of me.So I guess u shld feel honoured.U are not some angelic type either..so stop trying to act like one becoz u are causing everybody to lose their appetite and puking out all things that they have eaten that are much preferred to be digested than wasting it. I am the way I am..I dun trust ppl easily is a fact that everybody who noes me will noe.I am not naive as like somebody who tinks that this world is a fairytale.I am selfish..sure everybody is..and wat makes u tink u are absolved frm all blame ? At least I accepted my flaws unlike some1. If u 1 to "discover" more in guys..why dun u check urself into Geylang ? But well..1st thing pls repackage urself b4 u enter the chicken business..even then I am sure even the poorest , most desperado bangala wouldnt want such bitch like u.And one more thing I tell u , I love my parents and respect them a lot..as much as I dun show it.They are the ones who brought us up with lots of pain and hard work.I listen to my mom is my own business..if u dun listen to ur mom kindly keep it to urself.U have insulted my mom yday.Let me ask..u tink ur mom is damn good ? Well..sure..in bringing up that slut personality in u..that is my reply to ur insult yday.Nobody have the right to insult my parents.U can insult the whole world and me but not my parents or my family.This value has been inculcated in me since primary sch.I supposed u dun even noe this value exists. *SMIRKS*.Take note u will get it if I hear anymore insults directed at them.Dun believe , try it.Leave the feud between us among ourselves , dun implicate others. Another fabrication of urs..I making use of u.For ur information u dunno me well enough as in I dun make use of ppl.Even if I wanna do any profiteering stuff thru u I tink I will achieve better thru others.Wat is there to gain frm u anyway ? Fats ? I dun need any.I am perfectly healthy , thanks.My initial favourable impression of u plunged into an all time low of negative infinity.U are the most despicable , incorrigible scumbag on earth.My hatred towards u is undescriptible.Stop trying to be like some angel who show lots of empathy towards others , when u are not.Ur intention is not up to ur intelligence and actions.Ur demeanour is..let me tell u...kan ER.Ur supposedly cutesy acts doesnt appealed to any1 so kindly stop acting cute b4 any1 die of vomitting. The memory of the conversation yday still continued to fester till now.Rest assured I wont let this matter get into me or affect me in anything.U r not WORTH it.U are also not the one I will turn to in times of adversity or anything.I have other many frens whom I can turned to instead.U spoke my mind alright.I regretted knowing u.So stopped making facile remarks and think twice using ur bird-brain 1st instead of going around spreading ur "fairytales".Kindly get a life pls.If best , FUCK off. Hong Kan off ..Kan Ji Pe..just get lost.If u still want to continue , I am game.Ur life will be miserable then.For me , my life still go on without u...lagi best if u completely vanish from my sight.My business is none of ur concern anymore.Get a life , bitch.If u dun noe how to ...I have a humble suggestion.Go jump down from the top storey of ur block.Perhaps u will finally find out wat life is actually like.Pardon me for being candid and indiscreet here. Thank you very much.

This week has been quite slack.Aha ha...I am too lazy to update..so just summarise wat happened these past 4 days.Tues - Lagi SLACK after the start of SLACKING Routine on Mon.Woke up late @ 8++ a.m. after slping at 3++ a.m. the other day.Skipped PE..and skipped Maths.Went for CLA tutorial nia.The class like only around 10 ppl nia.The rest either disappeared or didnt turn up altogether.The BEST thing is that the afternoon lessons are only PW which is a lecture and GP lesson which is presentation.No point in staying too.So zhao with Zhen Ling (1 of the presenters..LOL.) and Zilong @ 12:55 p.m.SONG bo ? Sign in late @ 10:45 and zhao @ 12:55 p.m.Went to take early leave forms.Proud to say that I am a Lao Jiao of early leave with 4 forms up to date while the 2 of them are newbies.1st time taking.Went to have lunch with them and go home koon. Wed - Attendance today is much better.I tink is becoz there are Teo 's lessons..tt y..ah haha.During CT period got the house meeting.Damn..the rest of the house are held either in LTs or in AVA room but my house was in the canteen.Nvm..coz we boys ate at the canteen during break.So nvm.Then got some post-exams carnival of activites and games.Different CCAs representatives went up 1 by 1 to go promote their activities.Tat irksome creature was there..Zhen Ling and Zilong was darn nervous.Zilong 's Shanghai 1943 also went up and so does Zhen Ling 's No.10.Ah haha..their eye candies respectively.But I spotted mine also !Haha.."Hebe" aka her went up too.So Ke Ai..Then was like HAHA-All the way with the other 'F3' in the canteen then went for econs.Home after that. Thurs - Ultimate SLACK DAY.No afternoon lessons becoz Teo and Wu Mei Lien going for course.So that means no Econs and CLA.Only GP and AO Maths today.Guessed WAT ? My AO Maths test I got the expected fantastic result of 9/50.3 person out of 20 ppl in the class passed this time.Eh..close the class la..all go take GSC la..LOL.ZL scored the same.Awesome COOL right.But we are not the lowest SURPRISINGLY.The lowest is 6.i wonder who is the genius who managed to score that WELL.Ok..not laughing coz my results are equally sucky..but I wanna shake tt super soul 's hand who succeeded me in getting the highest (count frm the bottom).Is 1 of the girls in the class.Becoz the 5566/Energy did a bit better...(only 5 boys in the AO Maths class including me and ZL).Maths sucks.I hate Maths.And kanna suan by Lee Yan Yan for drawing the fantastic diagram of Add Sugar To Coffee tt Trigo thing .*Sighs* .Dun even have a consolation mark at all.LOL.

Today.Kanna suan again by Lee Yan Yan for tt diagram again.Haiz..sian..everytime pick on me 1.Basket.Skipped Kellett lecture which is not a surprise I tink to those who noe me.CLA lecture was fun.Then after lunch with the other 'F3' b4 I went off 1st to see Teo for some extra-stuff.I am not prepared.Haven finish my mugging.That 1 was there and Ruth came unexpectedly but not surprisingly though.Unproductive.I have no questions and neither does Ruth.Only tt 1 has.%&*^$#%.Sian 1/2.It feels weird to just rot there and ended speaking a word which is not funny at all.Sure is weird.But to me IT is non-existential to me.Kan ER Kia..NBCB..spoiled my day.I am not totally vindicated frm all blame and so are U.I noe I am being indiscreet here and probably see some sparks out there..but I dun care.

King of Piracy here downloaded many new additional songs and Mvs.Any Nice New songs just find me..I have it all.LOL.

Wei Wo Hao Part 1 & 2 MV. (Finally the caps allowed me to DL..albeit over 3 hrs++)
Chuan Shuo MV.
Without ur Love MV (With and Without MVP Special Ending Version )
All the release of Jay 's Ye Hui Mei 's Songs' MVs.
All the release of S.H.E ' s Superstar 's Songs' MVs. (I.O.I.O MV DAMN CUTE !)
Some of Karen Mok and Jordan Chan 's latest songs.
SG Gang Songs..My FAV.All the collection I have it now.PHT..GHK..AST..369..DJ Remixes..all have liao..ah ahha.Super COOL.

And who say tt those RIAs/Music Industry fuckers are catching illegal music downloaders ? Fuck them.The news of them fining people caught despite of repeated warnings doesnt deter me even a hair at all.And others too..judging frm the never ending queue. Chuan Shuo is the BEST of all.The latest 1..Xi Jie Shao Nian 's main theme song MV. V.NICE...recommended.Cant wait for the premiere of the show on Channel U in Oct.

Tml got CLA test. Gonna score well. Go do some work-out routine now..Bless all.

Hehe..another edited S.H.E pic.Hope U all will like it.


Chanced upon a website and saw some pics there..well..am feeling nauseous now..YUCKS..KAN ER to the maximum..*PUKE*.But it may be attractive to others.Hmm...wasted my dinner of Hongkong noodles by puking everything out.LOL.Sch reopen..shucks..dragged myself to sch as usual.Took the same old route..and climb the same old great wall (Any NYJCian shld noe wat i refering to..) ..up and up..reach Bu La Ge Guang Chang (Shld also noe this ) and cut in a matrix direction..to where ? .......TOILET.Yup..I am the toilet king.LOL.Usual routine every morning for me.Heard from Khairul tt some E1 ppl didnt even paid for the Gabrielite Old Boys'Dinner and they could went in.Damn..but well..those E2 ppl I still keep in contact with didnt go..ah ha..I bet there isnt even an E2 soul there.LOLx.Nick Chow must be disappointed.And btw..I still have not received that damn letter of invitation.Basket..I must be condemned by the sch management...ah ha.Am totally shut off during CLA and TCP hist in the 1st and last period respectively.Hard to adjust to working mode now after just a 1 week break.Sian..today ..wah..my class was damn slack..the SLACKIEST day.Some ppl nv come at all..while some zhao after econs...other GUAI ppl like ME ...(AHEM !) chose to stay...but well..rotted in the library doing CLA tt Yu Wen Lian Xi.Didnt noe must do till today then I noe.Kaoz..an addition to the heavy burden I am carrying now.Joanna Gan bought the story tt most of us are not feeling well.Haiz..she is soooooo KIND...but too ..KINDddd.She cancelled the GP tutorial.Cool.1st time see the lab full of ppl even at hours like 3+ and 4+. All rushing to complete PW which 2nd draft is due today.

Haha-Day with the boys today.Heard some unpleasant things too.Frankly , there are some individuals who are damn fucked-up big time.Just hate traitors who betrayed u and played u out.Well..too many live examples around.But that is the world.Nobody is kind.To achieve anything or to gain credit or fame or anything , one can be up to anything against u.Society..and even in education instituitions.SAD.Sick of all these er yu wo zha , gou xing dou jiao life.Shant comment any further.God (No God in particular..just Universal 1..like Jackie Cheng..LOL) is not blind.U might escape with ur way once , but not twice. That 's that.




KAWAII !!
Finally bought teenage.Lolz...front cover + story..S.H.E !! Yup..Mom is like saying..Selina damn act cute or wat..basket..where got ? She is naturally ke ai and pretty ok...zz..much better than some ppl I noe who tried to AC but too bad...fan xiao guo..their looks and actions are not up to their intentions..making it kan ER..thus result in BC.Equation : AC + BC = ACBC.Just copied out some notes till super tired.Had not had my usual nap.Burned out.But cant slp..coz have to finish some incomplete work due tml. JC life...HA...

女人 ： 一定要爱她 ， 不能 了解她。

男人： 要去了解他 ，不能爱他。男人 是畜生 ，但女人喜欢动物。


Ok..last tues during Guess(3) heard Jacky Wu said this.Shucks..forgot the rest of wat is expected abt Nu Ren..still got somemore 1.Although is expressed in a very crude way....well..it is quite true to a certain extent.LOL.Up to u guys to decipher it...I am sure is easy to understand the hidden meanings behind these words.Ah haa...

Yday went with Will to Drake 's hse ton till this morning 9+.Win 11 the whole nite.Cool.Am tired out.God bless..1 week of doodling is over.Damn..3 more weeks to doomsday and here I am still in lala land.Finished all my hw except cla compo.Actually I have already finished..but decided to tore the paper and redo after reading it the 2nd time.Not satisfactory.Lolz.That 's me.I want it to be perfect...at least more presentable.Meeting ShiYun later to take sth back that she owed me + Dinner.My neighbour is damn fuck up.CB..everytime bang the damn door till sibeh hard..as if she want to let the whole bloody world noes tt she is going out or when she comes back.Fucking bitch.Dun wish to call the SCDF to come rescue her if the door crash down on her.But well..I dun understand why everytime I cant see her..in spite of me putting in my best effort to..everything is still so pitch-black..and my attempt is futile..mayb they need a spot-light to search for her then.LOL.Racist me.This will be a short entry.

Turn left turn right is based on the best-selling illustrated love story of the same name by renowned Taiwanese author/artist Jimmy Liao, who is working closely with the filmmakers on the project.

The film tells the simple, whimsical story of a lonely man, played by Takeshi Kaneshiro (Tempting Heart, Fallen Angels, Chungking Express) and woman, played by Gigi Leung (Le Brassiere, Tempting Heart), who live in the same apartment building, yet, due to their habitually quirky comings and goings, have never met. Following a chance encounter at a park, events, meddling acquaintances and pure bad luck conspire to keep the would-be lovers apart as each makes plans to change their life and leave the past behind.


Haa..I wanna watch leh....but then..nobody acc me..haiz.....=X

Woke up today feeling ..WAH...wat a NICE Day today.Actually is quite gd la..hmm..done some work.Basically just rotted the whole day.Met up with Jing for lunch nearby today.She was on her way to meet her 60 but she was still early so called me to pei her.Best la...I like spare tyre like tt..no 1 accompany then call me.LOL.Anyway needed to fill my stomach too..no food tt is fit for human in my hse liao..so just went down to 147 there eat.Watch TV...cant wait for 5566 's new Ou Xiang Ju --> Xi Jie Shao Nian to premiere on channel U.Is like damn nice loh..tt the show I looked for..fill with punk..violence..something like Young & Dangerous series...this is the show tt intrigues me most.The main theme song "Chuan Shuo" is lagi tor gong.Saw it over Wan Quan Yu Le.One word to describe --->COOL.Damn nice.The song also not bad.Hmm..waiting for it to be available online..lolz..then can DL.Tok of supporting singers by buying original ? No way...LOL..I only buy S.H.E stuffs original nia.LOL.Their Xi Jie Shao Nian OST in Taiwan yday had pre-order available.Bu anyway..not my concern..coz I support PIRACY.Ah ha.Practise Win 11 after tt.Practically the whole world now is using either PS2 or X-Box and here I am still stuck with my ke lian PS1.Damn.But well..as long as can play Win 11..I am satisfied.My Brazil is getting super strong now..haha..(trying not to be too egoistic here..).Tackling..shooting..all perfect.But my players a bit temperamental la (ask MOK..he will noe tt..lolz..).Am chopping the rival 's players down like nobody 's business and as if the referee is non-existent.Haha.Saw the recent international matches over TV news.Hey..tt Rooney guy is really a sensation.Netherlands was pretty ke long.Lost 3-1 in favour to Czech republic.Basket..1st 1 shld not have concede loh..but thanks to edgar davids ROUGH act..tt is a reality.Davids practically shoved tt Czech guy down and tumble over him while he fell.LOL.The 3rd 1 is more unbelievable.The Dutch defence is completely empty..the Czech guy raced the ball frm half-field (I supposed tt is a counter-attack..catching the Dutch defence napping).The Dutch keeper (hope is not Van Der Sar..if is him he really shld kill himself) was like SUPER out of POSITION.BASKET..luckily nv bet.Long time nv bet.Hope my cousins didnt bet on Netherlands winning either.Really getting frm bad to worst...for the Dutch.Sounds like 1 soccer commentator here..okok.

Tonite is Mid-Autumn Festival.Mom is behaving like a big child.Fancy carrying 1 of those lattern tt can blow bubble 1 when switched on.The most lame 1 is to blow the bubbles everywhere..even my room kanna.Kaoz.Whole room full of bubbles.Anyway I didnt KP.Becoz got mooncakes to eat.My fav...but this yr my parents didnt buy much.The variety didnt varied much compared to last yr.SAD.
Today is also the 2nd Yr Anniversary of The 9.11 New York incident.


The beginning of the end of the World Trade Center was at 8:46.26 a.m., when hijacked American Airlines flight 11 smashed into the north face of the 110-story north tower.
The end came 1 hour, 42 minutes, 5 seconds later when that tower fell in a heap of rubble and cement dust.
In the interim on Sept. 11, 2001, United Airlines flight 175 crashed into the south face of the south tower at 9:02.54, dooming it to collapse 56 minutes, 10 seconds later.
Seven hours after that, at 5:20.33 p.m., the fire-damaged, 48-story building 7 also fell, completing the destruction of the complex.

Some recalling to the tragic incident which shocked the world.


"We remember the lives lost," Bush said. "We remember the heroic deeds. We remember the compassion, the decency of our fellow citizens on that terrible day.
"We pray for the husbands and wives, the moms and dads and the sons and daughters and loved ones ... we pray for strength and wisdom

"In our mind's eye we can see the arsenal of democracy that it represents," he said. "The men and women who died there that day were part of that arsenal, defending democracy as surely as any patriot on the front line."

All quoted frm Bush.Ya..agree..we have to stamp out those fucking terrorists out there.Watch the news..Osama damn saddist..he appear again apparently trekking through the mountain videotaped which was provided by Aljazeera TV.Tt Bali blast masterminder sentenced to death..which is gd.Aiyo...the world is nv a moment of peace..always got shocking news 1.Then got new SARS case in S'pore..haiz.

DL Kong Ling Qi 's World Peace.LOL..really suits to commemorate this day.Even though 1 cannot really make out wat the hell he mumbling.

Channel U 's most spastic couple Darren Lim and Evelyn Tan gonna get married nx yr March.Haha..just now shown over TV mahz.The guy told the girl : "We are together for 5 yrs...I hope tt in future there will be a lot of 5 yrs...10 yrs..20 yrs..tt both of us can shared..." Like FAMILIAR hor ? Lack of originality..but is still v.sweet.No wonder Evelyn Tan go CUTESY and act machiam like some su nu when she is not (paiseh hor Desmond..insult ur Ou Xiang..LOL). *SHIVERS* If 1 Su Nu find Selina better loh. =)


月亮代表我的心

你问我爱你有多深
我爱你有几分
我的情也真
我的爱也真
月亮代表我的心
你问我爱你有多深
我爱你有几分
我的情不移
我的爱不变
月亮代表我的心

轻轻的一个吻
已经打动我的心
深深的一段情
叫我思念到如今

你问我爱你有多深
我爱你有几分
你去想一想
你去看一看
月亮代表我的心


Dun really like old song.But after hearing the song again recently ..wah..find it actually really nice and meaningful...dedicate this to her...=).And to all the readers out there..Happy Zhong Qiu Jie !

You should be dating a Pisces.
19 February - 20 March
Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and
hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be
self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the
fishes are quite romantic in bed.


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CRAP.She is not a Pisces girl. Hmm..

Had a change of image today.Blarghs.Wore specs to sch..lol.It has been over a yr ++ tt I actually wore specs to sch..haha..usually is just slip on the lenses and off I go.Anyway receive some negative remarks...haha...well..being 4 eyed..paid the price of not taking gd care of eyes when young..not use to wearing specs outside...felt a bit giddy.CLA test today was quite ..ALRIGHT...I guessed.Kong yi ji I didnt memorised loh..basically just using my own words and remembering some stuff I cramped into my head last night.Aiming for at least a C.Failure is not an option.I have failed enough.LOL

Didnt join the rest of the boys for badminton.Went home later to rest.Lucky manage to watch the repeat Guess (3) .NICE loh..I can see why Sweety SUCKS.Yup..nv did like them..so fake.Haha..S.H.E forum members..continue to hurl insults at them ! Our 'compliments' for them are nv ending ..right ? ah haha.Then Rainie damn chio loh..styled like Ayumi like tt..Ah-ya super lame..damn BGS..go kiss Jacky Wu..lolz.The ren bu ke mao xiang part..valentine 's day special edition for couples..see them so sweet..aiyo..envious.Wah..also lucky yday watched Shi Zi Lu Kou.Worth to watch loh.Got Ruby Lin..Evonne Hsu..Xia Yu Qiao as guests..all chiobus..but the best part is got Jay afterwards for the Yi Ge Dou Bu Neng Shao.The 3rd participant..wah..look damn alike with Jay loh.His voice..his looks.Then Jacky Wu cheekily asked the fake Jay say "Cai Yi Ling , Wo Ai Ni " and "Xu Ruo Xuan , Wo Geng Ai Ni " .Haha..damn bad loh.Nono act as Jolin as usual..ER as usual..
Had a long bath and nap b4 Jeff came my hse to pak Win 11.He is not my match of coz.Ah ha.We left my hse at 5:15 to go town meet up with Will , Jer , Tiffany and her 60.Went poke some balls which my turn to suck in it.My pool skills deprove like siao.Anyway rotted there for the nx few hrs b4 going for dinner at BK then went to durian shell there stroll abt b4 going home.Oh ya..saw Daphne today..damn long since I last saw her back in church then.She was with her frens.Then when I was taking train back home I saw UNCLE RIX ! Basket..but he didnt saw me la..he alighted 1st at Toa Payoh.Nowadays keep on seeing many ppl whom I have not met for ages...


Peace out.

Ok..especially bored these few days..spent them by couping in my room..rotting and procrastinating away.Nahz..I dun need any sympathy..and no need any reminders tt only like 30 days more to promos ? SAD.
Watch Singapore Hits Awards 2003 just now.That is not live but the TV version.Ok...not bad.But the bunch of 9.3.3 hosts should just change their outfits and hairstyle altogether.Sucky..to be frank.Selina and Hebe came without Ella..Energy was totally cool..but they cut parts here and there..see liao also not tt nice.Haiz..they win mahz..coz we nv paid tickets to go watch the proper live 1 but instead indulged in free TV -based 1 mahz.Sun ho..kaoz..fancy so old liao still tink she damn cute..wear tt outfit of hers.Reminds me of some1.TOTALLY ER.5566 far deserved more than Sun Ho tt bitch.Nv did like her..and Seven also.Utter disgrace of us Singaporeans.Cant even sing for heaven's sake.And tt grey-haired bastard...cant wait to grow old izit..dyed the damn hair till so er..and tink u beckham or wat..tied ponytails..Kaoz.Turns me off.I am critical of both of them especially.Wonder y there are such creatures around.



天天想你


当我伫立在床前
你越走越远
我的每一次心跳
你是否听见
当我徘徊在深夜
你在我心田
你的每一句誓言
回荡在耳边
影影约约
闪朦的双眼
藏着你的羞怯
加深我的思念
两颗心的交界
你一定会看见
只要你愿意走向前。。。。


天天想你
天天问自己
到什么时候才能告诉你
天天想你
天天守住一颗心
把我最后的爱留给你



天天想你。。天天牵挂着你。。你是否也能感觉得到呢 ？

Cool huh...of coz..S.H.E mahz..ah haha..they are back with their 5th album : Superstar
Collected frm Jackson yday..finally..mine is the pre-order 1 ..i tink..come with the limited poster..and VCD..not cheap ah..28 bucks..but S.H.E mahz..my No.1 idol..so must support by buying ORIGINAL !

Thurs
Sch as usual.Lee yan yan didnt gave back the maths paper..but also gd la..dun spoil my holidays...dun affect my mood.Got back CLA..dun wish to comment.Have already said wat I wanted to say.After sch the 4 of us 'Machis' stayed back..to watch the mid autumn celebration..held in our v.own sch --->NYJC.The celebrations overall was quite ok..got long sai..got guzhen and some other performances..got tt edited story of "Chang Er and Hou Yi"..the story was quite touching and the songs selected were quite appropriate..those who went will noe wat I toking.Lin Zhong Yen 's voice damn..wah..NICE loh.She sang yue liang dai biao wo de xing..then everybody was like mesmerized

Ah haha ! Succeed ! Ya..finally know how to post some pics up my blog.I noe I damn sua koo..zz.Got help frm a stranger...chanced upon her blog and noticed that ..wah..her blog really v.fascinating with so many pics..so asked her for help...didnt expect her to reply to my mail but yet she did.Thanks Tresia !

Nth interesting happened except for class photo taking today.YANDAO KIA BERNARD help the class took.Was melting under the hot sun loh.Wat a spot to pick for taking photos.Great.The informal pic..haiz.Si Bernard..the boys not even ready to put up some Machi pose and there he went clicked..and is done.Pray tt the pic come out overall alright la..sian 1/2.But then it might be the last pic I ever take in NY uniform anyway.Seriously , I am gonna be eliminated frm this environment.Y ? Becoz I sucks.My results tell it all.I took back my GP.Passage B all the questions practically killed me.If only I did with the same standard I did with Passage A questions..I could have easily got at least 30.If only..if only..HA..too late..dear boy.U r failing..retain might be the best solution.If suay , kanna red invitation to leave might be a possiblity too.Not F4 red letters in Meteor Garden..but request to leave the college by the sch.Arghs.
Saw my standing on the CLA board..or long hu bang as some called it.1 word to describe --->DISGUST.I was right.I was hovering around near 1/4 of the standing.Not the top..but the bottom.That is.When u realised tt u scored 103.5/170..u feel like banging urself on the wall.Y ? Becoz there are so many ppl ahead of u..scoring like..110..120 +.Doing well in chinese is totally different compared to pri /sec sch.Topping chinese for almost every tests is a must.Now..to even get a nice standing is like..pi deng tian hai nan (impossible mission).God.I am suffering.Somebody pls kindly tell me wat is the remedy for me..when days to shi jie mo ri is like..30++ days ? *Sighs*

Gonna take the econs test tml.Told Teo today and he is ok with it. *Phew*.Showed my MC to teachers like flaunting credit card today.They bought my excuse.TCP is really kind.He accepted some lame excuse I cooked up for not turning up on sat for history field trip.If I told Kellett instead..well..expect some robust rebuttals frm him.Spastic foreigner.I nv did like him as in his teaching or even respected him as a teacher b4. Y ? Simply ..He sucks.

Guessed tml will be hell day.I dread lee yan yan 's lesson tml.I will occupy the last postion again with my superb result of single digit.Hah..wat is new.I hate AO Maths.I wonder y did I 1 2 do maths in the 1st place when I ..by tyco means..scrapped thru E Maths back then with a B3.Maths sucks.I prefer languages.If time could go back..I would have taken GSC then..and immerse myself in my favourite chinese without worrying tt I wont score...becoz GSC is so simple (tt wat I heard frm some of my classmates taking GSC).If only..if only..too late.Wake up.Taking back Paper 1 CLA tml too.Since I noe the results..I wont be surprise anymore.Rest assured I will tear up the paper when I reached home tml.

She had tution today with her P2 student.So she was in sgn north today..coz her student stayed a few blocks away frm me.Could have met her..for dinner or sth.She agreed..but last min I told her I cant.*Sigh*..I wanted to meet her de.Reason ? Need my nap.I badly need some slp to recharge batteries.Right now ..I am still feeling tired.DIE.

Thanks a lot to Tre I finally noe how to post pics.Ahha..this 1st pic I posted up is taken during Teachers' Day celebrations.Cool huh ? 4 gd-looking guys doing MACHI -alike poses.Ok , stop puking. =X

MIA from sch again.I tink everybody is used to it.Gastritis.Hah..as if anybody will believe..didnt visit tt rubbish doctor near my hse.Had enough of his nonsense.Changed to Dr Glenn 's instead.He used to be my family doctor b4 my family shifted to sgn north.He was like so surprised to see me..and..the 1st thing he asked.."Hi..quite some time nv see u..how r u doing..studying in Peicai Sec now ? " .God. Sick of being linked to those peicai ppl.Of coz my ans is "No..frm Nanyang JC ".I am ok with the brown colour uniform..but can I suggest that there is some distinctive features being added to our nice uniforms so that other ppl can distinguish between us and peicai ppl ? Haiz..not tt I 1 2 complain..but I tink this might be the 1st and last yr for me in NYJC.I am beginning to tink tt my O lvl results of 13 pts with 3 distinctions are nothing but a fluke.I am faring , i tink..the worst in class everytime.My recent GP paper is like shit...while everybody scores so well.Sure..I got an A lvl Pass for Paper 2..but I just scrapped thru.See how dangerous? And today econs test I missed again..but I do hope Teo..being a kind soul like he always is..will allowed me to retake it..as he promised when i msged him today.I just want to pass once and for all.Let me , pls.Heard tt CLA scoreboard is out.Checking it out tml.Got a bad feeling my name will hovered around the few bottom positions.Damn.All the stuffs that happened recently are still languishing inside my brain...and when I tried to mugged no information gets in my pathetic head.I ended slacking big time..just like wat I did today , playing Winning 11 with my cousin the whole morning.He skipped sch too.Great..wat a fine example.

The whole world is despising me." Ppl find u for entertainment purposes only..but when u failed in anything..they will turn their backs against u. " How true.That is the world.Is cruel..but is reality.

I am heading towards poly.Anybody joining me ? I guessed everybody will be promoted happily except me.I will be the only 1 who will be crying over spilled milk by end of this yr.Dun believe ? We shall see.

In case some wonder wat the hell is my background music (midi) about...here it is..

Qing Tian


Gu shi de xiao huang hua
Cong chu sheng na nian jiu piao zhe
Tong nian de dang qiu chian
Sui ji yi yi zhi huang dao xian zai
Re, wei, sou, sou, xi, dou, xi, la, sou, la, xi, xi , xi, xi, la, xi, la, sou.
Chui zhe qian zou wang zhe tian kong
Wo xiang qi hua ban shi zhe diao luo,
Wei ni qiao ke de na yi tian
Hua luo de na yi tian
Jiao shi de na yi jian
Wo zhe mo kan bu jian
Xiao shi de xia yu tian
Wo hao xiang zai ling yi bian
Mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo hai liu zhe
Hao xiang zai wen yi bian, ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai ...

Gua feng zhe tian, wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
Dan pian pian, yu jian jian , da dao wo kan ni bu jian
Hai yao duo jiu , wo cai neng zai ni sheng bian
Deng dao fang qing de na tian, ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
Cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu ,
Dan pian pian, feng jian jian, ba ju li chui de hao yuan
Hao bu rong yi, you neng zai duo ai yi tian
Dan gu shi de zui hou, ni hao xiang hai shi shuo le bai bai


That is Qing Tian